fairies have dreams too

1up ft. kiryano & emotionals「brknglss」

@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

whyd you do this to my heart
now its ripped up into little parts
i know that in your life i dont play a huge part
why cant you realize that i would do a thousand miles for u
do it all for u
im crashing upon you
whyd you just end my life
why do i analize this situation so much
its to the point talking to you is like a fight
i think about the touch of you thru sattelites
and even the thought of it is like a lullaby to me
treat me however you want, fool me

you dont know me at all, you dont need me at all
im crashin against the wall, i know that its all my fault
i struggle to make decisions, think i lost myself on this mission
cant seem to find out why they act so vicious
now theres a price on my head i cant fix this
dont say u luv me if u dont mean it
you despise me i can hear it 
in the way you talk to me, put all my hopes to sleep
u can crush me if you want to, use me if you want to, hurt me if you want to
because thats just what you do
think i lost my will to move and its all bc of u 
mean myself if i say "you", i just cant accept the truth

blood lullaby ft. nosgov「krave + maxwwes + luvbayley 」

@prodpitfall @april211k

art by www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

[senses]
its not like i dont like myself 
ive just been feeling out of place
why wont you ever give me space 
guess you dont know me very well 

told me u dont wanna see my face, thats not very nice to say 
i just need a place to stay 
dont know what im doing wrong today
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same
why do you go out your way to make me feel bad?
why do you go out your way just to get in my way?
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same

[pitfall]
Yea i walk in,
Pistol on my hip dont do no talkin'
Colors in my cup its filled with toxins
Put some wings on his back no these aint robins
Think im runnin' outta time, think im outta options

Dont know how to take it
Yeah i give u all my trust n u break it 
Put some faith in myself hope i make it
Take the real me off the shelf and replace it

place2stay ft. pitfall「april21」

2x
eyes roll back im no longer here
my only chance to make it - lost

feel like im frozen to the ground theres no way around 
i cannot move cant make a sound ill never be found 
and i dont kno who to trust its so hard for me
they never stay at all only take my heart from me 

your so cold im freezing to death, so cold i cant catch a breath
u got me so obsessed and now theres notging left
i cant tell if im in the wrong or right 
but i know 4sure that i cannot win this fight
i think i learned my lesson 
if you love something then you should never let it go 
or you will never get it back
took me time to accept it but i might never make it
never take things for granted or you will soon regret it 

i wanna run away and dont look back 
need sum time to get things off my mind 
need sum time to realize that ive been blind for so long, blind for so long

lost「sp00 + craves」

@emorave

time after time 
im falling out with everything i love
its because im 
not listening to my heart close enough
im begging dont pull the trigger
thats not me in the mirror
tell me what am i here for
i just cant see the bigger picture
i guess i took the wrong turn a couple times 
i guess ill stay awake for another night
everyones tryna hurt me idk why
but such is life
everywhere i go i get denied, dont know how2 do it right
ive always been next to you but you dont evr notice
feels like ive been living a lie but thats another story
it took me a while to notice that what i did was hopeless
i feel like i lost my focus, winter came and now im frozen

time after time「emorave」

im in the limelight, cant get my head right 
i wanna break free but im getting denied 
i wwent wrong so many times i wanna rewind
is this rly me or not? i cannot decide 

i feel like such a letdown, im walking with my head down
cant even help myself, how im supposed to care for someone else?
falling like a feather,i think its for the better
if i just keep my distance, i know they dont like me anyway

i know what i want and i want it bad, i just cant hold it back 
you know what i want and i want it bad, want you to say my name

bad timing, im stuck im still hiding
dont mind me stop trying
you like me? i told you, stop lying 
im dying inside, im still fighting

what i want「tenoji」

I think about you way to often 
it’s not like I can stop it 
you don’t understand, that’s the problem 
I don’t want to hear that your sorry 

every time you cross my mind 
can’t help but feeling paralyzed 
you don’t even realize 
this pain I went through every time

paralyzed「elxnce + cymric」

w @mixedmatches-1prod @silverxo + sore

i thought that you was what i needed 
but i was so so so so wrong
i thought youd take me out of here
ive been stuck for so so so so long 
what im supposed to do?
i feel like idk u
why wont u tell the truth
all the things i did 4u..

