on all streaming platforms :)

+ @fijimar
p @dercept

stream <3

2 pills +fijimar

prod. @wintertears ++ @c1ndy_k1d

pre-save for streaming:
gate.fm/L0VFrMN

worthless

worthless [wintertears +c1ndyk1d]

rr u just a vampiire??? </3**

w/ @evilcellar
p. @newgarasu

[[mix by cellar]]

vampiire +evilcellar [garasu]

im just swaggingg...

@austinmusicc @prodgreentop

swaggin +austin [greentop]

@heath3n @blxty 

p @voidrave99

lyrics :p

[heath3n]
i feel the worst when i let myself down
(its hard 2 pick up again, i dont wanna do this again)
i cant explain it all u do is bring me down
(so why u play me like this, please dont drain me like this)
i wanna get up again
u say its my fault
im high off the ground
hope i dont fall down
all of my friends they just laugh i frown
i dont wanna be here without my crown

[blxty]
dont wanna live here stay on high ground
i dont wanna be here but still i stick around
i cant even love me ur better by urself
im drawing these tears can u hear me cry for help
n honestly its so stupid
tell u how i feel im past being ruthless
n honestly ur so stupid
if i told u truths then ud still lose it

upndown +blxty

available on all platforms :p

@heath3n @1sincere @redhxrse
p recyclebin + back2thapast
coverart by me

@heath3n
confused i lost my purpose
push a smile but u got me so nervous
hide away i just feel so nauseous
down bad swear im fucking exhausted
look at me like im talking in circles
what u said to me got me hurting
fall quick put a block in my certains
by myself now im drawing the curtains

these ppl rnt like me
dont like these ppl
their smiles r evil
they talk n they laugh about me
its nothing but rain around me
i cant get u out of my head
tryin my best but i still regret u
its nothing i know ill forget
wish i was dead instead i just lost u

@1sincere
honestly i got no clue what bro is saying

@redhxrse
drawing the curtains
feel like im falling
brought on by all your curses
finding my feet
i wish u could see
how bad u really are for me
i just want normality
so over these formaltiies
n i just stare in the mirror
shame myself for trusting u in me
the things id do to never see the visage of yours
the things id do to get out of your hold
the things id do to get back my soul
so much easier said than done
dont wanna face problems ill just run
n i know i said id do my part
but its too late now cant u see what ive become

visage

visage +sin+redhorse

p @wintertears @northeastlights

lyrics:
cant even get my head straight
face down like im ashamed
fucked up 4 the past day
watch u walking past me
think about it killing me im losing all my light
n im passin on my pass times like i cant even fight

think about it, its a lot
n i know im too fucked up
thinking maybe its my cost
state of mind is way too lost
focused up like im on drugs
choking oxy out my lungs
sorry was i not enough
think about it way too much

got a feeling like ur moving into past tense
i dont fit in gotta slide into a costume
wanna die maybe i just really want u
hide the night out like all i do is haunt u

think2muuch [wintertears +northeast lights]

available on all platforms <3

p @negative_creeper ++ @prodsecretsss

@heath3n @spaadexd @evilcellar

face down in the club, off tha benzos
she said my lifestyle isnt healthy, baby i kno
wish tht i could rewind, wish tht i could let go
im feeling blank faced, looking like a psycho 

i feel like i should say something
wish that you would say something
maybe you're not staying somewhere near
thats why i stay under
i need u close 2 me now
ur like a ghost 2 me now
swear ur gone not a sound
but i still turn around

need 2 hide, i dont want no one 2 see my face,
baby ive been down, dont think that im in a better place
feel like imma drown
il be gone without a trace
say youll miss me thats just fake
dont you lie ik im easy 2 replace
now im off a pill again i cant stop it
ik im an asshole i had no other option
tryin to move on but i just cannot stop fallin
dont tell me bout ur problems
i dont think ill solve em

i just need u by my side
can u tell me im alright
guess its been a long night
got me sipping dirty sprite
was it something i did
??
?? ahead of u
i wish i could be everything that u said
i wish u could be with me
ur everything that i want

vice versa +spaade+evilcellar

p @sshinju + @cutspace

tried but i cant stay close
why r u so far
when i need u most
i just cant stay calm
stay i need u close
please dont leave me cold
i cant be alone
u cant read my tome

its so hard i confess
this truth i cannot swallow
little knives in my throat
u make me feel so hollow
i fight again and again
i need sleep i need rest
im so tired of this mess
i need this weight off my chest

u cant drain out my soul
i need the keys to my door
lock and key all my thoughts
i dont kno why ur so cold
now we're broke down n worn
lost my friends, lost my all
can u stay i need ur warmth
said i cant keep going on

hollow

hollow [shinju +cutspace]

