lyrics:
fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending 
play pretend
and hope and pray it’s everlasting
sweet escape
my fears are running right beside me
looks like i’ve got no time to waste

head over heels
i was falling
didn’t pick up the signs
as they called me 
feeling the waves
as they’re crashing
down

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

hate my head
its a secret enemy
gave my best
best that i could be
got my head on sweet
used to kill myself
just a joke forever lasting
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the end
just gone fuck me in the ending
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the ending

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

bittersweet (ft. kissherguts)

prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
hold my hand
when we're walking so i
know ur plans
when we're talking i don't
understand
what you're saying bout us
i'm telling

soph i'm leaving
on this evening
take good care for me

i forged a couple
half baked reasons
been out screaming
are u good to me

i'll do this on my own
i'm sick of picking up the phone
i'm begging u to leave my home
u think i'm bluffing on this road
i know
that i'll crash right here right
nowwww

oh, no
u were never my hoe
why u gotta act so tough
when i can call ur bluff from a

mile away
oh that was yesterday
wish u could see ur face
when u lie to mine what do u save

u j watched my body rot
u kill me when u're calling

sophia (ryo)

new mix 11/17/22

and ill tear away the pain that began in september
we have so many memories that i dont wanna remember
im so sorry i was horrible to u in december 
but after all of this i know that i will miss u forever

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

but i dont wanna see that u have rly pieced it together
youve been changing so erratically like calgary weather
if im falling out of line why dont u move to the center
u can call me if youre lost it doesnt matter whenever

u only talk to me whenever u feel like it
if i could take a knee its not like u would fight it
i know that u cant see so u should move inside it
i can no longer hide it i can no- SHH

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

chewing blue

spotify

Nail biter

i love this one

new mix 5/24/22

the water's damp (water starter reference)
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

you cut your thighs
you want me blind
i wish i cried too
and lately i
pressing your time
shaking, i'm through

the water's damp
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

I chose you, so why won't you stay?

Rowan

briefcase at the lake

Briefcase at the lake

My rockiest

when you're sitting
i don't feel a change
i'm a villain
but i'm out of range
am i livin
in a box of a sage
are we on the same page
i think that you're in danger

germs are crawling in my eyes
you don't seem that surprised
i'm sorry that i tried
i'm sorry that i tried

i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me
i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me

canalave overseas

Canalave overseas

guitar @audiachain

the queen of the night
the queen of the night
doesnt care about my life
doesnt care about my life
the king said it right
how i live just to die
just dont focus on whats right
just dont focus on whats right

the pawn is alright
it fell once or twice
i dont care, just fight
he doesnt care, please just fight
the rook is alive
she moved to her right 
but she left with a light
the queen of the night

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Queen of the night

+ @caleblrt

but rest assured, ill take whats urs
theres something more
i seek support and ur falling short
want me to take u to the airport?

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
just slow down, just look around

protect my sins, i wrote a note
you took a hit, we still can't cope
you seek support, i'm on the low
but everything will never be the same again
and you're still here?
you see me leer back as im running
i dont wanna run into you
you're gonna show up again
but i dont want it
i dont want it
i dont want it because

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
slow down, just look around
u make me throw up, make my blood thin
look at u up and down
push me around, burn ur cigarettes into my arms
and when u show up in your mustang
oh i melt and i melt cuz i know how it felt

Bloodthinners, Pushing (+caleb)

Say my name right

paris (the 1975 cover)

i lied again but you forgave me
i tried again but you just saved me

you fall asleep
you know i mean it
we're in so deep
you're so demeaning

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

i hide again but i'm just waiting
i kinda meant to say you're failing

but my heart stops every time you look at me
i decompose just to keep your whole anatomy
in my head, we've been better
but our eyes keep getting redder

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

can you wait? i feel funny
you'll be late so keep running
test my faith, nose is runny
go away if you love me

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Queen of the night

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