1 month in the making.
10mb this gonna take a lot of my soundcloud free upload space :O


0:22 - me
0:45 - akari (https://soundcloud.com/akarii1)
1:08 - ahst (https://soundcloud.com/ahst)
1:31 - skawt (https://soundcloud.com/heyskawt)
1:53 - ihazd3mons (https://soundcloud.com/ihazd3mons)
2:16 - 1ndoset (https://soundcloud.com/1ndoset)
2:38 - daikyu (https://soundcloud.com/daikore)
3:01 - 1twenny (https://soundcloud.com/1twenny)
3:23 - tyzv (https://soundcloud.com/tyzvv)
3:46 - longdays (https://soundcloud.com/ilovelongdays)

shoutout to everyone who contributed to making this cypher they goats.

locate_01 w/ akari, ahst, skawt, ihazd3mons, 1ndo, daikyu, 1twenny, tyzv & longdays (p. kitgun)

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/1twenny
might add lyrics later

corny terrible song I made when I was 12 (p. waystalker)

prod by. https://soundcloud.com/zuuloh

(shoutout to lil skyscraper for uploading this on youtube) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aamr9RUJQMk

people in the cover art: 1ndo, pyre, fltr, mysticbummer, atticslvt, daikyu, ltk (wasnt even in the song lol), and me

verse order:

0:13 - https://soundcloud.com/3krump
0:39 - https://soundcloud.com/prodfltr
1:06 - https://soundcloud.com/arcadia-died
1:32 - me
1:58 - https://soundcloud.com/daikore
2:25 - https://soundcloud.com/1ndoset
2:52 - https://soundcloud.com/atticslvt
3:18 - https://soundcloud.com/mysticbummer
3:45 - https://soundcloud.com/spiderfest
4:11 - https://soundcloud.com/ahst
4:38 - https://soundcloud.com/thepyre
5:04 - https://soundcloud.com/zzzciz 

thank you all for participating, yall are goats <333
nobody made a verse about rblx evade lol :/

_rblxevade.cypher [p. zuuloh]

400 followers special!
cover art by me and https://soundcloud.com/mysticbummer
22mb and 9 mins long!!!!!!
https://soundcloud.com/1alterdworld, https://soundcloud.com/xiiizone, and https://soundcloud.com/0gallery

prod. https://soundcloud.com/1wayza, emwy mansion, and https://soundcloud.com/fum1ko

verse order:

1. https://soundcloud.com/prodfltr 
2. https://soundcloud.com/mysticbummer
3. https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl
4. https://soundcloud.com/daikore
5. https://soundcloud.com/1ndoset
6. https://soundcloud.com/tatzus
7. https://soundcloud.com/4nab
8. https://soundcloud.com/3krump
9. https://soundcloud.com/ilyst4y
10. https://soundcloud.com/arcadia-died
11. https://soundcloud.com/shiragoated
12. https://soundcloud.com/heyskawt
13. https://soundcloud.com/ilovelongdays
14. https://soundcloud.com/1zoid
15. https://soundcloud.com/ihazd3mons
16. https://soundcloud.com/ace12369
17. https://soundcloud.com/thepyre
18. https://soundcloud.com/takenwyd
19. https://soundcloud.com/111maya
20. https://soundcloud.com/luisyknow

incur.sion - alterdworld + xiii + 0gallery (p. wayza + emwy mansion + fumiko)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/zuuloh
my verse mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/arcadia-died

shoutout v4nity, arcadia and zuuloh

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

look in the mirror im disgusting,
feeling alright but i dropped it,
pain in my head but i love it,
chilling with twenny ya we on this,
threw it at the window, dont know what to do no more,
i feel super funny i was chilling in the store,
i cannot help you,
like cant you see that?

and do i really know?
i cant do it no more,
my brain is always sore,
im kicking at your door (x2)

https://soundcloud.com/v4nity

yea,
my bodies goin numb,
i think im losin it, 
cuz all the time i feel so dumb,
so much in my system,
been cryin for some help now,
so hard for me to reach out,
but im right here bangin on your door,
like somebody please come help,
been losin my mind,
been losin myself,
my brain always feelin so damn sore,
like what can i do to make it better,
dont know,
why you wanna talk to me,
dont know,
like this aint helpin me,
i know,
i know that i need some help,
i know, i know, know,
look in the mirror im disgusted,
yea yea,
say youre tryna help but i dont trust it,
no no,
livin life like this i know im better on my own,
on my own,
better off yea,
all alone,