@oaf1 @faithloss @heath3nn

#someoneelse

i recorded this in 15 minutes

someone else (oaf1 cover) [faithloss]

p @star415 @degenerate69
art me

wish i could respawn
fight every night im like can u just back off
fucked up my head put me right in a standoff
all of ur lines keep repeating the same lies
now im standing back did i waste all of my time

all of these people around me, it feels like i'm drowning
it's so overwhelming, nothing is helping
i'm so tired of this shit, please don't fuck with my mental
walking on glass but i still cannot let go

fight every night
we're just wasting our time
can we go back
can we make all this right
no i dont think so
it isnt that simple
fucked up my head
n u left me all crippled

wherewereuu [arcane]

violet

p @kudasaithree

well now its obvious to me
im such a fool, now im so weak
n we dont talk guess thats on me
its all my fault, i cut too deep

tell me why i waste my fucking time
everything i do, to make it right
all i rlly want, to see u smile
i dont rlly wanna be alright

treat me wrong, guess so
still i cant let go
cant tell right now
r u friend or foe
touch my soul ice cold
said im doing "so so"
i dnt wanna lie now
i been feeling fucked up

deep [kudasaithree]

sidequest

p @sshinju + @cutspace
##

tears dried, cutting up my face
i cant see thru this blood
tried but nothing seems to land
hide out, no one understands wht its like  
run away from the light
im afraid, try to fight
can u stay by my side

i wld let u take my blood
take my soul n take it all
all i want to be enough
all i rly want to fall
(i wld let u take my blood)
(take my soul n take it all)
said im stupid, fucking clueless
im like cant u do me right
feeling muted, i cant do this
swear im gna lose my mind
raise my guard, its getting harder
i dont sleep the same at night
feed me lies, im fucking tired
i dnt think ill be alright

blood

@syringeangel @unnholy

@heath3n
feel trapped, feel like im floating
bare fangs and cut me open
new age, bloom like a lotus
step short, now i cant focus
exchange, trade soul for token
(take all, leave none, leave me broken)
ghost walk, invoke emotion
(burn into ash, it only hurts if it lasts)

stay out, get out
im wasting all of my time
i cant lie, i fucked up
i feel like i wanna die
stay close, dont go
i need u here by my side
new age, new bloom
cant make it right but i tried

new bloom [syringe angel +unnholy]

p elseen

take it all n siphon my soul
take it all, im losing control
take it all n siphon my soul
wna go, go, go

7 swords, 7 souls live in vanity
one struck blood for gold
stealing hope, killing enemies
when it came to lose his soul
stood his guard for eternity
said i dnt kno who we are anymore
n its killing me

shield up, n our swords out
cross us u get cut down
meet us on the battlefield
u rly aint gon make it out
reaper siphon souls out
diggin all ur bros up
talkin hella shit 
till we sieging at ur hometown

yea we seen it in the smoke, u gon catch a stray
arrow to the fucking face, dnt u try 2 run away
we got trebuchets, hide n we can find ur place
mithril armour shining blade, live to fight another day

twin blades +austin [elseen]

p @luvnotee

drugs on me tuckd under my waistband
shawty said i
i hit the ice n then i turn into a wastebag
i cant keep goin i been runnin down the drain
so i go thru the motions n i put on my face

tell me itll all be okay
tell me tht i lost, its simple
tell me tht i wasted my time
here we go again, im crippled
lookin 2 the mirror like why me
its like evil perfect timing
lost like all my bros around me
i cant take it might start flying

