with any given thought, youre prone to a lot
if i must confess ur someone im not
when i try too hard to be something u want sometimes i forget that i wanna be gone

everything i told u was the same lie
every time i hold u i get the same high
everybody else wont say my name right
trust me its just me myself and my alibi

did i do something wrong were u right all along
wrap my arms with ur arms just so i can hold on
its so hard to not regret when u try to move on
put myself back together after a false alarm

everything i told u was the same lie
every time i hold u i get the same high
everybody else wont say my name right
trust me its just me myself and my alibi

Me myself and my alibi

written & produced by valetical
featuring @7akkiro & @trustt

lyrics:

(@v_letical)
i relive the same dream everytime i fall asleep
and i'm stuck alone, cause of promises you said to keep
i don't feel safe anymore, he's always watching me
and until i get out, i guess i'll just cry and scream

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

(@7akkiro)
fell apart in october, got no time to heal
see you pass by my shoulder but i still can't feel
so where did i go wrong?
lost in my thoughts, i can't seem to move on
why'd you act like you cared?

tell me if i did something to you
i'll always, always feel like i knew you
i won't make those mistakes again
i promise you i won't fall on my face again
unless you tell me those lies

(@trustt)
and i'd break my back for you just to get what you want
and i'm so used to losing, don't know when to start
don't feel bad for me, just feel bad for my friends
can't feel pity for someone you don't care about anymore, been here before
so just close your eyes when you look down at the bed and hear me say your name
and i see that face, it says you'd run away with me, if only things could change

and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 

(@v_letical)
(i'll just cry and scream)
and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down, slow things down

(169.835)

packet loss ft. akkiro & trustt

production @v_letical
mixing mastering @v_letical

lyrics:

i can't find my way to the exit
i'm searching for help now i'm desperate
couldn't help but stare at the message
i can't determine your expression (ooh)

the screens really taught me a lesson now
you built this whole damn house just to tear it down
deep hole, somewhere that i can't be found
i'm surrounded, old friends come around

the screens really taught me a lesson
i'm surrounded, old friends come around
the screens really taught me a lesson now
i'm surrounded, old friends come around
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson, taught me a lesson

(girl i know that it's hard)
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson
(i been trying so hard)
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson, taught me a lesson

is this real, or not?
i been trapped up in a cycle
i can't feel, i'm stuck
yeah, their calling me their idol
that's a fear, i've got
i don't really want the title
but i'm here
i 'oughta make a living
fuck my rivals

taught me a lesson now
you built this whole damn house just to tear it down
deep hole, somewhere that i can't be found
i'm surrounded, old friends come around

(girl i know that it's hard)
is this real, or not?
i been trapped up in a cycle
i can't feel, i'm stuck
yeah, their calling me their idol
(i been trying so hard)
that's a fear, i've got
i don't really want the title
but i'm here 
i 'oughta make a living
fuck my-
(but you already bought a ticket and there's no turning back now)

taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson, taught me a lesson (i can never tell)
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson
the screens really taught me a lesson, taught me a lesson

(153.621)

lesson learned

covenbrook₄ — (mojave, I missed you!!
landers, ca 34°19′58.1988″N 116°23′19.5066″W

+love&thanks to @vanda100 for intro/end ambient textures!

4 of ?
June 15 2004

sleep with a gun on the other side of the mattress 
mean you no harm: when it comes back down, will you catch it

bring me a spaceship to jakarta
somewhere faster, somewhere farther
shuttered lens and muddy water
string the words out to your father

i made you a pact
streak across your face and i ended up worsening the damage
bite my calluses off 'till they bleed
if it takes god just a little
then let me know when he's coming around
i had a vision that you kneeled in front of me on the ground

i take it that you'll fend for yourself (came to you easy)
her flags raised high, 
hitched the i-5 for the touchdown of her life

dust you're kicking behind 
just put the pedal to the metal
make it last however longer you'd like
it's only time until i'm following your trail from behind

got no reason to bruise,
lose my faith or blow it on you
whatever you wanna choose
go your way or walk in my shoes

so have a nice start, wait for your car
play the right cards
but don't tell me i'm easy for you,
or you're going to california
easy on me, annie, won't you?

you came so easy
so why don’t you need me?