_mirror w/ v4nity (p. zuuloh)

sped up by @1twenny
cover by me 
put together and organized by me
prod by @arcadia-died and @fum1ko
yt video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oUvIkSxD0kgv

shoutout ##alterdworld

verse order:

1. @sebstixns-funerl
2. @hannevig
3. @kenesukoh
4. @questionnq
5. @ilyicee
6. @1twenny
7. @swotll
8. @malworn
9. @sebstixns-funerl

ty everyone who participated!

dude in the cover is https://soundcloud.com/akodycore

3008.theme w/ hannevig, kenesukoh, questionn, icee, 1twenny, swotl & malware (p. arcadia + fumiko)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/daikore and https://soundcloud.com/ilychickenlover

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodaugury

sped up by https://soundcloud.com/cxldheartt

(sebstixns) (shoutout to 1twenny for mixing my verse)

tell me you're a friend,
but you came here to mess me up,
want to understand why is it that i'm never enough?
to anyone around me for a single second,
but i can reckon,
im not important at all,
they all want to see me fall,
im skating out through the dirt,
till i just find my answer,
im not important at all,
they laugh at me as i walk,
i just embarrass myself,
but i cannot give a fo

(daikyu)

Lately I don't feel the same
No, I don't think I feel okay
You're messing with my head
And now I'm just looking for escapes
I need an excuse
To get away from you

Now I'm wasted
No, I cannot face this
I don't wanna fake shit
I don't wanna break it
I'm so fucking anxious
I just fucking panic
Now I'm feeling manic
Oh no, here it all goes again

Cause lately I don't feel the same
I know you're fucking with my brain
Don't know what to say
Bitch I just feel like all over the place
I've just been falling all over the place
I get cut out now I'm DOA
I get cut out, I don't feel okay
I get cut out, I'm not on my way 

(chickenlover)

told me that im crazy
told me that im buggin out
feelin like im tracy
w the way that im sniffin lines

feelin so low lately
kinda feel like cuttin up
baby please sedate me
now my arm is gushing out

gushing out gushing out
now my body's bleeding out 
bleeding out bleeding out

he likes 2 watch me freakin out
i think he wants 2 freak me out
i think he kinda creeps me out
i think i wanna stab him out
shut him up, he's way 2 loud

rollin up this joint
while i think ab him rotting up
why'd he disapoint
now my brain is fogging up
ik that it hurts but u gotta go
you'll only make it worse
i promise i'll go slow

friend w/ daikyu & chickenlover (p. augury)

inspired by the style of https://soundcloud.com/u8u and https://soundcloud.com/kurai

mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/swotll

prod by https://soundcloud.com/fum1ko

dkw2d (p. fumiko)

thank you to everyone who participated in this!

verse order:

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl
https://soundcloud.com/arcadia-died
https://soundcloud.com/swotll
https://soundcloud.com/gloomed
https://soundcloud.com/stylas
https://soundcloud.com/plec0
https://soundcloud.com/fictous
https://soundcloud.com/dirtyryce
https://soundcloud.com/3krump
https://soundcloud.com/ilyexotic
https://soundcloud.com/1ndoset
https://soundcloud.com/1twenny

produced by https://soundcloud.com/breakupbreakdown

cover art made by me and @3krump

this was put toghether and edited by https://soundcloud.com/swotll
so huge shoutout to him

*i didnt name this christmas cypher because the lyrics arent very christmasy and i dont want this to be confused with a christmas themed song*

@1alterdworld

##decembercypher2023 (p. breakupbreakdown)

prolly one of my worst songs of 2023-2024 but its alright im still uploading.

this features a very cool man who goes by the soundcloud alias of @daikore
my part was mixed by @swotll and me
prod by anemilia

thank you very much for listening! make sure to like, comment, repost, share to all of your friends, share to all of your family, follow me, follow daikyu, promote the song urself, post it on instagram, play it at school, play it to your dog, listen to it 24 hours a day, and all of that <3

#808080 w/ daikyu (p. anemilia)

this cypher is dedicated to my friend akodycore

thank you to everyone who participated in this

goal of this cypher:
fit as many people as possible in a short amount of time, everyone got only 10 seconds, and it was almost a success, the goal was 25 people.