lost, like all my bros around me
tried 2 call out, i been drowning
hold on, ill b there u need me
feel so worse off, im defeated
tried 2 crawl out, movin backwards
rot inside, im a disaster
reach out, if ur there im bleeding
try my face but i cant feel it

here we go again [luvnote]

prod ako

pressed for all my time again,
can't stop to make things right,
i pretend that i'll make it out of this
but i can't sleep at night
it fades away into the silence
of visine drops and vicodin
the same things said, just quietly
i hope you make it out of here the same

pressed against the wire,
i sink and fall into a spiral
feel the shade beneath the smile
hope things change but i don't mind if it's the same

same [ako]

p @evelost

i did evrything i cld to make things right
closin my eyes, but i dnt sleep right
try to take one step, but i can't think clearly
holding my breath, just to keep you near me

time gone again, can't stop the pain
we'll play pretend, hide honesty
can't think to blame, it's all on me
just take me back, take everything

doesnt need to make sense, know tht i tried
maybe we can wait here, wasting our life
wonder when ill wake up, closing my eyes
soon im rly gonna break down, sayin im tired

closing my eyes [evelost]

lq w/e meat computer vibe

p @rubbishrubbish

lyrics
i dnt wna bother u
but im tryna see it thru
lookin @ me like im see thru
all the shit we been thru
i jst dnt know wht 2 do
i jst dnt know wht 2 do

u wnt tell me whats the issue
(i dnt rly wana fix u)
dnt tell me tht u miss me
(say its okay but i hate u)

n i tried so hard
to keep things right
cant sleep well
but im not surprised
i jst wna see u
when i open my eyes
staring @ u now
but im so tongue tied

i tried my best and it wasnt good enough [rubbish]

prod @wintertears

i jst feel so exhausted, wnna kill myself
think i rlly lost it, im not gettin out
u cant save me now, feel u cast ur doubt
time is running out, i cant trust myself

n i swear it on my own,
cant find myself right now
u can take me out
lost it all, im numb

u say its fine, n then u try n tear it all away
cant take it now, walkin out like im in a haze
its so unexplained, i fault my own, i might break
cant take it now

take me out [wintertears]

idk

ive been waiting for the end to come
i dont want to fall in love
i dont want to say it's done
you just want to fake me out
i've been giving all i can
i just want you out my head
i dont want to see you again
i dont want to feel the end

its been getting so hard to fall asleep
and youre so far but youre all i need
now im so gone, and i cant find me
it was all ours, but its all a dream

sry 4 the distortion it just goes way harder

Production  takuori
Art& vocals  me

So tough, i lost
Went dark, n i fucked it up
Red wrist, night song
God i need to shut up
Black ice, neck froze
But i dont know who u are
Sights gone, im dust

I been on these pills, feel like i cant even feel shit
Don't know who i am anymore, on that real shit
I been paranoid, like theyre all on some fake shit
Watch me while i break, blacked out in the matrix

Tapped out
Woke up in a trance
I'm the burning man
Tapped out
And i lost the game
I cant run away
Tapped out
Guess my luck is up
Have i had enough
Tapped out
But i fucked it up
But i fucked it up

tapped out [takuori]

p. shinju ++ kaktus
ft @1nochaser

fucked up my head
and u left me for dead
but u say tht u'll be there for me
n i'll always believe u
but i know i see thru ur lies
but u say what i need

now im so tired i guess that the end wasnt there
but my vision is fading i dnt think ill make it
i dnt think im scared of the end i dnt care
wna fall to my knees if it ends all the shaking
i cnt fucking think straight i think its ur fault
all the times tht u told me i wasnt enough
i jst wish tht id move on n get off the drugs
but im wasting my time like u wasted my love

@1nochaser:
time to turn away, ive wasted enough
got a heart made of steel but its only so tough
say ill move on, obviously a bluff
girl u got me locked in, aint no keys for these cuffs

u make me wish i was heartless
pretty smile thats what started this
stuck in my head ur a stain in the carpet
cant get u out i been trying my hardest
keep doing what im doing, grinding regradless
bite my swag ill turn a rapper to a carcass
shooting for the moon, cant take my eyes off the target
got so much in store, my hard drive like a market
got so much in store, they gon wonder when im done
i might drop an album, drop another just for fun
when i drop that bitch, cant pull the trigger and be done
cant pull the trigger, its on safety

lost my cool, im moving hasty
me against my brain, im moving crazy
we just dont fit like like lil tracy
still hurts to kno that u'll replace me

