tell me what am i here for, i jus cant see the bigger picture

tongue tied + mitsu (shinju kojo)

instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

@emorave

time after time 
im falling out with everything i love
its because im 
not listening to my heart close enough
im begging dont pull the trigger
thats not me in the mirror
tell me what am i here for
i just cant see the bigger picture
i guess i took the wrong turn a couple times 
i guess ill stay awake for another night
everyones tryna hurt me idk why
but such is life
everywhere i go i get denied, dont know how2 do it right
ive always been next to you but you dont evr notice
feels like ive been living a lie but thats another story
it took me a while to notice that what i did was hopeless
i feel like i lost my focus, winter came and now im frozen

time after time「emorave」

merry go round ft. mint「cozin + kojo」

@injurie @prodaugury

@injurie
i swear
this situation so toxic
a knife is to my throat, i cant care if it fall in
i couldnt care less if they think that im not it
fucked up off a tab think im going psychotic
ever since i kid im wondering if im good enough
i said that id off it but u had 2 call my bluff
n u too good for it why u talk bout drugs
u aint ever touched a blunt why u talking bout the punch

cuz i been hating myself lately
n i dont care if u dont wan save me
swallowed up by the ground, watch it fckin take me
yea i need a cigarette im going crazy
i been goin so fast u cant race me
n why u doing all that faking
im so done w conversating
cuz that dont tell me what im making

@sif666
and so i lose what ur taking
i cant control myself im shaking
i just need a blunt to keep from breaking
fuck popping a pill ima take 3
what did u do to me im aching
put a blade up to my neck and let it take me
i just need another blunt to keep from breaking
fuck all of these drugs i need safety

six feet underneath now im decaying
disappear im just a shadow of ur making
im smoking loud im smoking pressure just to break free 
of all these thoughts of u that plague me
im way too faded visions hazy
i never wanted u to break me
too much pain im going crazy
so dont act like u dont hate me

swallowed up by the ground + injurie (augury)

all blacks

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all blacks [zuuloh]

prod @kojowav and @5vexe

fuckin pipe down
molly roll make me bite down
soma pill turn to miltown
ur a bitch jus like millhouse

im addicted to pills now
really think ur a bitch now
i took more so im blissed out
ur so fake u got kicked out

illegal shit in my back pack
milligrams in my system
dirty money in my cashapp
when i speak they wan listen

molly rolling like a kickflip
mix a couple downers now im limpin
nodding off   tryna write this
shotgun foil smoke i like kissing

im light headed
cant take back what you said
take more till im almost dead
ur just like all the rest

take bars so i forget
im way too high feel blessed
im way too stuck in bed
you think im more, im less

ill take any pill i can get
i cant leave my house without some meds
real oxy it take my breath
off to much i feel nothing in my head

millhouse prod. kojo & 5v

prod. latrodectus

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING

I was in transit sitting in my old job waiting for a breakthru from God, waiting on my world to change, lol Rolex on the beat was a thought experiment, from 2023 remastered

Transit [beat]

я устал чето придумывать 

эй я пукнул

@uusymon @kkkarasu @northeastlights

gone with the wind now im stuck with my sins
running out of battery i cant feel my limbs
standby i cant walk wrong output cant talk 
oh no im about to go down - black hawk
when im offline i feel so alone 
youre the only1 who can put me on go 
i lost hope im about to go home 
artificial life but i have a soul 

ruf mich an (when im offline i feel so alone)
bist du wach? (youre the only1 who can put me on go)
ich bin da (i lost hope im about to go home)
ruf mich an (artificial life but i have a soul)
ruf mich an x3

kristall glitzert starlight
10bands in der hand und der mond scheint
ich will dich und du weisst
dass ich bleib, dass ich bleib
ja ich renne so wie sonic ich werd immer schneller
ich mach 100tausend racks und ihr bleibt nur penner
und ich bleib ich selbst, bleib für immer ragstar
bald wird alles besser, es wird immer heller

time after time「emorave」

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