landers

stream on spotify

prod @audiachain @audiachain <#
composed by daisy&me

D: A type of pain you cant understand 
a steady razor lays in my hand
L: And i'm the coward who kills the man
but by the end i'm who you can't stand

D: I find it so oddly cathartic
when i breathe in your toxins
until i get knocked unconscious 

i struggle to be yours, i'm sick of these detours
tear off my skin and say i want her features 
L: Instead i run and run right back to you, oh to you, oh

i threw away the letter
it's something i remember all too well
D: You made my life so tender
but not before you threw me down that well

L: I find it so oddly exciting
when you breathe where my mouth is
until i get knocked unconscious

D: I struggle to be yours, i'm sick of these detours
tear off my skin and say i want her features 
L: Instead i run and run right back to you, oh to you, oh
just say i'm right, my face is light 
D: You threw the plate out of spite
and all of the pieces flew in my eyes

L: I can hold my breath when you choke my neck
when you scream and bet on my life and death
D: If i make it out of this nervous wreck
D+L: I'll ask what kept you from saying "i promise"

L: You lie in bed and cannot chase me
i fight my head for what escapes me

HQ Download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/detours-to-with-daisy-chain

02 Detours to (+Daisy Chain)

Out now on streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/simonm/settle

"you will never get what you want"
Originally recorded in 2021

settle

@chriad vs @blissom

chriad:
hold on for me
i know you’re feeling down
if only i knew just what to say 
to take take all of your pain
i’d say it all until i’ve ran out of breath 

i wanna help you how you help me
but i know that it’s not easy when your words won’t come out 
whenever you need me
i wanna be the one that you can trust with your doubts

blissom:
trust me
im trying to break free
from chains that have dragged me all my life
and i dont know
how obvious it is
but i dont know where id be without you

SLEEPY TAPES VS is a compilation album that took place feb 2 - feb 16 2024 with cover art by @8bitfrog on twitter. thank you everyone who participated
discord.gg/blissom

chriad vs blissom - when your words wont come out

Visualizer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO3C-tERKxM

Always passing the blame
You wanted to play that game where you act like theres nothing to talk about
Right as you called out my name, was clear all over your face
Your lovebombs are something i can live without

Looking down, I threw up
Theres a hole in my gut holding me by the neck
Looking down, I looked up
Why was I bleeding so much
You ruined my favorite shirt 
It costs like $53

Fall apart at the seams as you ruin me
Throwing rocks at your knees just to see if you feel anything

I close my eyes, you show up
Sometimes I wish Id grow up but other times it feels like its all too fast
Getting burns in the grass, just trying to make it last
It hurts but at least it lingers

https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/draggmethroughthe/s-xoO0doFngk2?si=efdda43d577f4dbb81030b0acd2c9121&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

It's All Pale

Finale

For what it's worth i knew you'd leave
If i were strong i'd go to sleep
But God tastes like shit and i've had enough 
Oh, you would always call my bluff
  
I can't fall asleep
You pique my curiosity
Pretend i'm someone else
To make you think of me 

Take me in 
Don't take me off
Don't fake me out
If i can't win
My head comes off
My head comes out

To see it through, i can't confess
I thought you'd rave my present tense
Oh, you were right all along
Travel overseas or far beyond

I can't fall asleep
You pique my curiosity
Pretend i'm someone else
To make you think of me 

Take me in 
Don't take me off
Don't fake me out
If i can't win
My head comes off
My head comes out

I'll reel you in
Intrigue you and
To leave him out
I feel your skin
I'm almost up
Time's almost out

04 Jester crimes

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

(PROD. LIL RAV)

one more sin and then I fall
you'll never see me tall
you left me here for dead
on the ground

you wanna kill me, I know
but you'll never know my side
I will never let you know that
I feel cold

just tell me what I need to know
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to go

you act like you don't give a fuck
and every time that you're with him
you only think of me

yeah I wanted to cry
yeah you want me to cry

and now you're tryna fuck with me
you care about the money that i make
but I am going to

run
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to go
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to
run
and now you're tryna fuck with me
you care about the money that i make
but I am going to

one more sin and then I fall
you'll never see me tall
you left me here for dead
on the ground

you wanna kill me, I know
but you'll never know my side
I will never let you know that
I feel cold

04 Jester crimes

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