it angers me how this doesnt have 1 million plays already

new mix 11/17/22

and ill tear away the pain that began in september
we have so many memories that i dont wanna remember
im so sorry i was horrible to u in december 
but after all of this i know that i will miss u forever

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

but i dont wanna see that u have rly pieced it together
youve been changing so erratically like calgary weather
if im falling out of line why dont u move to the center
u can call me if youre lost it doesnt matter whenever

u only talk to me whenever u feel like it
if i could take a knee its not like u would fight it
i know that u cant see so u should move inside it
i can no longer hide it i can no- SHH

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

chewing blue

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Nail biter

Cyaa

you started to make a lot more sense when you lost your role in the movie
i came to your house and you plainly said that i still looked so woozy 
im running in circles but making a square
if you really knew me, you'd know to be there
im backing u up on all that u say
you take it/you’re taken for granted everyday
youre crawling away, youre crawling away

@audiachain put lossy

Rowan

goodbye movie

Goodbye movie

i love this one

new mix 5/24/22

the water's damp (water starter reference)
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

you cut your thighs
you want me blind
i wish i cried too
and lately i
pressing your time
shaking, i'm through

the water's damp
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

I chose you, so why won't you stay?

briefcase at the lake

Briefcase at the lake

this sucks kinda

im making amends with myself tonight
cuz i really lost my sight
if you trusted me with your whole life
was i really out of line?
i see the dawn carry out it's light
barely making it out alive

if its not even hurting me
then is it even hurting you?
i cant find my way
out of this cave
so is it okay
if i stay with you?

if its not even hurting me
then is it even hurting you?
i cant find my way
out of this cave
so is it okay
if i stay with you?

i know that you'll run away from me
so tonight... i will let you be

victory road

Victory road

My rockiest

when you're sitting
i don't feel a change
i'm a villain
but i'm out of range
am i livin
in a box of a sage
are we on the same page
i think that you're in danger

germs are crawling in my eyes
you don't seem that surprised
i'm sorry that i tried
i'm sorry that i tried

i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me
i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me

canalave overseas

Canalave overseas

Scissor rabbit

you scream so loud that you cough it all up
unnatural red as you throw it all up
i told you that cigarettes make your tongue shrivel up
dont know how much longer ill go i feel my legs giving up

dont downplay me
dont you feel any remorse?
youre crying on your bedroom floor
ever been vulnerable before?
think im crazy
didnt you break your closet door?
woodchips sink in through your pores
splinters eating at your core

but just for you ill stay up til my eyes go red
ill hold on hanging by your thread
ill skip my train to stay with you instead
ill leave my brain and then ill look half dead
ill stay up til my eyes go red
ill hold on hanging by your thread
ill skip my train to stay with you instead
ill leave my brain to lay with you in bed
dont downplay me
dont you feel any remorse?
youre crying on your bedroom floor
ever been vulnerable before?
think im crazy
didnt you break your closet door?
woodchips sink in through your pores
splinters eating at your core

Your hamartia

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

did you put on your makeup?
then i will too
i didn’t say you could wake up
but i will too 
didn't believe me for a second
but i understand
what can i do to make you recognize 
my hands
i try, you try to make me feel better
you're right, your eyes are making me redder

but i tell a lie that brings you home
and you fell at night when you were alone
i hate myself, like i’m still so conceited 
but at least i know

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried
when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

merit-7

Merit minus seven

take a pill and go to sleep
turn around and show your teeth
i dont care what the others see
watch me hanging from ur tree outside
pocket of bliss under ur sheets 
dont cry now
i found out why ur so scared

did i put u to sleep?
the better half of a week
i wont stare when you gently weep
i know u know im tongue tied
ill catch ull throw me aside
thats when i found out u never cared

i didnt plan it this way
now im watching u decay
i promised that id keep u safe
ur guts are all over the place

put me down
turn around
im seeing sounds now im too scared
put me down
turn around
im seeing sounds now im too scared

Dozer

i lied again but you forgave me
i tried again but you just saved me

you fall asleep
you know i mean it
we're in so deep
you're so demeaning

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

i hide again but i'm just waiting
i kinda meant to say you're failing

but my heart stops every time you look at me
i decompose just to keep your whole anatomy
in my head, we've been better
but our eyes keep getting redder

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

can you wait? i feel funny
you'll be late so keep running
test my faith, nose is runny
go away if you love me

HQ download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/honey-project

Girlfriend airport

03 Honey project

My last-ditch effort

August 19 refined mix+more thanks to @audiachain

will you come back? i miss your lies
a heart attack won't fix my heart eyes
i take a breath...and you fake your death
i gave my best, but how you dress just makes me stressed 

i fall on your side
i know you're not mine
i'm crossing the line
just give me some time
i fail to be right
i hope you don't mind
but just know i'll be fine

if you come back i'll stop my whining
i'll get back on track, the star's aligning

won't you pick a part?
teach me how to starve
imma fall apart
you're a work of art

i can take your side...but it's just not right
for you to feel alive...is for me to be deprived 

i fall on your side
i know you're not mine
i'm crossing the line
just give me some time
i fail to be right
i hope you don't mind
but just know i'll be fine
i made a mess
now you second guess
but i can't confess, the way you dress
the way you dress

HQ Download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/lazarus-after-two-years
May 14 Mix: https://on.soundcloud.com/xgAot
Acoustic: https://on.soundcloud.com/yJAJR

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