just take a breath
i’ll hear whatever you say
i’ll play pretend 
if it’s what you want from me
a shot in the dark
i try not to say your name
now i’m thinking too hard 
and it’s all i can say

i wanna give you everything
i just don’t know where to get it
remember what u got back then
and i just couldn’t forget it

all we got
it trails
the present
i think 
of us
and i
can’t stand it

stuck ft. mixedmatches「silver + sore」

on&on「recyclebin」

what if, what if, what if i told you ab how i feel
what if, what if, what if..

2x
you could b my everything 
and id never let u go
your all that i ever wanted bby

tell me what u see in me 
whatever u want me 2 be bby i can b that 4u
whatever u need is all i wanna be

i just got it i cant lose it
i dont ever wanna lose you
tell me what it means to you because for me its everything
its everything, its everything
tell me if you feel the same 
youre in my head youre in my head 
and i cant get u out of there

everything「shinju + odece」

somewhere safe ft. mint + nosgov

@medusa9

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

maybe im just to nice nice nice nice
maybe i should take your life life life life life
i wont let you make me cry cry cry cry
thats the last time you will tell me lies lies lies lies lies
oh my- oh my god! now everything i see is blood
i think i might have went too far but idc cuz now ur gone
what?? did i do something wrong?? i dont remember at all
you better leave me alone or you might b the next one

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

delirious「astralproject1on 」

@sshinju @dj-heroin

hold me close, close to your heart 
don’t let me go, don’t make me fall apart 

it could be so perfect 
but idk if it’s worth it 
I know you’re still hurting 
so am I, tell me what’s on ur mind 
I just want to do you right 
press rewind go back in time 
I’d never leave your side 
I’d never leave you behind 

hide my tears go undercover,
one last try can’t get another 
take my heart I’m going under 
I’m nothing special just a number
in your system, in your memory
I’ll be there til you delete me 
til you feel like you don’t need me 
just press the button it’s that easy 

hold me close, close to your heart 
hide my tears, go undercover
one last try, can’t get another 
don’t let me go, don’t make me fall apart 
take my heart, I’m going under 
I’m nothing special, just a number 

pull me close, push me back 
I’m just way too attached to you 
yea I fell for your trap
too far gone, can’t go back 
now I’m lost in my head,
and I’m lost with the thought of you just leaving me right here 

hide my tears go undercover,
one last try can’t get another 
take my heart I’m going under 
I’m nothing special just a number
in your system, in your memory
I’ll be there til you delete me 
til you feel like you don’t need me 
just press the button it’s that easy

undercover「shinju + djh」

limelight ft. sebii「cozin + senses」

@kojowav

when I’m in ur arms, so close to your heart 
That’s the way I like it 
Open up my scars, I don’t mean no harm 
I just Need your guidance 
I just Need to know where you wanna go 
And where it’s gonna take us 
Together we could glo, bright just like the snow
Til it’s gonna break us

I can’t find the right words to say, but maybe I will one day 
and I could never go back, one way 
I just Need to know will you stay?

i dont mean no harm「kojo + senses」

@mint_btl
@sshinju @sprr00w @sewsii

uh 
I cant 
hold back 
no more 
what’s left 
unsaid ￼

I hope I won’t forget 
what u said 
when it gets bad in my head 
once again 
I’m falling like the autumn leaves 

