bro how did it take us dis long 2 drop a song 2gether lmao

1up ft. kiryano & emotionals「brknglss」

w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

@kojowav @ilysenses

nowhere feels like home I’m still walking all alone
I still miss you and it shows, it feels wrong everywhere I go
they don’t get it it’s so sad made me lose everything I had
yea I throw it all away, I’m a lost case anyway

but I’ll just play along
yea that’s who we are
that’s what’s going on
but I’m still so far
I don’t wanna know
what’s gonna happen next
walking in the cold
I can’t take a breath

2x
I’m distant I can’t fix that
can’t fix me, I’m broken to the core
and I miss what, what we had
but maybe it’s not the end

senses - distant (kojo)

@emorave

time after time 
im falling out with everything i love
its because im 
not listening to my heart close enough
im begging dont pull the trigger
thats not me in the mirror
tell me what am i here for
i just cant see the bigger picture
i guess i took the wrong turn a couple times 
i guess ill stay awake for another night
everyones tryna hurt me idk why
but such is life
everywhere i go i get denied, dont know how2 do it right
ive always been next to you but you dont evr notice
feels like ive been living a lie but thats another story
it took me a while to notice that what i did was hopeless
i feel like i lost my focus, winter came and now im frozen

time after time「emorave」

available on all platforms <3

p @negative_creeper ++ @prodsecretsss

@heath3n @spaadexd @evilcellar

face down in the club, off tha benzos
she said my lifestyle isnt healthy, baby i kno
wish tht i could rewind, wish tht i could let go
im feeling blank faced, looking like a psycho 

i feel like i should say something
wish that you would say something
maybe you're not staying somewhere near
thats why i stay under
i need u close 2 me now
ur like a ghost 2 me now
swear ur gone not a sound
but i still turn around

need 2 hide, i dont want no one 2 see my face,
baby ive been down, dont think that im in a better place
feel like imma drown
il be gone without a trace
say youll miss me thats just fake
dont you lie ik im easy 2 replace
now im off a pill again i cant stop it
ik im an asshole i had no other option
tryin to move on but i just cannot stop fallin
dont tell me bout ur problems
i dont think ill solve em

i just need u by my side
can u tell me im alright
guess its been a long night
got me sipping dirty sprite
was it something i did
??
?? ahead of u
i wish i could be everything that u said
i wish u could be with me
ur everything that i want

vice versa +spaade+evilcellar

- featuring [@daybat aka spiral]  | (second verse)
- produced by [@mothshonor aka ami4evr]
- additional production, effects and mix by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ first half : @sprigtek ]

Hanging on for something 
u believed that i had

But my hands are closed noww..

you took my heart from me

i didn’t have what u wanted

still u took a part that i need

you’ll never give it back, be honest

i don’t even want you to now

i dont want you to
noowww...

[ verse 2 ]

mind goes static 

i control the mix like magic

bad shit happens
when ur passive

part of me knows that im trash 
thats why u like to laugh me off

please im begging u to stop

hold my blade two inches off

hesitate to let it drop



all those times you said im worthless

all those times you said that im worth it

i just wanna find my purpose 

acting like
you never said
those things at all?

always hurting 
wishing i could fucking 
clear my mind

clear it of you
and leave your face a couple miles behind

[ verse 3 / outro : @daybat /spiral ]

you wanted more from me
but i can’t see the light like i used to 
will you give me something i’m used to
something that hurts
show me my worth
none of my thoughts look so pretty on paper
my body’s a prison and i can’t escape her
trapped in myself
i’ll envy someone else
i’m not your friend i don’t like you
search the mirror until i find you

passive >|< + spiral

Bleeding (fxckyeahako)

Full of fear w/ Stress (death)

@ilyaxhes @recyclexbin @qqqu1ncy @syntheus

step by step + ashes「recyclebin qqqu1ncy syntheus」

NOW ON SPOTIFY 
https://open.spotify.com/track/4RLuPXDBrihzYqlZWUovw0?si=0b2b136c3b464c12

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_kMBavXTEQ
@freddieskinz
MDM exclusive <3 
take a pictureee

Take A Picture +Freddie Skinz [Augury]

@kaedefall and myself prod @1yugenn @lb66
its been a privilege to kick off my 2021 with a song with these guys everyone go show them love <3

6rm6n:
ive been so displaced, feel like waste clogging the drains 
and im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt 
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face
and im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins

trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but i’m sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me,
 
dont act funny, might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i’m solo, i’m so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home

kaedefall:
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold, ig thats where my pain goes

oh, when im off of the pills, im searching for something real
and im walking on glass, i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel,
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed

and i thought it all would change, but i lost my fuckin hope
get the fuck away from me, bitch dont get too fucking close
and thru it all ima bleed, ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe, i turned to what i hate the most

vice versa +spaade+evilcellar

heath3n

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