garden031 was just me (sebstixns) trying to fake a female voice lmao

@garden031

falling in your eyes,
i might realize,
when we say goodnight,
i just sit and cry

close your mind im about leave tonight,
falling asleep idc anymore,
if you wanted me so much,
whyd you leave me in the mud 

@sebstixns-funerl

no not again, (again)
ruined us again,
i lost another friend,
this never seems to end,

and i see,
now,
clearly,
im not good enough, (ahhhhh)

you will see my face,
you will get erased,
this is my own place,
this is my own place

garden0.31 + sebstixns - imabout2leavetonight (tykun + chef 9)

mixing by @1twenny and me

lyrics:

yeah, and I walk in to the function,
I walk, bch I walk into the show,
and I, and I'm sleeping with the crows,
hiding in my room till its time to go,

just another headache here we go again,
no ur not my enemy but youre not my friend,
count one last time I think I'ma go to bed,
count one last time I think I'ma go to bed,

I hate this way of living,
with every gut in my body

function [self-prod]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/l7rky
cover. https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl
guy in the cover art: daikyu

https://soundcloud.com/l7rky
https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl
https://soundcloud.com/questionnq
https://soundcloud.com/daikore
https://soundcloud.com/hiimprxy

мой живот болит (alterd remix) - paka + questionn w/  sebstixns + daikyu + prxy (p. paka)

vocals mixed, written and mastered by me
produced by https://soundcloud.com/tochno-ne-sassi and tokyosize

all of these people around me,
they make me feel so lonely,
i don't care about their words,
even when they take my worth

i be always feeling empty inside,
i be looking at thoughts as they pass and collide
made amends with myself but only for tonight
then i wake up again hating this life
but at least im alive,
even tho i hold my frustration inside,
wont say a word to my friends alright,
ima let it consume me till help arrives

it soon will come, it soon will

locked up in my room, 2am not in bed
don't worry about me cause your also in stress
ima wake up whenever i feel like it
i be locked up in my room when i don't feel like living

all this work just makes me cry,
i'm just numb like all the time,
tachycardia cause i'm stressed,
can't wait till i get my meds

i be always feeling empty inside,
i be looking at thoughts as they pass and collide
made amends with myself but only for tonight
then i wake up again hating this life
but at least im alive,
even tho i hold my frustration inside,
wont say a word to my friend alright,

its not worth it,
i lost again

_numb [p. caffeineracingclub + tokyosize]

dayum yall dont repost ;(

prod by @heavn0nevaeh
other stuff by me

too lazy to put lyrics

runaway:/ [p. heavn0nevaeh]

repost PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

prod by @j896 and naggens

lyrics: (satire)

say you didn't love me, i dont even care,
ima pull up late, im a nightmare,
and i honestly dont wanna be here,
and i dont really wanna be here right now,

you stabbed me up in the back,
im driving away, 6 feet on the dash,
and i dont wanna know, i dont wanna attack, 
and i dont wanna fight, im leaving bad,

i might just kill you right now,
im hunting in the dark,
you left me lonely right now,
but you'll never get far,

you'll never escape,
you wont leave the place,
so stay with me or die,

im going insane,
but thats just the way,
to show you you are mine,

i know im aggressive,
sometimes im obsessive,
i dont really care no more,
so ima leave the message

creepy_theme [p. junoes + naggens]

self doubt w/ sebstixns (17again + yotocapone)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/ripletmedisappear

lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

you make me feel so dumb,
im tired of waking up
yeah your words hurt me,
but i have to pretend,
and you said i acted weird,
and youre not my friend

i guess im lost,
youre acting up,
im tired of being told to shut up,
of people telling me that i messed it up
then insulting me again waiting till they stop

i must be stupid,
cant keep friendships,
i can't even find love,
fuck about a cupid,

my dreams lucid,
meds won't do it,
blame it on my thoughts,
cause they left my brain in ruins

https://soundcloud.com/3krump

yeah im roaming around
looking for nothing
theres nothing u could ever do to change a thing
bad thoughts going around 
wishing they werent a thing
thank god i didnt buy a mfing ring

u broke me into pieces
i cant stand it
wont u mind this?
i knew i fucked it all up
told me shut up
i feel so caught up

i_must_b_stupid w/ lumina [p. caffeineracingclub]

mixing and vocals by me
beat prod by https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh

lyrics: 

i cut some people out of my life,
cause they were hurting me every time,
i miss the people they used to be,
but they decided to burden me,

i simply wanna run
im losing everyone,
and im honestly done
i wanna pull the gun

im crying for people who dont even care,
getting anxiety attacks for them,
just for them right now,

whatchu even want me to be?
Im not a magical dude,
Im just a weak ass kid,
rotting up in his room

If u dont like me thats fine,
But u dont have to be rude,
You treat me like a freak,
But im a person too

but will you stay?
are you my friend?
cause id do anything for you
i love you,
please dont go

allienate myself from everyone i adore,
so filled with hate im rotten to the core,
they've all changed they dont like to speak to me anymore,
im just another disposable person in this stupid life

ngl things are not getting better lol [p. heavn0nevaeh]

@hendecad

why u lying? this shit not surprising,
everyday we fighting, yea im not replying, 
messages turn green but, messages turn blue too,
lame niggas smoke bluetooth, if its fuck me then fuck u too
e-ecco2k You Lose, we howling at the new moon (new moon)

if i want u back, do voodoo
bitch u know im foolproof, fuck that thing that u do...

and i dont know what to rap about, dont know what to sing about,
dont know what to talk about, what the fuck u smoking now?
thousand fucking problems that, i cant seem to figure out

i dont mean to freak u out, i dont mean to doubt u now
my vision is blurry now, dying like fuck this town,

fuck this song and fuck the world, 
youll die in a spin, a twirl,
all of u can go to hell, this is what i deserve,
all of u can go to hell,
im just kidding, i hope that life treats u well...

