moonlight demo

i’m finding myself in a house i’d forgotten 
surrounded by shelves that i once had brought in 
inside of here
inside of the walls you taught me to fear 

tell me i’m something along the lines of
don’t tell me i’m something along the wishes of what you wanted 
don’t tell me what you wanted 
i don’t care what you want from me 

down this empty road my body goes 
some place i shouldn’t seem to know how to follow 
my heart seems so hollow 

down this empty road my body goes 
some place i shouldn’t seem to know how to follow
my heart seems so hollow 

i won’t blame you for what you’ve become 
i won’t blame you for what you’ve become 
i won’t blame you
please don’t blame me
please don’t blame me
please don’t blame me

fank u lebby for all da help :) <3 
@caleblrt

help

on streaming now :)

i’ve tested all my luck 
i don't know what i love
don’t set me free

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

her patience is fading quick 
are you another delusion
I know i can’t keep you in
why won’t you go 
why won’t you go 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

don’t set me free
why won’t you take it all

just let me be
another delusion 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

chimera

#voice memo moment

i probably should've lied
i knew you saw the inner parts of me you wished were just a fallacy of yours
i lost my ambitions
i know you thought i was missing the pieces you collected, the image you presented
of me 

how do i forget all the things that you said about how i'd never be close to you
how do i forget all the times i thought you meant all the great things i could be, i can't be
i can't be

slowly learning more than you taught me 
i show you i show you i show you
i show you i show you i show you 

i probably should've lied
i probably should've lied

spite me

prod @lilmiddleschool, some guitar by me ^-^

thx middle for having me on this :)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6aVlqFSzLjX7OsEpS3Rg6y?si=e4651b8aec014c1c

coffin + middeko

i’m showing you a new flaw
come grab me 
my arms shatter your law
i’m lying 
how does she know my name,
how do you use my name?

break me down another day 
you can come back 
please don’t do that   

meet the wives of my vices 
they know what my own price is

take me inside
and outside
and everywhere in between 
all your hopeless demises
there’s crisis underneath 

i am the only one to hurt (love?) you like this
over and over and over and over

you’ll sell me out, my love, 
my doubt
for my embrace you’d take this route

i never said you could say what i meant

i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry

https://open.spotify.com/track/5qWbsLol2TDVfNVFcf9025?si=dfe07ce64d784766

lover awaits 

promise i wont take another day 
i wonder oh i wonder 
are my lies so fulfilling 
they never need to see me

i promise oh i promise
my heart is living lawless
i cant tell why you sink in my words 

my heart still aches
for you it breaks

dare i talk about all the things i notice every time 
ill let you live in your bliss at my expense

lover awaits

song in the works is finally finished! 
prod. by @w5tiva7rsrbt additional guitar by me :]
artwork by chaehaeaee on ig
i hope u enjoy <3

day by day +에이치아 (H.a)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7HttolShbpfDrbJEPFSdAz?si=0f52c823cacb42b0

i’m so attached to it
the way that it makes me feel 
cut caffeine, no nicotine 
your body is quivering 
would you wake up now?

it keeps ringing, ringing 
my diaphragm’s wishing one day i’ll stop suffocating 

would you wake up 
would you wake up 
i’ve had enough of feeling so loved 
why does it ache
when i see your face 
if i upset you will this go away 
i promise my heart and everything else
one day i’ll choose what to do in this hell 
all of my options are broken 
i’m hopeful for shards not yet seen
my hands are scratching what’s beneath
i’m looking far for 
someone please please please 
make these decisions for me

C8H10N4O2

saturdays in november

i’m so young and impressionable 
still feeling out the windings
my breath isn’t as heavy 
when your grip seems to weaken 
around my body 
is this summer just another season 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

you’re so young and impressionable 
still feeling out the windings 
your heart isn’t as heavy 
when i’m not within it
do you still want me 
when i forget all my promises 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like 

predictable curves 
will i be fine (should i just lie) 
i run from everything that i don’t like

a million stars manor

i didn't end up changing the ending

#dontflirtwithprettygirls

p*ettygirl

endreceiver

cedar trees for empty plains 

ty @cy_ing + @ghosthandsmusic for lending me your beautiful voices

i left your land for young cedar’s plans
i take his name to authorize my pain 
i lost myself in everybody else 
i don’t recognize my name anymore

she takes my hand and tells me she knows a place that’s safe 
still out of town, i falll and mistake his touch as aid 

do you break away what follows
for your lonelier tomorrow
stop the questions i cant answer 
i graze the surface you put down for me 
my arms hold onto scrutiny 
you’re something i could never be 
do you see 
do you see 
do you see 

she takes my hand and tells me she knows a place that’s safe 
still out of town, i fall and mistake his touch as aid

cedar

one take 5 minute voice memo

you told me that this light wasn't enough to keep us warm
as i feel your cold embrace

should i ask you and your mother if you needed some more time
to figure out all the love i've had in my life

they ask me again and again and again and again
if one day i could be what you need

i'm sorry to your mother and i'm sorry to your sister
my body is just a vessel that's kickstarted its triggers
and i cant seem to tell you anything about myself anymore

hoax

PARDON!!

scaredy cat

words and wishes

me and garageband and my guitar and my impatience

Journal Entry 1

haunter

petrichor

See Through

sedative turmoil

bug bites (backlogs)

white t shirt

something that I've been working on for a bit 

thank you mikey for helping out on this one :) 

mikey - @user-410951325

forward

over and over

seesaw w/ middeko

glowstick demo ver

stream: https://moony.fanlink.to/hollow

lyrics:

it's falling right into place
all the things that i hate
my days are feeling the same
i watch as nothing changes for me

all the things that i see are slow motion
no movement 
i'm bored of this moment

all the times that i have been away from you i've been away from me too

i don't want to wait 
for when i have to say
that i take up space
it don't feel the same

it don't feel the same
i'm better off learning names
of people i'll never meet
(all the times that i have been away from you i've been away from me too)
ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ

thank u 4 cover art resize @caleblrt <3

moony

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