tell me what am i here for, i jus cant see the bigger picture

w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

@winter

https://www.instagram.com/05bliss

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us p. winter

@emorave

time after time 
im falling out with everything i love
its because im 
not listening to my heart close enough
im begging dont pull the trigger
thats not me in the mirror
tell me what am i here for
i just cant see the bigger picture
i guess i took the wrong turn a couple times 
i guess ill stay awake for another night
everyones tryna hurt me idk why
but such is life
everywhere i go i get denied, dont know how2 do it right
ive always been next to you but you dont evr notice
feels like ive been living a lie but thats another story
it took me a while to notice that what i did was hopeless
i feel like i lost my focus, winter came and now im frozen

time after time「emorave」

senses & sprigtek - vulnerable (prod shinju & djh)

@sanriorose @winter @tosleep

https://www.instagram.com/05bliss/

#bliSs
life is cold
n its all the same i know
how we flyin thru that zone
but i still jus feel so slow
i dont know
kno i lost u wit my soul
u broke me when i was whole
u could say it took a toll
ya its true

wana kno how we got this fly
locked to u like zip ties
everytime we link eyes
im so geeked cant even think straight
we all had them sad days
knock it off like ash trays

im like what r we doing tonight
all good kno its a sad life
im all goood im livin right ya
never wana fight ya
kno its my last night ya
watchin from the sky ya
now u kno how i feel ya
its all good we press one button
kno we peel off
no i never felt nothing
break the seal off
never seen all
but we made it realll
just one phone call
and u kno i feel all

#dolly
now u kno how i feel
i used to b right here
i dont even like u ya
im still getting high still
i dont even mind it
i used to b liked i guess
i still havent blocked her yet
i deserve an oscar ya
drugs like a doctor
treat me like im awkward
she think im a monster ya
i think that im awesome ya
ofc she think im awful ya
Best Friends give em what they want
why u think im strong
obvious im not ya

all the same +dolly (winter+nemui)

computer「skoolio」

The debut album from the Claws Community is finally here! PEGASUS showcases our best songs over the past few years and marks a new chapter. This is only the beginning... claws.world/discord

@carlzeer

PEGASUS

Dust

Carl Zeer - Dust

prod. @oursecretblood
cover by @trapstarjonny

yeah its sour what im smoking on
then i tell you lets sing along
outside yeah the leafs fall
yeah its cold put my puffer on

yeah im smoking yeah im freezing
yeah got my boots wet this aint pleasing
yeah im sitting by the fireplace im eating
yeah really wanna go home this weekend

yeah this weekend 
yeah this weekend 
yeah this weekend 
yeah this weekend

you took my coat but i want it back
yeah bitch i got got had a flashback
yeah wanna go home wanna cutback
yeah when i step out in designer tags

yeah its sour what im smoking on
then i tell you lets sing along
outside yeah the leafs fall
yeah its cold put my puffer on

yeah im smoking yeah im freezing
yeah got my boots wet this aint pleasing
yeah im sitting by the fireplace im eating
yeah really wanna go home this weekend

yeah this weekend 
yeah this weekend 
yeah this weekend 
yeah this weekend

time after time「emorave」

Senses

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