4dead ++nochaser [shinju +kaktus]

art me
p death

i cant feel right now
dont know where i am
lost and to be found
wish i was someone else
wish i could end it all
so tired i dont want it
feel my spirit falter
down this road i wander
bound to lose it all
dont know what went wrong
cast into the void
cant take this anymore

fucked up i lost my head
i need you but i cant say it
wish ud come back to save me
paranoid i cant stop shaking

spill my heart but i cant think clearly
wish u well but i cant keep dealing
fucked it up when it cost so dearly
take a breath i dont want u near me
wasted all my nights on all ur bullshit
giving all i can to make a portence
pass it on to you i need support
this wasnt what i wanted from this course
its fucking hard to say to u i need it
cut my heart and left me here bleeding
it was irresponsible to think wed
never fall apart in one evening
  
take it back, you wont
break the mask
broken glass
i hope it won't last
i know
it's the past i wrote
circle back, i wont
wont relapse, i hope
i cant grasp my hope

cast [death]

something else for you to enjoy

stand here and stop for a while
for a time all the world stopped
it was us against the worst odds
where am i? where we left off

got my head under the dashboard
knees keeping my chest close
breathing in but i cant breathe out
suffocate into a seizure
i know i didnt need you
feel like i just came too close

still stuck far away
still cant hide my face
and ur nowhere next to me
i need u somewhere next to me
i need u honestly
and i just cant afford to feel it
ive grown used to all these feelings
stand here on the ceiling till i fall

balcony (neverforever)

trying new things

p liminaldream

Found myself walking, and searching
In hope of a door that would open up for me
Wishing that something would change
All the days blend over, I just can't keep going

Confusing, they want me to circle back on it
And run through the track, while they know I don't want it
Take what I can, they won't know what's coming
Cross through the red light, scream while I'm running
Fly through the sky, if I'm free then I want it
It really don't matter if the end I see is coming

Crossing through state lines
Wish I never wasted my life
I need a day to myself

flea (liminaldream)

hyperpop kinda fun no lie lolz
on streaming all platforms! <3 

prod. @prod-number48

x2 
fell in luv on myspace
then we had 2 part ways
didnt write this song about u
its comin out of my pain
ive always been so toxic
its probly why u left me :D!
maybe im dramatic 
n thats why u dnt txt me ?:(

arizona iced tea
sippin while u light green
u say itll be ok
n then u try 2 fight me
i call that a red card
she calls that a black screen
i always say its my fault
n now im done pretending
i dont want a life if its with u cuz u hate me
thinking im bipolar its so great how feelings change quick
im on top the world im feeling colder than a glacier
n even tho ur gone the void just keeps on getting bigger

x2
fell in luv on myspace
then we had 2 part ways
didnt write this song about u 
its comin out of my pain
ive always been so toxic
its probly why u left me 
maybe im dramatic
n thats why u dnt txt me ?:(

call u cuz u left me blocked on sms
im like sending sos
mixing up my vitamins
i play around with all these sounds
cuz i cant get u out my head
n im fucked up when ur around
so u only think im helpless

x2
fell in luv on myspace
then we had 2 part ways
didnt write this song about u 
its comin out of my pain
ive always been so toxic
its probly why u left me !!
maybe im dramatic
n thats why u dnt txt me ?

fell in luv on myspace! <3

p. @rebzyyx

2x
used 2 think i rlly liked u
n now i rlly wanna die 2nite
n nothings helping me aisde from all these drugs
i lose my mind cuz i dont got nobody else

i thought u were the 1
n now im crying on the floor
here im sittin by my lonesome
no1s knockin on the door
im fucked up done 2 much sippin
n i keep calling u my hoe
old habits die hard not quickly
n here i am missing ur touch

2x
used 2 think i rlly liked u
n now i rlly wanna die 2nite
n nothings helping me aisde from all these drugs
i lose my mind cuz i dont got nobody else

heath3n

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks