i feel excluded from every part of my life 🗣️🗣️

prod @lynyou + @rhekdens

@me
and i got big dreams for such a small life
i was barely 16 my friends were all liars
wanna be on the big screen they said itd be fine
wondering if ive been seen by the outside world

im not ready for the outside world
been moving steady and i hope it works
but im not ready for the outside world 
they dont understand me and my empty soul
i was never ready to begin with
im so scared that my heads always spinning
im afraid of losing when im winning
i was never ready to begin with

@stylas
i kill for entertainment sorry im disordered
pint of tris my ailment fly in from the border 
i don’t give no fuck she said do u love me sorta
touch down different city i make impact like a mortar
that bravado 
duece one six it opens brains i make a puddle 
run up on me make sure u try not to wobble
i luv green lil bro whats got u so damn puzzled?
homie

@ih8sev
i got big jeans 4 such a small /̵͇̿/'̿'̿ ̿ ̿̿
lil revo 22 gna take his life 
if u fck w/ @1gutter i might pull up cause a homicide
feelin like im soldier btch i gotchu in my fkn sights 
btch its up now
y u keep run'n ur mouth gotta slow down
gotta couple shooters waiting for a go now
u is not my bro now
we click shit we dont throw down
homie <3

@me
im not ready for the outside world
been moving steady and i hope it works
but im not ready for the outside world 
they dont understand me and my empty soul
i was never ready to begin with
im so scared that my heads always spinning
im afraid of losing when im winning
i was never ready to begin with

@minok0
yeah
i got drugs up in my lungs ive been fucked up
i got people in my dms like they want some
go
pourin 2 cups, its that new stuff
this lifes been so rough, but i cant get enough
i dont fuckin miss when i walk through
i got everybody duckin when that chop move
brodie he got hit yeah, his mama got that talk through
he made headlines yeah he got chalked dude

ready ft stylas + 00sev + minok0

produced mixed & mastered by: @antag01
lyrics & vocals: @antag01
s/o to all my friends who helped with this love you all <3
more to come soon (planning to take music a lot more srs)

lyrics://
no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left
no i cant get down not again
it was perfect then you just went and left
and thats the thing i cant get out me head
whats the purpose if its just gonna end?

eyes wide open and i, cant keep going will i
just keep hoping? that im more devoted than before.
i was just a kid 17 thats what it is
dealing with some shit thinking i wouldnt live
dealing with some doubt, they all tried to hold me down
just look at the way im living, look how i just came around.

no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left

was it worth it?

back w a banger 

https://open.spotify.com/album/1HPyljh4MIIRystoUQ9GeC?si=vgI6WeECQQawcgXVK2bH8w

produced by me(:

luv to @prod_sunl1ght @7akkiro


Lyrics 

@m3rsi
yea we dump him in the ocean one shot we goin leave him fucking motionless i dont give a fuck what u want at this point bitch im fucking bleeding ill leave u bleeding fuck it in the sea bitch im goin make u see bitch one shot to ur head while ur fuckin sleepin keep on sleepin on me bitch u wont see shit all u see is blank

@7akkiro lyrics soon

@prod_sunl1ght 
I-I don't really want to talk to you
Yo-yo-you-you-you-you-yo-yo-you
What you wanna do baby are you coming through
Hi-Hi-Hit me up hit me up what you wanna do
X up on my body bae ain't no running back
We gonna let them bodies spray
A-A-Ain't no other way look at all the bread that i got in my pocket
Oh my god I'm off a pill yea I'm off it

@m3rsi 
leave u on the floor talkin down on me settle fuckin score shut the fuck up bitch u is a cunt think ur out of luck I already won what u fuckin want

###sleppinonme w/ akkiro + sunl1ght (me)

prod girlsynth

lyrics:
oh where were you at when you left me crying?
i know youre seeing all my efforts, im trying
always stabbed my back and now i know when youre lying
i cant tell the present from the past im just getting tired
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

youre talking hella nonsense thats why youre at the bottom
all these racks i got and you wish that you got them
i forgot your name you cant be that important
bitch i got so many problems i gotta sort it out 
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i wouldnt be a bother
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to- didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

ᴡᴏɴᴛ ᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ? </3

prod me
lyrics \soon\

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/shuzei/headsht-3

^headShǒt [`-_•] (+shuzei)

I'm back.

