trying my best to keep creating <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjCFdMolyHI&ab_channel=LettuceHead

lyrics -

Stuck on the top again
Pushing perfectionist, quit and then I'm lost again
I'm tryna fight myself to create again
and I wanna give up, think it all depends on you

I think I'm just wasting time
I been left out for like all my life
I try to leave it behind
But that shit's like a bullet, imma die when it cross my mind

And I was ready to give up
Forced my hand, played a part and I slipped up
I get strung high when I feel like I did wrong
It pissed me off, I can't fly when I'm hung up

I pay attention to the nothing when I'm up to something
You been talking like you better, then I know you bluffing
I'm a reject, I reflect attention
Camo on my wrist, I know you won't mention

thanks to @evilmarric for helping me i love you

pushingperfection (ghowz)

This project was started on 1/9/24 10:19.
Total time spent on it: 1 hour 25 minutes.
Plugins: 42, Channels: 90, Mixer Tracks: 7
Arrangements: 1, PL tracks: 13, PL clips: 50, Notes: 0

quick song !

they ask me what i'm doin yea i'm w the clique
i can't keep too many of these secrets
how I got all of these fucking bands you won't believe it
yea i said i'm up i'm rocking trueys w affliction

red dot, red scope yeah that's my mission
1 ar 2 kills that's efficient
making fucking bills while you ducking and you wishin
caught him in the alley yeah that pussy really slipping

matte black grip tape on my smg
all these bitches talking but they dont really know me

really bagged the best girl yeah she is a trophy
ion fuck w fakes yeah we all know ur phony

trophy (c4pri)

prod @dxmvnt

@dxmvnt
all bark no bite y u talkin?
he gon talk his shit i put tht pussy in a coffin
shoot him in the street, bitch i take him off my watchlist
gas pack in my lungs, this shit got me feeling nauseous
this shit is toxic
why u talk shit
put the metal to ur heart like a locket
told him watch it
he gon talk his shit 2 to the cockpit
imma cock it
flexin on your story makes no profit!

matte black srt imma crash out
pass her to the clique and then she hop up out the traphouse
flexin on ur story but cant pull a fuckin rack out!
all this weight up on my stomach man im boutta blow my back out

bitch im fat as fuckkk
bitch im fat as shitttt
bitch im fat as fuckkk
im a big as bitchhhhh

@unionha
Talking shit and you gon' find out 
Big ol' pistol in my pocket, we gon' shoot him down 
Yeah, we fat as hell, we cannot even run around
Calorie Gang, yeah, we weigh over 200 pounds
Posted up, yeah, we got some Big Macs
You talk a lot of shit for someone who won’t spin back 
In a foreign car that I can’t even fit in 
BMI is over 29, I’m never getting fit

@dxmvnt
all bark no bite y u talkin?
he gon talk his shit i put tht pussy in a coffin
shoot him in the street, bitch i take him off my watchlist
gas pack in my lungs, this shit got me feeling nauseous
this shit is toxic
why u talk shit
put the metal to ur heart like a locket
told him watch it
he gon talk his shit 2 to the cockpit
imma cock it
flexin on your story makes no profit!

big macs (dxmvnt + union)

prod. @arcadia-died
cover art by. @sebstixns-funerl

1) @fictous
2) @arcadia-died
3) @daikore
4) @1twenny
5) @gloomed

2024 - fictous + arcadia + daikyu + 1twenny + gloomed (p. arcadia)

they thought..



i fukin hate dis shit
yuh
i think i cannot take it 
no more

i get blamed for everything that happens 
i wake up not knowing what even happened??
im slowly rotting away 
all this fkin ketamine not making me.. feelin ok

idek what to do
i aint got a single clue

i i done fucked it up again
i i i i i done fuked it up again x2

u got me feelin like a homewreck
didnt even notice
im feelin like im coated 
i didnt even notice

im slowly rotting away 
all this fkin ketamine not making me.. feelin ok

808 ON FUCKING BLAST

i feel so fkin mindless
took u long enough to fkin find dis
i think im fadin.. into misery
bullet in his head.. makin history

i fukin hate dis shit
yuh
i think i cannot take it 
no more

i get blamed for everything that happens 
i wake up not knowing what even happened??
im slowly rotting away 
all this fkin ketamine not making me.. feelin ok

idek what to do
i aint got a single clue

rotting away (fumiko)

@daikore
@issuee
@fictous
@sebstixns-funerl

save.urself - daikyu + issuee + fictous + sebstixns (p. uguwap)

when u lie + gabluhv (prod. 1tetsuya)
https://youtu.be/36wRm1SzjBg?si=tdQRnko-Wf47BV31

@1lleafo:
hate it when you lie
yeah you can see it in my eyes
ive just been wondering since last night
if u rlly love me or you lied
i dont know
my brain doesnt work anymore
stuck inside my head, i dropped myself on the floor
you say that you love me but you just ran out the door
you know you can tell me you dont want me anymore

tears on the screen
everyday, the same routine
do-do-dont you turn your back on me
texting you but you left me on seen
its stuck in my head
while im rotting in my bed
yea i dont know what you said
god i wish i end up dead

@officialgabluhv:
what could i say when you fuck up and end up on your fucking own 
it fucking hurts so much but the pain feels good when I'm all up all alone
you didn’t think I'd notice when you turned ur location off your phone
more than my heart could handle, it gets through my skin n flesh and bones

fuck the heart strings you’re more than what my heart brings
they told to listen to your heart not what ur thoughts think
i know that i’m worthless, i don’t deserve this
i know that you’re worth it, let’s make it work then

when u lie w/ gabluhv (prod. 1tetsuya)

Produced by @deflect888 & jibaorockin
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Yeah, yeah
Oh, oh-oh, oh-woah
Ugh, yeah ooh-woah

My fucked up state of mind
Oh darling, I don’t wanna try
When you’ve got tear drops in your eyes 
Oh darling, I’m damn near terrified 
The process of hypnosis
Gets me nauseous, I guess
I wonder if you’re honest, do you promise?
Oh my darling, I’m dead

You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 
You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 

(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah

I don’t wanna fuck this up
Obvious, I’m still in love
And I really hate to say this, but I fucked things up
Shot in my chest, I don’t wanna get up 
I gave up now I don’t really miss you 
Personal issues, a therapist, you need one
I don’t wanna be one for you, darling 
Your fucking hypnosis, shit got me falling

You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 
You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 

(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah

hypnosis

hypnosis [p. deflect + jibarockin]

mixing by @1twenny and me

lyrics:

yeah, and I walk in to the function,
I walk, bch I walk into the show,
and I, and I'm sleeping with the crows,
hiding in my room till its time to go,

just another headache here we go again,
no ur not my enemy but youre not my friend,
count one last time I think I'ma go to bed,
count one last time I think I'ma go to bed,

I hate this way of living,
with every gut in my body

function (self-prod)

fukhimup (ft. lemon x Tipzy) (prod. Julian Ceasar)

Widescreen

how do i make music

https://soundcloud.com/1alterdworld
https://soundcloud.com/1overdosed
https://soundcloud.com/rychpunk
https://soundcloud.com/xiiizone

making music since sept/2021

function (self-prod)

sebstixns.

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