people in order:

1) https://soundcloud.com/questionnq
2) https://soundcloud.com/issuee
3) https://soundcloud.com/l7rky
4) https://soundcloud.com/plec0
5) https://soundcloud.com/crvnchyy
6) https://soundcloud.com/zippie1
7) https://soundcloud.com/fictous
8) https://soundcloud.com/1twenny
9) https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl
10) https://soundcloud.com/arc-adia-988346456 
11) https://soundcloud.com/unionha
12) https://soundcloud.com/mysticbummer
13) https://soundcloud.com/stylas
14) https://soundcloud.com/1replay
15) https://soundcloud.com/evilmarric
16) https://soundcloud.com/outfed
17) https://soundcloud.com/3krump
18) https://soundcloud.com/lemongocrazy
19) https://soundcloud.com/akasukii
20) https://soundcloud.com/allwhit and https://soundcloud.com/1twenny
21) https://soundcloud.com/loreskrr
22) https://soundcloud.com/wxttle

akody.theme w/ 21 other artists [p. issuee]

prod. me and someone

@sebstixns-funerl

fall,
you're my only world,
going to the moon,
I will fall from you 

@syycade

break my mind
and drink good whine
its all the time
its all the time and
break my mind
and drink good whine
its all the time
its all the time and
Call me a bitch if you want
I don't give a fuck if you talk
rip off your skin for some fun
I can get it all if i want

@daikore

i cant feel my hands when i do what u say
i just need u out of my face
i just dkwts
when ur fuckin w my brain
and i walk away when i find out u lied
ur just taking all my energy, a waste of my time
im making music im not proud of, what a waste of my life
and i hate this fucking place im in, cut it with a-

world w/ syycade & daikyu [self-prod]

I cant believe I mixed this from scratch!

inspired by kantaa, kurai, katai, etc.
main inspiration song: https://soundcloud.com/whoiskantaa/more_souls

prod by https://soundcloud.com/1wayza

lyrics:

again I leave,
this place too boring,
I'll stay alone,
no I wont handle this,

and I feel down,
down everytime that I realize I'm useless,
so young but my energy is what I'm losing,
everytime I talk I be feeling a nuissance,
feeling like a nuissance

looking at the sky,
don't know why I'm looking,
playing hide and seek,
I be hella crusing,
don't know what I'm seeking,
i just know I'm moving
I'ma lost kid, 
walking into my ruins

crash out,
I think I'ma crash down,
might switch my damn route,
fall head first to the ground

hide↓seek [p. wayza]

vocals mixed, written and mastered by me
produced by https://soundcloud.com/tochno-ne-sassi and tokyosize

all of these people around me,
they make me feel so lonely,
i don't care about their words,
even when they take my worth

i be always feeling empty inside,
i be looking at thoughts as they pass and collide
made amends with myself but only for tonight
then i wake up again hating this life
but at least im alive,
even tho i hold my frustration inside,
wont say a word to my friends alright,
ima let it consume me till help arrives

it soon will come, it soon will

locked up in my room, 2am not in bed
don't worry about me cause your also in stress
ima wake up whenever i feel like it
i be locked up in my room when i don't feel like living

all this work just makes me cry,
i'm just numb like all the time,
tachycardia cause i'm stressed,
can't wait till i get my meds

i be always feeling empty inside,
i be looking at thoughts as they pass and collide
made amends with myself but only for tonight
then i wake up again hating this life
but at least im alive,
even tho i hold my frustration inside,
wont say a word to my friend alright,

its not worth it,
i lost again

_numb [p. caffeineracingclub + tokyosize]

dayum yall dont repost ;(

prod by @heavn0nevaeh
other stuff by me

too lazy to put lyrics

runaway:/ [p. heavn0nevaeh]

repost PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

prod by @j896 and naggens

lyrics: (satire)

say you didn't love me, i dont even care,
ima pull up late, im a nightmare,
and i honestly dont wanna be here,
and i dont really wanna be here right now,

you stabbed me up in the back,
im driving away, 6 feet on the dash,
and i dont wanna know, i dont wanna attack, 
and i dont wanna fight, im leaving bad,

i might just kill you right now,
im hunting in the dark,
you left me lonely right now,
but you'll never get far,