@sebstixns-funerl

tell me whered you go im looking for you now,
do you despise me
am i the problem?
i know you dont like me,
dont know how to solve it

cause im tired of asking for forgiveness,
i dont really deserve it
cut right thru my spine
next day we'll be swerving

taking SSRIS,
theyre not really working
demons in my mind, i can see them as theyre lurking

voodoo ft. sebstixns [prod. 0tter]

Verses In Order:
@Seamoretheseal
@1antibody
@1anesthesia
@kiryoo
@hannevig
@thepyre
@1LilJume
@1m0chi1
@xxlusi
@yametsu
@Hale-02
@sebstixns-funerl
@mossgrdn


Beat By Nick Mira & Vendr

Lyrics:
Na Na Na, Na (x4)

[Chorus]
Life is not a video game with
Katanas, i'm getting fucking tired of these
People making poor decisions
Life feels like being in the Bahamas
Don't ever give up, you gotta keep
Pushing i never gave up so i kept the vision
Don't ever give up, you gotta keep
Pushing i never gave up so i kept the vision

[Verse 1: seamoretheseal]
Ahh, [?] they call at noon 
im with Jume [?]
yeah, you know we are gonna 
do that, katanas in my backpack 

[Verse 2: 1antibody]
???

[Verse 3: anesthesia]
???

[Verse 4: Kiryo!]
???

[Verse 5: Hanneviq]
(Afflicted!)
[?]

[Verse 6: The Pyre]
????

[Chorus]
Life is not a video game with
Katanas, i'm getting fucking tired of these
People making poor decisions
Life feels like being in the Bahamas
Don't ever give up, you gotta keep
Pushing i never gave up so I kept the vision
Don't ever give up, you gotta keep
Pushing i never gave up so i kept the vision

[Verse 7: 1LilJume]
I'm just trying to chase my dreams
Please don't test anyone's motivation
My mind is weaving in & out like it's on
A vacation, Shit what is your life like? I
Started to go hiking please keep up with
My pace, welcome to my wurld and it is
On the moon, I was on the track team, i'm
A super star i was an ace. I'm coming back
Hope to see you soon. She left me so i said
Like "I got shit else to do."

[Verse 8: 1M0chi1]
????

[Verse 9: Lusi7896]
???

[Verse 10: Yametsu]
I can feel it in my chest [?]


[Chorus]
Life is not a video game with
Katanas, i'm getting fucking tired of these
People making poor decisions
Life feels like being in the Bahamas
Don't ever give up, you gotta keep
Pushing i never gave up so i kept the vision
Don't ever give up, you gotta keep
Pushing i never gave up so i kept the vision

[Verse 11: Hale-02]
Everybody has those nights where they just stay awake
Thinking bout how brutal life is all the stuff that it takes
When no matter how much you're doing it's always never enough
It beats you down again and again til you wanna give up
But if you give up they win and then there's no coming back
So no matter how hard it is you gotta hop on the track
If you keep pushing and pushing you'll get the win that you need
You'll be the brightest light of all if in yourself you believe
Life isn't perfect but it's the best thing that we got
Both blessings and suffering, we all get dealt a lot
I know the end of the road ain't always easy to see
But you'll get there if you keep going, just take it from me

[Verse 12: sebstixns]
???

[Verse 13: Mossgrdn]
???

This is my last cypher, I willl never delete it TBH.

Internet Money & 1LilJume - Katanas Cypher (feat. Seamoretheseal, 1antibody, anesthesia, Kiryo!, Hannevig, Thepyre, 1mochi, lusi7896, Yametsu, Hale-02, sebstixns & Mossgrdn

Collectives :
Teethteam
Midnightz
Afflicted 
Beamteam
Bleedteam
Alteria

Katanas Cypher (feat. Seamoretheseal, 1antibody, anesthesia, Kiryo!, Hannevig, ThePyre & Hale-02)

a love hate relationship with the people around you lol

beat by me, using drums and a little melody thing from https://soundcloud.com/salmonghost

lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i wanna disappear,
i want it all to end,
i dont like all these fuckers who don't seem to comprehend,
that im not gonna stay just to deal with all their mess,
ima cut em out my life even after we make amends,
feel like a burden to my friends,
everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a str49 on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

@twenni

time time time is ticking 
and im waitin for the next part-
you could tell me-me-me
yea break a fuck apart
ugh you could tempt me 
I wouldnt even give a fuck
ive been so lost
ive in need of some love
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin lost
ive been feelin 
ive been feelin trapped up- 

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

i feel excluded from every part of my life,
feel like im watching someone else from the sidelines,
nothing feels real to me, and nobody feels really alive,
so if you hate me, you should tell me so we don't waste our time

everybody in my life comes and goes they ascend, 
it makes me feel worse cause they're the ones that i depend,
on,
shitty people penetrate my heart like a strap on,
im too insecure to deal with
all these worthless emotions,
cause im too overwhelmed,
and all of this constant motion's,
making me hate myself.

i dont know how to be alone,
i need people to distract me,
and then i just come back home,
and go back to the same trash sheets.

removedfromlife w/ twenni [self-prod with salmonghost]

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hey

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thanks for being here! 

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