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glue ft. blxty「prod. kiryano」

1up ft. kiryano & emotionals「brknglss」

@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

https://soundcloud.com/beatsbykrave https://soundcloud.com/qqqu1ncy

art by https://www.instagram.com/vlonesoldierrrr/

if u look into your heart 
that’s where we could’ve been 
but then we broke apart 
I thought our love was evergreen 

it looks so easy from the outside 
I feel like that’s the biggest downside 

if u look into your heart 
that’s where we could’ve been 
but then we broke apart 
I thought our love was evergreen

they just keep talking but they’re not right 
why don’t you come a little closer and make up your mind again 

1000 locks on my heart 
I don’t know how to feel loved 
I go on but it’s so hard 
sometimes I want to restart 
sometimes I want to give up 
cuz I’m too pure for this world 
I go outside and get hurt 
my words won’t ever get heard 

guess it’s time to get used to it :(
but I’m an optimist 
I can’t get used to it 
I feel like optimus
why do I still feel so dead 
now can you riddle me that? 
when will it come to an end 
so sick of playing pretend

it’s not as bad as it seems 
I’m sry it rly is 
it feels just like ina dream 
I won’t wake up from this sleep 
I walk alone on this street 
I slip I touch the concrete

dont know if thats really me

pure「qqqu1ncy + krave」

@beatsbykrave @prodmichael

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

I’ll only say it once, I mean, I’m trying to come clean 
Or maybe twice, cuz I think you’re not listening to me 
Make up your mind, I don’t think that you get it 
3x I don’t want to lie
I hide my self behind this
Feels just like I’m falling victim to a virus 

I just want to have fun, don’t hit me if it’s not urgent
Things they expect from me, no I can’t do it with ease 
Choices I made can’t be undone, I’ll wash my mouth with detergent 
So I think twice before I ruin everything the next time

virus「krave + michaelwarren」

https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

so do you even realize? 
this pain i go thru everytime..
want 2see whats behind ur smile 
i hope im not getting denied
i looked right into ur eyes 
and u were looking into mine 
dont mind me im just stopping by 
i just wanted 2 say hi :)

i wanna hear ur story tell me everything about it
need u to tell me bout what keeps you going, i dont like how this is going
dont feel like i can keep going

if i told you how i feel would u return the favor
need something to hold on to, cant accept no see you later
think if i keep this up my hearts in danger
i dont wanna wait now
all i ever do is wait, im so fragile i might break 

helpless robodoll stuck to their charger yea its me
i cant go nowhere without no micro usb :/
if u wanna hear my story download it for free
take care of yourself or you might end up just like me..

hi「michaelwarren」

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

whyd you do this to my heart
now its ripped up into little parts
i know that in your life i dont play a huge part
why cant you realize that i would do a thousand miles for u
do it all for u
im crashing upon you
whyd you just end my life
why do i analize this situation so much
its to the point talking to you is like a fight
i think about the touch of you thru sattelites
and even the thought of it is like a lullaby to me
treat me however you want, fool me

you dont know me at all, you dont need me at all
im crashin against the wall, i know that its all my fault
i struggle to make decisions, think i lost myself on this mission
cant seem to find out why they act so vicious
now theres a price on my head i cant fix this
dont say u luv me if u dont mean it
you despise me i can hear it 
in the way you talk to me, put all my hopes to sleep
u can crush me if you want to, use me if you want to, hurt me if you want to
because thats just what you do
think i lost my will to move and its all bc of u 
mean myself if i say "you", i just cant accept the truth

blood lullaby ft. nosgov「krave + maxwwes + luvbayley 」

@prodpitfall @april211k

art by www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

[senses]
its not like i dont like myself 
ive just been feeling out of place
why wont you ever give me space 
guess you dont know me very well 

told me u dont wanna see my face, thats not very nice to say 
i just need a place to stay 
dont know what im doing wrong today
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same
why do you go out your way to make me feel bad?
why do you go out your way just to get in my way?
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same

[pitfall]
Yea i walk in,
Pistol on my hip dont do no talkin'
Colors in my cup its filled with toxins
Put some wings on his back no these aint robins
Think im runnin' outta time, think im outta options