This is about my wife

prod me

Lyrics:

breakup its been a minute im not dead
i been steady working for my famliy getting bread
baby on the way im living life like no pretend
i wouldnt change a thing If i could do it all again

No matter what we do, you are my best friend
they aint got a clue they just condescend
Loving you forever is my only intent
We just doing us baby in the end

They all talk about, how we do it better
U plus I, is my favorite letters
Do or Die, under any pressure
Read my mind like a fortune teller

I dont know whats in store for me
putting on my fit w my jesus piece
sometimes i get nervous but i pray for peace
looking up to heaven knowing God got me

Thinking of my life with no cause at all
Searching for the answers in a crystal ball
I cant take the credit no I’m not the cause
growing up from kids now were grown adults

talk big just a voice up on the internet
if you make a bet then back it up or ima double that
if you make a sound put the body up in bubble wrap
i cant hear your voice unless youre talking where the numbers at

this a real hard hitter
i cant stop it now if i plan on being a winner
pushing through the pain with promises i must deliver
pick my baby up we going out so ima spin her
spending time and drinking liquer

what we cooking up for dinner
Baby just a day with you is all i can remember
This is just the start of this im still just a beginner
through the thick and though the thin but the thick is getting thinner

No matter what we do, you are my best friend
they aint got a clue they just condescend
Loving you forever is my only intent
We just doing us baby in the end

They all talk about, how we do it better
U plus I, is my favorite letters
Do or Die, under any pressure
Read my mind like a fortune teller

I dont know whats in store for me
putting on my fit w my jesus piece
sometimes i get nervous but i pray for peace
looking up to heaven knowing God got me

Thinking of my life with no cause at all
Searching for the answers in a crystal ball
I cant take the credit no I’m not the cause
growing up from kids now we’re grown adults

u + i

a love hate relationship with the people around you lol

beat by me, using drums and a little melody thing from https://soundcloud.com/salmonghost

lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i wanna disappear,
i want it all to end,
i dont like all these fuckers who don't seem to comprehend,
that im not gonna stay just to deal with all their mess,
ima cut em out my life even after we make amends,
feel like a burden to my friends,
everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a str49 on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

@twenni

time time time is ticking 
and im waitin for the next part-
you could tell me-me-me
yea break a fuck apart
ugh you could tempt me 
I wouldnt even give a fuck
ive been so lost
ive in need of some love
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin lost
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin trapped up- 

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i feel excluded from every part of my life,
feel like im watching someone else from the sidelines,
nothing feels real to me, and nobody feels really alive,
so if you hate me, you should tell me so we don't waste our time

everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a strap on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

removedfromlife w/ twenni [self-prod with salmonghost]

prod @bound2return & @cruseyyyy
feat  @7akkiro
master @esssoh
art @cheetoed

🍀
bitch im #1 (what)
tab under my tongue (what)
tripping off the pills i think i need another one
i keep facing all these woods i need another blunt
brodie claiming that he knew me dont know who you was

i can be yo savior
got a mansion wit a thousand acres
and some m's to my name with no labor
got a ounce of the gas need sumn papers

yea i turned my phone off for the whole night
baby i cant love you but its alright
high asl i cant sleep until the sunrise 
ive been geeked out my body for a long time x2

[@7akkiro]
spend sum racks up on my belt
i been doing well
onto new things
i cant kiss and tell
want a ft he paying prices
im onto new things 
i make sure that i like it

i cant save no hoe
i cant be there not no more
yea yk im living good 
but i cant provide no more
roll another blunt
never running out of runts
i js keep it to myself
cause im always on the front

im onto new things 
cop me a new piece i filled it up with diamonds
switching up my style so im putting up my prices
tripling my funds cause yk i roll the dices

yea i turned my phone off for the whole night
baby i cant love you but its alright
high asl i cant sleep until the sunrise 
ive been geeked out my body for a long time x2

Tom Brady

Freeflow

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊

are we getting better?

https://soundcloud.com/aisle-4

https://discord.gg/mBKJ5Zyuf8

removedfromlife w/ twenni [self-prod with salmonghost]

sebstixns

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