new mix 11/17/22

and ill tear away the pain that began in september
we have so many memories that i dont wanna remember
im so sorry i was horrible to u in december 
but after all of this i know that i will miss u forever

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

but i dont wanna see that u have rly pieced it together
youve been changing so erratically like calgary weather
if im falling out of line why dont u move to the center
u can call me if youre lost it doesnt matter whenever

u only talk to me whenever u feel like it
if i could take a knee its not like u would fight it
i know that u cant see so u should move inside it
i can no longer hide it i can no- SHH

cuz my heart drops everytime i think of u
i fall apart, how your feelings seem erratic too
if u depart from me i dont know what i'd do
u can starve while i gotta lotta nails to chew
2x

chewing blue

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Nail biter

Cyaa

you started to make a lot more sense when you lost your role in the movie
i came to your house and you plainly said that i still looked so woozy 
im running in circles but making a square
if you really knew me, you'd know to be there
im backing u up on all that u say
you take it for granted everyday
youre crawling away, youre crawling away

@audiachain put lossy

Rowan

goodbye movie

Goodbye movie

i love this one

new mix 5/24/22

the water's damp (water starter reference)
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

you cut your thighs
you want me blind
i wish i cried too
and lately i
pressing your time
shaking, i'm through

the water's damp
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

I chose you, so why won't you stay?

briefcase at the lake

Briefcase at the lake

this sucks kinda

im making amends with myself tonight
cuz i really lost my sight
if you trusted me with your whole life
was i really out of line?
i see the dawn carry out it's light
barely making it out alive

if its not even hurting me
then is it even hurting you?
i cant find my way
out of this cave
so is it okay
if i stay with you?

if its not even hurting me
then is it even hurting you?
i cant find my way
out of this cave
so is it okay
if i stay with you?

i know that you'll run away from me
so tonight... i will let you be

victory road

Victory road

My rockiest

when you're sitting
i don't feel a change
i'm a villain
but i'm out of range
am i livin
in a box of a sage
are we on the same page
i think that you're in danger

germs are crawling in my eyes
you don't seem that surprised
i'm sorry that i tried
i'm sorry that i tried

i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me
i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me

canalave overseas

Canalave overseas

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

did you put on your makeup?
then i will too
i didn’t say you could wake up
but i will too 
didn't believe me for a second
but i understand
what can i do to make you recognize 
my hands
i try, you try to make me feel better
you're right, your eyes are making me redder

but i tell a lie that brings you home
and you fell at night when you were alone
i hate myself, like i’m still so conceited 
but at least i know

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried
when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

merit-7

Merit minus seven

i lied again but you forgave me
i tried again but you just saved me

you fall asleep
you know i mean it
we're in so deep
you're so demeaning

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

i hide again but i'm just waiting
i kinda meant to say you're failing

but my heart stops every time you look at me
i decompose just to keep your whole anatomy
in my head, we've been better
but our eyes keep getting redder

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

can you wait? i feel funny
you'll be late so keep running
test my faith, nose is runny
go away if you love me

HQ download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/honey-project

Girlfriend airport

03 Honey project

mix @audiachain

will you come back? i miss your lies
a heart attack won't fix my heart eyes
i take a breath...and you fake your death
i gave my best, but how you dress just makes me stressed 

i fall on your side
i know you're not mine
i'm crossing the line
just give me some time
i fail to be right
i hope you don't mind
but just know i'll be fine

if you come back i'll stop my whining
i'll get back on track, the star's aligning

won't you pick a part?
teach me how to starve
imma fall apart
you're a work of art

i can take your side...but it's just not right
for you to feel alive...is for me to be deprived 

i fall on your side
i know you're not mine
i'm crossing the line
just give me some time
i fail to be right
i hope you don't mind
but just know i'll be fine
i made a mess
now you second guess
but i can't confess, the way you dress
the way you dress

HQ Download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/lazarus-after-two-years
May 14 Mix: https://on.soundcloud.com/mcCikuPNW7jKiNWH6
Acoustic: https://on.soundcloud.com/yJAJR

Lazarus after two years

01 Lazarus after two years

My owl became a rolling stone 

when we make out, you leave me inside out
cuz that's all you wanna do, all you wanna do
when we go out, please do not shout at me
it's all you wanna do, all you wanna do

you're in my head, in my head ...
what i said.. is what i meant ...

you left me out to dry, i see no reason why but that's
what you wanna do, what you wanna do
if i am not mistaken, my worth was left forsaken
all you wanna do, all you wanna do  

if you're really just avoiding talk
then i can volunteer to walk 
the weight of what i meant don't matter now

if i'm not enough then why'd you take me
was it rly love to end so quickly
if i can't be your grace (you made me feel so lame)
then i can't leave a trace (yet i still feel the same)

cuz every time i stay in place
the rolling stone gets in my face
i'm dying for another taste
i stop myself before the chase

lemme hold your head ... until we land 
lemme hold your hand ... while i can

HQ Download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/owl-whispering

thank you: @lizablaise @audiachain @dwsdmusic
liza - twangy guitar
audia - backing vocals
david - vocal hums

https://soundcloud.com/lyrestill/wall-and-wall

Owl whispering

05 Owl whispering

prod @audiachain

D: A type of pain you cant understand 
a steady razor lays in my hand
L: And i'm the coward who kills the man
but by the end i'm who you can't stand

D: I find it so oddly cathartic
when i breathe in your toxins
until i get knocked unconscious 

i struggle to be yours, i'm sick of these detours
tear off my skin and say i want her features 
L: Instead i run and run right back to you, oh to you, oh

i threw away the letter
it's something i remember all too well
D: You made my life so tender
but not before you threw me down that well

L: I find it so oddly exciting
when you breathe where my mouth is
until i get knocked unconscious

D: I struggle to be yours, i'm sick of these detours
tear off my skin and say i want her features 
L: Instead i run and run right back to you, oh to you, oh
just say i'm right, my face is light 
D: You threw the plate out of spite
and all of the pieces flew in my eyes

L: I can hold my breath when you choke my neck
when you scream and bet on my life and death
D: If i make it out of this nervous wreck
D+L: I'll ask what kept you from saying "i promise"

L: You lie in bed and cannot chase me
i fight my head for what escapes me

HQ Download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/detours-to-with-daisy-chain

02 Detours to

Finale

For what it's worth i knew you'd leave
If i were strong i'd go to sleep
But God tastes like shit and i've had enough 
Oh, you would always call my bluff
  
I can't fall asleep
You pique my curiosity
Pretend i'm someone else
To make you think of me 

Take me in 
Don't take me off
Don't fake me out
If i can't win
My head comes off
My head comes out

To see it through, i can't confess
I thought you'd rave my present tense
Oh, you were right all along
Travel overseas or far beyond

I can't fall asleep
You pique my curiosity
Pretend i'm someone else
To make you think of me 

Take me in 
Don't take me off
Don't fake me out
If i can't win
My head comes off
My head comes out

I'll reel you in
Intrigue you and
To leave him out
I feel your skin
I'm almost up
Time's almost out

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