i feel excluded from every part of my life 🗣️🗣️

produced by @xtasane and axry
featuring @antag01

yeah i cant even see her
yeah thats on my fucking soul
that bih was a eater
w my bros im smoking reefer
woah all on my own
and my ex shawty keep hittin my phone 
and imma keep getting this dome bih
got all of these x’s i need o’s

flexing on my ex bih 
yeah spent 250 on dis necklace 
yeah this a k i need my head bih
and no cs2 we gon send that boy to heaven 
shawty blow me like a flute
i jus flew out i came from texas

[@antag01]

yeah i cant even see her
yeah thats on my fucking soul
that bih was a eater
w my bros im smoking reefer
woah all on my own
and my ex shawty keep hittin my phone 
and imma keep getting this dome bih
got all of these x’s i need o’s

tic tac toe w/ antag01 @xtasane @axry

old school
@aiwacore
@rhekdens

lyrics

@daikore
.com
watch it blossom
start to feel like a problem
tell me what you wanna hear
i cant help but stay for a while they dont like me catching on
keep me stuck inside the box until its time to log off
domain.com
watch it blossom
start to feel like a problem
tell me what you wanna hear
that my job
and its all wrong
checking for a keystroke
they cant turn me off

turn the dial crank it up
once it starts it never stops
i dont wanna slow down
i cant give momentum up
i just want my own sound
im not tryna show them up
stay connected to the ground
i dont want the arcs to jump
can't afford a disruption
of my own production
i defy instruction
and its no discussion
ill fall apart but ill do it in my own way
wasnt making it to 20 but the plan changed

@aiwacore
тревожусь снова, хочу обойму
знаю так для нас обоих не хватит слова,
давай забудем все то что было между нами
вставай, я опять заболел тобой лишь словами
курю только то что меня не сломает, 
бардак в моей башке я знаю он играет,
хочу за налик купить любовь что не застрянет
так много грязи, юзаем галик,
бэй, ты тоже шаришь
забудь, малыш, не вижу в тебе идеал,
хватит, ты слышишь, хватит тянуть одеяло,
сделай вид ща как будто бы ты и не знала,
моя любовь это картон и бумага

domain @rhekdens

prod @lynyou @omgisai

lyrics:
r u who u wanted to be?

bitch i know that im worth it
one trip, one time im getting worried
too much stress on my head i gotta walk it (out)
one mistake, bih i fail, im not worth it

b__ i wanna talk when u dont want to
couldnt give a fuk bout what i went thru
i cant fight this feeling cuz it brand new
u jus on my head, ye bitch damn u

bitch i hit too many vapes (they gon kill me)
now i got so many friends, r u with me?
now i think too much its gon killl meeee
yuh, r u wit me?

yeh, oh my goooood
said too many things but it worked out
think abt usss but i got it out
yh bitch u gettin blocked idgaf

worth it (LynU + isai)

i want you to stay prod me

prod girlsynth

lyrics:
oh where were you at when you left me crying?
i know youre seeing all my efforts, im trying
always stabbed my back and now i know when youre lying
i cant tell the present from the past im just getting tired
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

youre talking hella nonsense thats why youre at the bottom
all these racks i got and you wish that you got them
i forgot your name you cant be that important
bitch i got so many problems i gotta sort it out 
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i wouldnt be a bother
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to- didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

ᴡᴏɴᴛ ᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ? </3

@elseen
@hdbn2


@raaynen:
I'm sorry but you're too late
I don't know what I'm thinking
But you we're supposed to be here yesterday
They try to tell me that I'm two faced
It's showing tails on the coin that decides your fate
Now tell me baby is it over
I picked the petals off a four leaf clover
I shut my eyes, I've been waiting for the closer
I'm hungover, looking for my closure

I feel my life is getting sadder
I don't matter
I feel like an actor
And maybe making music is a factor
I tell the people be themselves, but being Raynen's what I'm after
I hear the laughter
Feels like I'm hanging from the rafters
A knee slapper
Cause I'm a paid actor
I'm not a rapper
I'm just a cog in the machine of everything that matters

But don't tell me what I can't do
I do it better
The sky is gray and pouring rain
I hate the summer weather
I like the cold better
It reminds me of a time when I was someone better
When I was a beginner
When my eyes didn't feel fraudulent
And it was pouring at the movies in your cardigan
You wanna change the whole world?
Tell me what's your favorite part of it
If I had to guess your answer, it's exactly what you started with

Tell me am I a fool
For even believing in you
I gotta be something new
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I found myself how about you?

I'm sorry but you're too late
I don't know what I'm thinking
But you we're supposed to be here yesterday
They try to tell me that I'm two faced
It's showing tails on the coin that decides your fate
Now tell me baby is it over
I picked the petals off a four leaf clover
I shut my eyes, I've been waiting for the closer
I'm hungover, looking for my closure

I feel my life is getting sadder
I don't matter
I feel like an actor
And maybe making music is a factor
I tell the people be themselves, but being Raynen's what I'm after
I hear the laughter
Feels like I'm hanging from the rafters
A knee slapper
Cause I'm a paid actor
I'm not a rapper
I'm just a cog in the machine of everything that matters

But don't tell me what I can't do
I do it better
The sky is gray and pouring rain
I hate the summer weather
I like the cold better
It reminds me of a time when I was someone better
When I was a beginner
When my eyes didn't feel fraudulent
And it was pouring at the movies in your cardigan
You wanna change the whole world?
Tell me what's your favorite part of it
If I had to guess your answer, it's exactly what you started with

paid actor (elseen + takecare04)

Where Did The Time Go?

plannedit (twenni x hazard)

beat by me, using drums and a little melody thing from https://soundcloud.com/salmonghost

lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i wanna disappear,
i want it all to end,
i dont like all these fuckers who don't seem to comprehend,
that im not gonna stay just to deal with all their mess,
ima cut em out my life even after we make amends,
feel like a burden to my friends,
everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a str49 on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

@twenni

time time time is ticking 
and im waitin for the next part-
you could tell me-me-me
yea break a fuck apart
ugh you could tempt me 
I wouldnt even give a fuck
ive been so lost
ive in need of some love
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin lost
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin trapped up- 

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i feel excluded from every part of my life,
feel like im watching someone else from the sidelines,
nothing feels real to me, and nobody feels really alive,
so if you hate me, you should tell me so we don't waste our time

everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a strap on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

removedfromlife w/ twenni [self-prod with salmonghost]

Pray 2 Me feat. naryan

DREAMLAND (Prod. rhesp)

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊

are we getting better?

https://soundcloud.com/aisle-4

https://discord.gg/mBKJ5Zyuf8

removedfromlife w/ twenni [self-prod with salmonghost]

sebstixns

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