you'll never escape,
you wont leave the place,
so stay with me or die,

im going insane,
but thats just the way,
to show you you are mine,

i know im aggressive,
sometimes im obsessive,
i dont really care no more,
so ima leave the message

creepy_theme [p. junoes + naggens]

https://soundcloud.com/l7rky
https://soundcloud.com/kawaiichan299

sebstixns:

ima let the time pass,
ion wanna think fast,
i jus wanna chill in my room all day,
locked inside im not coming out,
cause its boring no matter where i stay,

they say that they know me ion even know them,
if you tryna talk jus stay away,
too busy and im too lazy,
ion wanna dedicate,

lie,
stay by my side,
i dont wanna be here,
i dont wanna be here,
i just wanna live something different right now,
everythings so rutinary like a merry go round,
tryna find a piece of myself i dont know what it is,
too young to feel this way im in an abyss.

timepass w/ paka & darii [self-prod]

lyrics:

lemme get away from here,
walk up to my room where i disappear,
maybe im scared yeah its just fear,
do i even know myself? unclear

i dont even feel needed right now,
im unavailable and lazy now,
i just feel worthless on the ground,
or is it just my thoughts being loud?

once im in my bed i dont wanna wake up,
feeling dead but ill try to make up,
i dont meant that i wanna live,
but all this shit is killing me

why would you want me?
im nobody special,
am i just weird?
i want to be normal,

my screen is my best friend,
cause when i walk into the crowd i have my intent,
im good at interacting but i dont stay with them,
cause i just hop from person to person instead

thoughts are stuck inside my head,
care bout everything u said
wouldnt it be easy to live without responsabilities?

☾⋆⁺ 3amsynthwave [self-prod]

prod. @2scram

lyrics:

i can be, i can- ican- i can be,
whatchu- whatchu- whatchu need,

im so crazy for you, 
ive been rotting in my room,
mentally been fucked up,
i thought id tell you the truth

being in love hurts
i need to get rid of the butterflies
time kills all the things we lived,
and all i hear about me is lies

ive been taking medication,
im not the boy that is in your imagination

im sorry i cant be enoguh for u,
im not the boy of ur dreams
and i wish that i,
could rip my face off and replace it
and i wish that someone else,
could take my place

and i try,
to be better everyday,
but im just weak,
and i cry,
sensitive,
unstable,
always negative
grey inside

all these other boys just wanna date for the experience,
im different i fell for you and that is just my difference
if you dont like me back then its okay girl we can stay friends,
i wouldnt like me back if i was you

whatchuneed [p. scrambl]

prod. davidgvr
prod. davidgvr
prod. davidgvr


leavemebehind [p. davidgvr]

prod. @toemuro and @hdbn2

lyrics:

@sebstixns-funerl

wasting time again watching it pass by,
i need to get rid of these butterflies,
everytime im cornered all i do is hide,
when i start to panic my mind wont subside.

taking pills just to stabilize my brain,
i should stop letting thoughts make me feel bad,
told myself to throw my insecurities away
and, now that its up in the rearview im glad

posted up on discord,
ive been feeling lonely,
will you be my friend now?
youre my one and only

locked up in my room and,
my moms getting worried,
medications messing me,
someone needs to hurry

posted up on discord,
ive been feeling lonely,
will you be my friend now?
youre my one and only

sorry that im not enough,
please dont reject me,
dont leave me stuck here,
dont leave me stuck here.

@daikore

and its all my loss
should've known that it was over from the start
i cant erase it from me
i just cant forget
no life to live i want to be over
n there's so much dust on my shoulders
i start to rust
oxidizing my blood
n it fucks me up
i just want it to be over
just leave me all alone
like you would've in the first place

discord w/ daikyu [p. toemuro + takecare04]

https://soundcloud.com/j896

lyrics:

i just wanna leave,
i dont want to fall asleep,
taking these pills,
they sleep my skin,
i need you with me,
where have you been
my brain is ruined,
my thoughts they spin,

i dont care about anything anymore,
im tired of this rutinary life,
so you dont have to be here,
i dont blame you if you leave me behind,
behind,

i feel excluded,
and i stopped caring,
but i wish that i was just worth it

theyre all narcisists,
throwing all their fits,
theyre all stupid kids,
and i cant be with them

they tell me im worth it,
but then they leave me ignored,
whats wrong with me?
am i not enough?
is it cause i look weird?
i think im done

im having another tachycardia and my door is locked,
so if something happens to me nobody can do nun,
i keep telling everybody in my head to shut up,
i keep making music so that way i never go numb

☆ sleepytheme [p. junoes]

produced by letmedisappear and https://soundcloud.com/scxryme

thank you to all my friends for hopping on this!

