any1 reading this, tysm 4 everything <33
making music is the only thing that keeps me alive, n being able 2 share it w u is my sole pleasure in this lyfe. ik i dont have many followers or listeners or friends, but each 1 of u means so much 2 me u dont even kno<33 
anyway it my 21st bday n i nvr thought i wud make it that far so thats why im sappy n this song is abt refusing 2 grow out of my self destructive artist tendencies even tho im old man now

lyrixx>>>

bby im the worst
i cant feel the hurt
i cant break this curse
i cant make it work
work work work work work
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn
throw it all up up
let it all disperse
i cant quench this thirst
yeh it makes my stomach churn
i just wan it all 2 burn
burn burn burn burn burn
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn

take a pass on the lecture, ion give a fuck
sippin on that nectar, pour it in my cup
bby dont u ever just wanna give it up?
hold it in til my head hurt, i think i might erupt

going fast, gonna crash x99999

bby im the worst
i cant feel the hurt
i cant break this curse
i cant make it work
work work work work work
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn
throw it all up up
let it all disperse
i cant quench this thirst
yeh it makes my stomach churn
i just wan it all 2 burn
burn burn burn burn burn
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn

(wooowww im 21 now, shoulda been dead by now, but uh, im here)

guess i nvr learn¯\_(ツ)_/¯ [dgtl]

babe the skys so pretty
takings hits, enough to kill me
all of the time
miss u and i
calm down my love, some stars just die.



(spiraling)

theskysopretty (prod. witchcraftshawty) >_<

i wanna go [dgtl]

slayycityy +3ri.xs (genshi)

prod. uguwap  on youtube

(chorus: @venusrose4u) x2
use your eyes to see
cus its "plane" to see
all the lies they feed (yeah, to me, to you)
no where to run
firmament above
there's a local sun (so just look above)

(verse one: @xxsyris)
they get so mad when you tell them the truth
indoctrination its coming right at you
when you go outside 
use the senses god gave you
if you rely on them (nasa)
then ur just a sheep too

god made this earth
there is no hiding
its flat
heaven almighty

(verse two: exp)
i saw my local sun todayyy
they say all the evidence is fake
but im with Eric Dubay
laugh and look out of the window inna plane

i dont know what else to say
the fbi gon take us down after this one
but its all okay
at least they arent washing my brain

THE LOCAL SUN + venusiann & syris  <uguwap>

Headspace / Rainday

incredible prod by @pearlblade

lyrixx: 

i got nowhere 2 go
i dont wanna go home
i just go w the flow
i'll b good on my own

i spend all my time just 2 wander around
cant find me now cuz im already found
spend all my life w my feet on the ground
im down n out but i feel unbound

cant u feel me bby?
i kno it can drive u crazy
u say that ur view so grainy
come w me, we can see 1080p
i dont need no gravity
cant hold me down, things that i gotta see
i need time n space 2 breathe
dont let me drown when im under the sea

i wander around 3x

i got nowhere 2 go
i dont wanna go home
i just go w the flow
i'll b good on my own

i spend all my time just 2 wander around
cant find me now cuz im already found
spend all my life w my feet on the ground
im down n out but i feel unbound
2x

ohhhhh
wander around 2x

stream

wander around [pearlblade]

Im walking through the fire 
I think it's gunna kill me soon 
I stayed alive for so damn long
But I'm finally being consumed
Suicidal thoughts they plague my brain again
Repeat repeat over and over in my Head
It makes me feel so god damn sad 
The kind of depression you would never understand 


i dont understand 
I wish that it would change 
everyday
i think that its just so hard for me
i been waitin to find my way out of this place
baby girl you know i cant even take it
it kills me
i think i need an escape baby can you please help me


I don't think you even care no more 
No no no you just worry about yourself
And I won't wait for you no more 
I'm pouring my heart out
i dont see a way 
i wish things would change


it never fucking changes

i wanna go [dgtl]

1dgtl

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