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𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇

@lilac

thanks 4 all the love this year <3

i cant let go
i cant do this on my own
i can feel it in my skull
if u need me pls jus call
kno i'll b there i wont stall
spend these nights talking to walls
im for u like im a thrall
im with the trees i've seen it all
ziplock tucked inside the drawer
was i like this way before?
i cant feel im on the floor
got a taste i wanted more
let the sunlight touch my core
u look like a angel i cant b the one
every fucking angle i kno u the one
it was all so painful but u made it numb
kno i was so shameful kno i was so dumb

kno u make me better
feel it on my sweater
i cant change the weather
we cant b forever
i cant have this severed

at least i tried
if u need me i could slide
screws loose all inside my mind
i think im rly done this time
keep my faith like im walking on ice
i jus got dat pack w my bro im alright
idk if u even care but it's all fine
i feel so damn fly hang on telephone lines
i cant even trip cause u kno that i tried

where'd u go i need u
off that za w my bro im see through
its been so hard just to breathe too
u said ur hurt i said me 2
on the big screen like the regal
what ur words say its so lethal
i jus cant trust all these ppl
try to keep faith but im evil

spotify

severed (lilac)

by @jequya
hppy bday :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBNBPJoprBk

lyrics:
i could show u everything that keeps me calm
ill give u everything so long as u stay calm
idk how to kp composure when u run
iv bn the realest 4 so long, just have fun x2

nobody has the motion 
u got preconceived notion
how could i ever notice
i feel less emotion
life just gets less harmonious
until u feel unnoticed
how do i process this shit i feel drained
everybody want my sauce they dont have what it takes
u think its all presets, its all part of my pain
they trynna talk me down like i wont take it in vain

i could show u everything that keeps me calm
ill give u everything so long as u stay calm
idk how to kp composure when u run
iv bn the realest 4 so long, just have fun x2

na ths shi to gud

𝓏𝑒𝓃 ꖌᒷᒷ!¡ ᓵᔑꖎᒲ , ᓭ⍑𝙹∴ ꖎ𝙹⍊ᒷ    // im dreaming right?

i dont have a photo that feels for shit enjoy the selfie </3

i find myself stuck in a well
full of myself
i dont wht 2 do now
so how do i rejuvinate my soul now
ik i lost it but i dnt wna confess that
nah nah so much change has been going on
i try 2 b somebody that im not cause i hate
that im th only one like this, 
i feel isolated staying like this 

no matter what, i end up trying to fit in  
im like an alien the way tht i cant feel shit
so i just gave it up, n learn 2 love this 
cause i know now, atleast i know who im now 
im not this person that u/i think i am nah
im not some superhuman i dont think that
dont give a fuck ab wht u dont like ab me
i am this way, & i feel great th way i am now

i dont have that many friends now
they all left n some are dead xx4

𝒾𝓃𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 / 𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 & 𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈

by @jequya

lyricz:
Blood is the only way that I paid
Dont act dumb yk u iffy bout my place
No matter what u do u gon be put back in your place
I cant knock any sense in your head that ainmyway
Blood is the only way that I paid
Dont act dumb yk u iffy bout my place
No matter what u do u gon be put back in your place
I cant knock any sense in your head that ainmyway
Yeah we meet again but nothing is the same
I dont relate to nothing u say its all the same
Im so hyperactive I cant focus on anything
My vision is unknown atleast im proud of who I am
Walk out and they look at me like im a target
Sway it out, bitch atleast I dont rep target
Bitch I know its not a problem

𝒻𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 _ 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓾𝓮𝔃

petrichor

@jequya








are my words a plastic mess
when I speak, do I make any sense?
just recycle(ling) my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

a fragile heart in a plastic dress
a polished surface too immense (?)
hollowed out? and it makes no sense
plastic thoughts in a tangled fence

are my words like plastic mess
when i talk do I make any sense?
just recycle my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

i can't explain this feeling I confess
its like im silicone
when im speaking do I even impress? 
caught in a rhythm i cant comprehend

silicone identity

goodbye kr2bs

Sempre Aqui

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IH4oDR3tWN4

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