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl:

dont give a quarter of a fuck,
let em all fall,
we gon let it rot,
dont care we ball,
taking no halt,
leave the scene dull,
watch as they crawl,
turn the people that were once talking down,
into dolls,
burning ethanol,
disfunctional

they left us falling,
now they calling,
to get us back,
but were too far gone,
and were not coming back, 
im staying safe now,
behind the gates now,
locked in,
keep the snakes out,
the type of fakes, that,
will let us break

https://soundcloud.com/twenni:

wouldnt even trust them if the told me 2,
yeah walking right got my view,
now lets take it back,
now lets take it back but it wont work,
sending me through the roof,
never told the truth,
yeah all around the room,
these ppl see them begging,
yeah they want some back but i couldnt have it,
give it 2 them now,
they gon lose their mind,
give a second to,
help them with rewind.

https://soundcloud.com/daikore:

i dont care at all
they wanna keep on talking let em run their mouth
all behind my back dgaf cause im a topic now
everybody tryna keep a secret but i found it out
everybody tryna keep it real but then they faking out

they gon lie n cheat n steal in the end
get what they want n they wont speak to you again
that shit got me irritated that shit got me tense
cuz if you let em they gon break you down then do it all again

https://soundcloud.com/notkrvys:

(no lyrics yet)

https://soundcloud.com/3krump:

i dnt wanna keep on callin for u mama
"u gotta stop smokin" bitch i dont wanna
countin up money inside Tijuana
smokin up all the marijuana
u aint know true style, til u look at me
i aint ever passin shit around
weed aint ever free

bitch i do this all for the show
i been makin, dough
i been takin, ur hoe
boy u lookin hella slow
id expect u just to know
im js tryna buy 50 cent cakes from the store

https://soundcloud.com/oneshotniko:

im not sorry that i dont care
ive moved on i had to leave first
i hope you never wear my tshirts
thought of you made my heart burn

dunno whats been going on
ive lost it
getting sick of favourite songs
i hate this
how could u pretend theres nothign wrong
i dont understand it

contentwarning w/ twenni, daikyu, moriley, krump & zhenyue [p. caffeineracingclub + s3xcult]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/ripletmedisappear

lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

you make me feel so dumb,
im tired of waking up
yeah your words hurt me,
but i have to pretend,
and you said i acted weird,
and youre not my friend

i guess im lost,
youre acting up,
im tired of being told to shut up,
of people telling me that i messed it up
then insulting me again waiting till they stop

i must be stupid,
cant keep friendships,
i can't even find love,
fuck about a cupid,

my dreams lucid,
meds won't do it,
blame it on my thoughts,
cause they left my brain in ruins

https://soundcloud.com/3krump

yeah im roaming around
looking for nothing
theres nothing u could ever do to change a thing
bad thoughts going around 
wishing they werent a thing
thank god i didnt buy a mfing ring

u broke me into pieces
i cant stand it
wont u mind this?
i knew i fucked it all up
told me shut up
i feel so caught up

i_must_b_stupid w/ lumina [p. caffeineracingclub]

mixing and vocals by me
beat prod by https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh

lyrics: 

i cut some people out of my life,
cause they were hurting me every time,
i miss the people they used to be,
but they decided to burden me,

i simply wanna run
im losing everyone,
and im honestly done
i wanna pull the gun

im crying for people who dont even care,
getting anxiety attacks for them,
just for them right now,

whatchu even want me to be?
Im not a magical dude,
Im just a weak ass kid,
rotting up in his room

If u dont like me thats fine,
But u dont have to be rude,
You treat me like a freak,
But im a person too

but will you stay?
are you my friend?
cause id do anything for you
i love you,
please dont go

allienate myself from everyone i adore,
so filled with hate im rotten to the core,
they've all changed they dont like to speak to me anymore,
im just another disposable person in this stupid life

ngl things are not getting better lol [p. heavn0nevaeh]

the medications ain't working,
all my words have been slurring,
i don't know who i am anymore,
i am tired of being me,
i wanna rip myself out of this body,
out of this body,
now.