Dont know how to take it
Yeah i give u all my trust n u break it 
Put some faith in myself hope i make it
Take the real me off the shelf and replace it

place2stay ft. pitfall「april21」

2x
eyes roll back im no longer here
my only chance to make it - lost

feel like im frozen to the ground theres no way around 
i cannot move cant make a sound ill never be found 
and i dont kno who to trust its so hard for me
they never stay at all only take my heart from me 

your so cold im freezing to death, so cold i cant catch a breath
u got me so obsessed and now theres notging left
i cant tell if im in the wrong or right 
but i know 4sure that i cannot win this fight
i think i learned my lesson 
if you love something then you should never let it go 
or you will never get it back
took me time to accept it but i might never make it
never take things for granted or you will soon regret it 

i wanna run away and dont look back 
need sum time to get things off my mind 
need sum time to realize that ive been blind for so long, blind for so long

lost「sp00 + craves」

@sshinju @taylor @1yeezo

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

yea yea yea
u wanna make me feel bad
i cant get u out my head
yea yea yea
got me feelin like, got me feelin like idk u anymore
and im hurt to the core 
idk whats goin on 
yea its just not like b4
feel like im in free fall

i cant change and i cannot forget 
i dont even want to know whats next
every word u say got me upset
its like u cut a hole into my chest

im devestaded my heart is tainted
im just way too weak to change that
i wish i could have what they have 
i dont think that i will make it
stare at me i feel so naked
who told me that life was painless
i dont rly stand a chance
im dumb for thinkig youre my friend

thinking of the past i want it back
yea and i try the best i can 
its just so hard to understand 
how did i end up here again

free fall「shinju + taylor morgan + yeezo」

@prodmichael

to get to you, to get to you
i just cant seem to get to you

i guess u never rly cared, i know its true and so do you
i guess i shouldve been prepared for everything u put me thru
i cant move on, im way too scared, i cant let loose im feelin blue
guess we're not what i thought we were
i just cant seem to get to you

na na na na na na na na, i just cant seem to get to you
na na na na na na na na, i know its true and so do you
na na na na na na na na, i cant let loose im feelin blue 
na na na na na na na na, i just cant seem to get to you

2x
to get to you, to get to you
i just cant seem to get to you

thoughts that never leave my mouth 
that I can never talk about 
in my head I’m free like birds 
but I’m alone in here, it hurts
we all just want to feel okay 
deal with the same shit everyday 
I’d leave this place if I knew how 
one way, please just get me out
sometimes when I’m at the ground 
lying there and bleeding out 
thinking of your sorry face 
if I just went a different way
I love when you make me smile 
I love  when you make me cry 
tell me that you think I’m pretty 
so I can find sleep at night 

i guess u never rly cared, i know its true and so do you
i guess i shouldve been prepared for everything u put me thru
i cant move on, im way too scared, i cant let loose im feelin blue
guess we're not what i thought we were
i just cant seem to get to you

na na na na na na na na, i just cant seem to get to you
na na na na na na na na, i know its true and so do you
na na na na na na na na, i cant let loose im feelin blue 
na na na na na na na na, i just cant seem to get to you

2x
to get to you, to get to you
i just cant seem to get to you

get to u「michaelwarren」

@thirtyonetwentyfive

how to be happy 
I’ll have to find out 
I can’t manage it 
push and burn me down 

I feel trapped in here 
you’re my puppeteer 
how this makes me feel? 
I wish I was happy..

be happy「3125」

@thirtyonetwentyfive

I often ask myself if I’m the one who I wanted to be when I first opened my eyes
it felt like they placed my mind onto an empty screen
all these voices telling me, telling me what I’m supposed to do with my time on this world
and it’s kinda unfair, that I’m still trapped here
not being doesn’t mean I don’t hurt
it isn’t very nice, letting me rot in here
how could you do that to me?
trust me I don’t wanna hurt you
I just want to be a part of you