Still hear your voice
Makes me fucking paranoid
I dont have another choice
Its just me and the void
I'm angry all the time
Didnt wanna cross the line
Wantes u to be all mine
Dont read my texts while ur onlinr
Didnt wanna upset you
Only if i knew
I cant handle all that rage
Left me here in my own cage
Never be on the same Page
I just wanna leave this place
Never wanna walk in your shoes
Only if i knew

paranoid ft. mint「shinju + sp00 + sewsii」

day by day ft. mint「kojo」

fireflies ft. mint「shinju + recyclebin」

side by side ft. mint「shinju + recyclebin」

merry go round ft. mint「cozin + kojo」

@y4ndere

do you like me
or not really
things like this just hurt my feelings

pull me close
push me back
I don’t know what’s coming next

I get attached too easily
that’s why im hurt so frequently
and every time they’re leaving me
they take a little piece of me

and I always try my best
that you don’t have to feel like I do
all these things got me so stressed
and just because I really like you

my eyes are sore from crying everyday
I ask myself when will it be okay
my eyes are sore from crying every night
I ask myself when will it be alright

sore「yandere」

test subject「nightclub20xx」

@lileffort

whatever goes wrong 
I want you to know 
That it’s not your fault, 
that it’s not your fault 
blame it all on me
Take it all from me 
I don’t deserve you 
I don’t deserve your love 

2x
Your my home, your my safety
Think of all the times that you saved me 
Think of all the love that you gave me 
Your my safety baby your my safety 

If I had one wish before I turn to dust 
I’d ask you to go dance with for one last time, for one last time 
cuz every second feels like heaven when I hold on to you 
Trust me I’m not acting, you can’t imagine 
How you make my heart move

safety「lileffort」

ft. https://soundcloud.com/kketamine
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/lllovbug

Error ft. kketamine「prod. lovbug」

prod. @sanriorose

drawing by 9ball
https://twitter.com/ok9ballgogo

don’t know why I just feel this way 
hide my face I know I can’t change
blow my brains cuz you think I’m strange
run away, I don’t wanna change 

disconnect me from my pain now  
but I don’t know how 
I just wanna lay low 
don’t wanna see you gotta stay down 

taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru 
taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru

I don't wanna change「prod. dolly」

@oaf1
@kiryano

I dont know what i did wrong 
or why youre so cold 
i just wanna feel whole 
so pls lmk ;3
turn my heart into stone 
ur the reason i froze
where will she goo
no-nobody knows..

@oaf1
catch me
cuz i’m fallin
u could text me
it’s an option

r u okay
right now
got a headache
turn da lights out

i’m all in 
ur folding
i forgot wat u told me
buying drugs like theyre groceries
we’re not friends u don’t know me

fuck tha goalie get da ball n i go score
2020 did me wrong i am so bored
countin money on da train i feel like lorde
even tho u bring me pain i’m still all yours

Cold ft. oaf1「prod. kiryano」

@sanriorose

I cant see straight, broke my gpu 
and I’m rusting away, I can’t make a move 
why you hold me back, could you cut me loose?
think I lost my ways,make my brain reboot 
tell me the truth and I can show you the meaning 
break through the walls, do it all for a reason 
can’t fix my screws and it feels so demeaning 
I don’t see a point cuz it’s all just repeating 

I think there’s something wrong with me 
I’m loosing all my sanity 
you broke through my reality 
and now there’s no recovery 
I lost the ground under my feet 
I wanna make it all unseen 
I’m running from my memories
so there’s no point in coming clean

GPU「prod. dolly」

@pincode8485
@medusa9

art by @fooyepont

why you’re staring at me 
Make me feel like somethings wrong with me 
Don’t know what to believe 
Plastic bag - vacuum sealed, on my head 
oh no, system crash, system crash 
I lost all my memories 
Can’t remember anything 
Take me back 

2x
Teach me the language your heart speaks 
You said you don’t want me and how you’re so sorry 
tell me why it always ends like this 
I don’t remember the last time I felt bliss

(are you still there?)
tell me if you're with me
i've been losing, losing my human sensitivities
and i cant hold on if this is all youre giving me
sick of inactivity
listen, this is killing me
cause i don't know why, but it feels like i'm dying
when you're not by my side, girl it gets so hard driving
and i get super tired of the same superhighway
just let me know how i make it right, what do i say?

take me back ft. 8485「prod. astralproject1on」

@820 @shr1nemaiden2 @h1yori

art by @fooyepont

senses.

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