identityerror [self-prod]

derealization, and random feelings of anxiety mixed with emptiness at the least convenient moments :/

mixing, vocals, and lyrics by @sebstixns-funerl
mastering by me but with help from https://soundcloud.com/airoez
produced by https://soundcloud.com/salmonghost (hes such a goated producer, and a beautiful person, i love his beats so much)

inspired by: heyzuko! - pick up the phone pt.2 and tripleskyluv - паладин

lyrics:

i realized that i dont know how to be alone,
i live in lies they're distorting my sense of home,
my sense of time aint the same but you wouldn't know
ask myself why im this way when im on my own,

i feel,
secluded,
im lost, in all,
these negative thoughts,
i tell myself,
i messed it up,
thats why i dissasociated at the party

i wanna rip myself out of my body,
change every detail till somebody wants me,
Im tired of feeling forced to stay alive,
just so they can say they care but then theyll taunt me

im scared that things wont change,
my head it starts to ache,
everythings feeling fake,
i thought id be okay

i disassociated at the party [p. salmonghost]

an exaggeration of my love for her

lyrics: 

@sebstixns-funerl

id let you ruin my life,
and take control of my mind,
because i love you too much,
you rearrange my time,

im tired of existing,
im hating our distance,
wish you could be closer,
i want you in my living

i like you,
youre different than the rest,
but i dont feel good enough,
and that makes me upset,

im working on my problems just so i can be the best,
and if we were toghether i would give you everything,
let you do all you want to me and steal my first kiss,
you can use me as you want, you can do as you wish,

i could cut everyone out my life if you told me,
you could turn me into your doll and control me,
I'll be there for you forever that's without a doubt,
i have a desire to just kiss you on the mouth,

pretty little sweet girl i don't deserve you,
i'm acting unstable and i don't wanna hurt you,
id stare at your eyes until i start to convulse
you're my lifeline you act as my virtue,

mimic☺☾⋆ [self-prod]

a love hate relationship with the people around you lol

beat by me, using drums and a little melody thing from https://soundcloud.com/salmonghost

lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i wanna disappear,
i want it all to end,
i dont like all these fuckers who don't seem to comprehend,
that im not gonna stay just to deal with all their mess,
ima cut em out my life even after we make amends,
feel like a burden to my friends,
everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a str49 on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

@twenni

time time time is ticking 
and im waitin for the next part-
you could tell me-me-me
yea break a fuck apart
ugh you could tempt me 
I wouldnt even give a fuck
ive been so lost
ive in need of some love
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin lost
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin trapped up- 

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i feel excluded from every part of my life,
feel like im watching someone else from the sidelines,
nothing feels real to me, and nobody feels really alive,
so if you hate me, you should tell me so we don't waste our time

everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a strap on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

removedfromlife w/ twenni [self-prod with salmonghost]

chronically online kid's obsession with the internet isolates him from the world, and makes him antagonize the people he socializes with. the loneliness leads to him doing something really bad.

lyrics:

wires of veins,
and metal for my bones,
i cant feel shame,
if i never know.

hypnotized by a machine,
desensitized to all ive seen,

what i do gives me pleasure,
so it cant be bad for me,
im hiding every load of truth
from my fragile vanity.

obsessed with all this lust,
addicted to my thoughts,
im in love with the pain,
of all the anger that i got.

dependent on a screen,
that dictates my morality,
my scarred up skin,
the knife is calming my reality.

and im not trying to leave the current life i live.
its killing me inside but there's no alternative.
outside the real world its so aggressive,
and everyone in it they're not impressive

i cant turn it off but im disconnected,
and everywhere i go i feel rejected,
and everything they do to make me feel better,
they do it for them they dont do it for me

my wrist is starting to weep these tears,
my body's starting to look so weird,
my heart is swallowed up by this fear,
im overdosing in my room my dear.

you saw every little aspect,
and you had witnessed every sign,
i told you i was feeling okay,
until you saw through every lie (x2) 

obsessed with all this lust,
addicted to my thoughts,
im in love with the pain,
of all the anger that i got.

dependent on a screen,
that dictates my morality,
my scarred up skin,
the knife is calming my reality. 

obsessed with all this lust,
addicted to my thoughts,
im in love with the pain,
of all the anger that i got.

dependent on a screen,
that dictates my morality,
my scarred up skin,
the knife is calming my reality.

screen777 [self-prod]

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