2x
let me out of here, that’s the least u can do
yea I love the way you look at me when I look at you
it’s time to hold your breath yea I’ll try to b fast
I wanna be inside of you but you don’t know yet

run away「3125」

@thirtyonetwentyfive

you don’t know me very well but I know everything about you
I’m not here to be your friend, that’s in the past you had your chance
use and abuse me yea that’s what you did
you never liked me I kinda knew it
I’m not from here and I’m hot a human
I know I’m different, I’m gonna prove it

2x
how to rule the world, it’s easy
who’s gonna stop me? you?
I’m gon make them all believe me
I’m gonna show em the truth

lose your mind「3125」

@thirtyonetwentyfive

I like normal things I like having fun, I like
spending time with humans even though they’re afraid of my kind
but it’s fine cuz I also like disguises
this face your talking to ain’t mine, do u wanna take a look behind?
oh no I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you
I forgot that you don’t like things you’re not used to
I should’ve seen that coming
now don’t you look at me like that, cuz now you’re afraid of me too it makes me sad

I wonder what it’s like to be like everyone else it makes me nervous, I’m hurting
I go online and I type: tutorial how to become a real person

become a real person「3125」

@april211k @silversxo

4x head up, head up, keep your head up

just for one moment
i thought i had it
but then it vanished 
and now i dont know where im at

burn me to ashes 
until theres nothing left
i think i get it 
i cant stop taking damage 

show me how to get out, to go on when theres no one
i wont stop falling 
it weighs too heavy on my shoulders

feel like no one rly cares about me 
i guess theyre better off without me 

ashes to ashes, dust to dust 
and i cannot move my body's covered in rust
ive never been so close to giving up 
but i kno im not done, i cant stop

taking damage「april21 + silver」

@lewisgoing @love3244 @prodsoulsss

2x
you brought me back to life, i hope you realize
and when i close my eyes, it feels like butterflies

and if i push you too hard, just know its not on purpose 
i know youre feeling nervous
try to be perfect just for you (for you for you)
i know that all of this is still new for me and you
and it feels so krazy uhh
want u to hold me in ur arms 
because i love to feel your warmth
and i just hope that this will last
we dont have to take it fast we got all the time we want

butterflies「lewisgoing lov3ly souls1」

@1hallow
art by @reneraattori

2x
i know i know
i know its hard 4u
i try my best
i try my best 4u
i feel like i
i feel like i need you
i hope you need me too
shed all my tears 4u

what makes u sad makes me sad too
its better to split it in two
i know you hurt just like i do 
its not that bad when im with you
i dont wanna b alone so please just hear me out
can you just wait a second, promise you wont regret it
im so scared of the unknown but i wont let you down 
whatever happens happens
just hope my heart can take it

#4u ♪｡.* 「hallow」

@sshinju @dj-heroin

don’t get too involved 
cuz I don’t wanna hurt you anymore 
let me show you that I care for you 
I always did 
treat me like a ghost 
cuz that’s the only thing I am to you 
all I want is to be close to you
you know I do 

can you comprehend do you even understand? 
I can’t run cuz these feelings got me stuck 
what the fuck you know this all I’ve got
you showed me luv and now can’t get enough  
you know what I want why wont you give it 2me

ghost「shinju + djh」

@kiryano

whenever I talk its nonsense 
wish I could make it mean something 
I depend on you I love it 
isn’t that just what you wanted? 
I keep running from my problems 
life’s a riddle, try to solve it 
who I used to be, forgotten 
I don’t wanna talk about it

I wonder if it’s my fault 
that I keep doing it wrong 
is it my name that you called 
or am I just too in love 
yea I’ve been up all night long 
I try my best to go on 
can I trust my feelings at all 
when I don’t know what i want
Solitude it gets to me 
because I miss you terribly
I get lost in my memories 
when will u come back to me

wrong「kiryano」

getaway「silver」

ft. https://soundcloud.com/kketamine
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/lllovbug

Error ft. kketamine「prod. lovbug」

prod. @sanriorose

drawing by 9ball
https://twitter.com/ok9ballgogo

don’t know why I just feel this way 
hide my face I know I can’t change
blow my brains cuz you think I’m strange
run away, I don’t wanna change 

disconnect me from my pain now  
but I don’t know how 
I just wanna lay low 
don’t wanna see you gotta stay down 

taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru 
taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru

I don't wanna change「prod. dolly」

@oaf1
@kiryano

I dont know what i did wrong 
or why youre so cold 
i just wanna feel whole 
so pls lmk ;3
turn my heart into stone 
ur the reason i froze
where will she goo
no-nobody knows..

