@blxty
@cecenatalie
@wstdyth
@odel007
@prodblossom

blxty · cece natalie · wstdyth - lastplace [odel x blossom]

i9bonsai - Ꮥằẏ įť ტກḉℰ ℳόℜê (hyacinth)

i can never close my eyes cause when i do u see your face
keep repeating what i say
til it gets out of my brain

and im terrified of losing u im worried every day
im so easily replaced
theres no need for u stay

nothing special bout the words i speak they all come from the heart
ur the reason why i think them
thats the only special part

and if anybody else had seen the way i broke apart
they would think that i was stupid
but pretendings getting hard

i made 100 songs
it wont fix my regret
all the times i fucked it up
blamed it on my fucking head

hope u know i love u more
than anyone i call my friend
hope u know that all the silence
means im happy with presence

i get lost inside your voice and forget how to pay attention
not myself when im without u i got so used to pretending
but im nervous when we speak its hard to get a single sentence
out my mouth
out my mouth

everything i want to say to everybody i cant

https://open.spotify.com/track/41JqZPTtGHD5F4Fty7IlMj?si=f844d462c0a24812
_
.
You want my love, I’m playing these dumb games with you
I’m shutting up, I’m letting you tell me what to do
You want my love, I’m playing dumb and I hope that you don’t have a clue
I hear what you said then I pretend that I just can’t hear you because
I want ur love, I’m playing these dumb games with you
I just never know what to say to not ruin the mood
I want ur love, I’m playing dumb, I just want to play these games with u
Something u said, it’s in my head I don’t know what to do

Dumb games

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

i try my best to rest without you next to me
i try my best to close my eyes and fall asleep
i tried my best but i still hope for something more than what i'm offered 
and the person that i want to be is someone i'm exhausted of
and maybe thats the problem with my mind
i dream 'til dreams turn into nightmares then to life
i dream of you until i miss you 
and i didn't used to miss you 
if i did then i was blocking out the signs

i see every lie you try to hide
i traced every line that made your smile
i remember trying not to cry
i remember fighting for my life
i remember wanting something 
i never used to want before your eyes
looked up from the ground and met with mine
i don't have the words to say goodbye
my heart was a promise that you broke
when you left from by my side
maybe i'm the one who broke the promise
ill take fault for what is mine
i feel guilt for being fragile
but all things break sometimes
but all things break sometimes
but all things break sometimes

i cant think of a title for this song

petrichor

in the head

prod. peril

mixed + mastered by me

lyrics:

i hope she breaks you apart
the way you've done me wrong
for the sake of my heart
i wanna see you fall
and it's not really like me to wish that on someone
i think i lost myself finally

i moved on,
moved on from you.
i won't lie
i screwed up
for giving my heart to you
i do not miss your smart remarks
and when we talked 
you felt so far apart
you should've just told me i'm not what you want
all those lies that you told me i know who you are
all that we need is time
i thought we were soul tied
i hope she breaks your heart like you did mine
ohh
it's alright, it's alright

i hope she breaks you apart
the way you've done me wrong
for the sake of my heart
i wanna see you fall
and it's not really like me to wish that on someone
i think i lost myself finally

i hope she breaks you apart
and you'll regret it all

you know i loved you right?

i hope she breaks you apart

prod. wisssery

sleepless nights, don't feel right
i wanna be your cycle
all the time
i don't care as long as i'm next to you
i hope she gives you all that was meant for you
once i felt your touch i wanted to go back
i know that i'm not much yeah i already knew that

[hook]
i should not go back
i miss what we had
the pain is all i have
it's the only thing that lasts

[6x]
JUST FUCKING TEAR ME OPEN
I WON'T LET THE WOUND HEAL

[4x]
DON'T YOU SAY THAT WE'RE OVER 

[hook]
i should not go back
i miss what we had
the pain is all i have
it's the only thing that lasts

all i feel is pain but atleast i can feel

it doesn't make sense, thanks for all the pain..

petrichor

moony

Recent comments

ㅤ

Shugsteezy

wenszy

alb3rt

Related tracks