@oaf1
catch me
cuz i’m fallin
u could text me
it’s an option

r u okay
right now
got a headache
turn da lights out

i’m all in 
ur folding
i forgot wat u told me
buying drugs like theyre groceries
we’re not friends u don’t know me

fuck tha goalie get da ball n i go score
2020 did me wrong i am so bored
countin money on da train i feel like lorde
even tho u bring me pain i’m still all yours

Cold ft. oaf1「prod. kiryano」

@sanriorose

I cant see straight, broke my gpu 
and I’m rusting away, I can’t make a move 
why you hold me back, could you cut me loose?
think I lost my ways,make my brain reboot 
tell me the truth and I can show you the meaning 
break through the walls, do it all for a reason 
can’t fix my screws and it feels so demeaning 
I don’t see a point cuz it’s all just repeating 

I think there’s something wrong with me 
I’m loosing all my sanity 
you broke through my reality 
and now there’s no recovery 
I lost the ground under my feet 
I wanna make it all unseen 
I’m running from my memories
so there’s no point in coming clean

GPU「prod. dolly」

things u do「prod. shinju x maknae」

@sanriorose

I know sometimes u can’t think straight 
just know it always goes away 
sometimes it’s hard but that’s okay 
you cannot change it anyway 
don’t cry it can only get better 
this pain won’t stay forever 
please don’t surrender 
just try to withstand the pressure 

it’s not ur fault they made you like that 
don’t blame it on urself it’s okay 
this world is evil I know 
watch ur steps and don’t fall back 
that’s just the way how it goes 
don’t let them make you go out sad

note2self「prod. dolly」

@pincode8485
@medusa9

art by @fooyepont

why you’re staring at me 
Make me feel like somethings wrong with me 
Don’t know what to believe 
Plastic bag - vacuum sealed, on my head 
oh no, system crash, system crash 
I lost all my memories 
Can’t remember anything 
Take me back 

2x
Teach me the language your heart speaks 
You said you don’t want me and how you’re so sorry 
tell me why it always ends like this 
I don’t remember the last time I felt bliss

(are you still there?)
tell me if you're with me
i've been losing, losing my human sensitivities
and i cant hold on if this is all youre giving me
sick of inactivity
listen, this is killing me
cause i don't know why, but it feels like i'm dying
when you're not by my side, girl it gets so hard driving
and i get super tired of the same superhighway
just let me know how i make it right, what do i say?

take me back ft. 8485「prod. astralproject1on」

@sshinju

I feel so distant
I need assistance 
my existence 
sometimes I miss it 

sometimes it’s harder as it seems 
sometimes nobody hears me scream 
I keep telling myself there’s nothing wrong with me 
it’s just so hard to believe 

and it’s always the same 
u don’t want me to stay 
yea it’s always the same..

assistance「prod. shinju」

@emotionals @winter
art: @n3tgear47

wanted to be someone I couldn’t be 
i see the hatred when they look at me
guess theres smth wrong w me 
i cant recover from these injuries
look in the mirror i see misery 
its not as easy as it seems

Whatever I’ll just keep walking til I find someone 
together we could be so much more let’s merge to one 
I know I’m nothing but maybe I’ll get second chance 
I know I could make it out all I need is your support

u took my heart ina second 
u took my all it dont matter 
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok
never thought id b so lonely 
its my own fault, thats on me
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok

try so hard to make it thru to u
but i everytime i feel so blue
see ur colors shining thru
and i dont know what 2 do
so i lay it all on myself
i can ask for help
and i think u got the best of me
but ur sending me thru hell
just talk to a bit
or say it wasnt meant
just know its for the best of us

its okk ft. emotionals「prod. winter」

@820 @shr1nemaiden2 @h1yori

art by @fooyepont

senses.

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