@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

produced by @1diot and @resolve1k / mastered by @bpiv

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6s85AV45ADb4HWXpXUq5Rr?si=PCg1_2RITZCiRjdSs25_5Q

recorded in my bedroom october-november '21

broken, bleeding

spotify

broken, bleeding (sapphire & inno)

𝐮𝐤𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝟐 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐧 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲,, 𝐣𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭,, 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐧𝐨 𝐲 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝  𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐰𝐲 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧,, 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭,, 𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐟𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐦𝐞 𝐧 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐭𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝟐 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 (つ﹏◕✿)･ﾟ｡ 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐛 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐜𝐮𝐳 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 ;𝐃:𝐃:𝐃 ꧁♥ 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐧𝐢𝐜 ♥꧂

꧁♥ picnic ♥꧂ [p. mixedmatches]

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING (all plats)

SHUTUP(Prod+Lyri)

prod. @sanriorose

drawing by 9ball
https://twitter.com/ok9ballgogo

don’t know why I just feel this way 
hide my face I know I can’t change
blow my brains cuz you think I’m strange
run away, I don’t wanna change 

disconnect me from my pain now  
but I don’t know how 
I just wanna lay low 
don’t wanna see you gotta stay down 

taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru 
taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru

I don't wanna change「prod. dolly」

s/o @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih !!! ur amazn

[glostarr]
imma run it wut u want rn,, ooo 
i got monee in my jeans rn,, truues
stik around jus seee how it goes,, gluuu
u a clone swear i jus saw u,, whoos who 
// 
whos who,, i got wut i got,, i do wut i do
yo girls a virus n i got da flu,,
my shot is sharp like i got it to mew,,
bitch im fueled up i could go 2 the moon ,,
u are my minions n bitch i am gru,, [buh buh buh]
movin so smooth bitch im movin on que
boy yous a baby,, goo goo,, gah gah,, goo 
//
i dont wanna start slow,, nitecorin my car bro
movin heavy cargo,,  bitch im clean lik barsoapxx
u gon have2rob me,, leav u out2starvy
u cnt even charge me,, make u still like parkeeng
bitch im up there harvey,, bitch u trippin rv
im the boy lik sharky,, stick around like sharpiee
///
doin so much i cant focus i need adderall
u seem fishy,, i cant trust u,, u a mackerel 
i wont listen wut u sayin,, i wont play role
u luk different thru my custom design reticle
u gon have to get assisstance maybe medical 
boy u is so hella fake u is not credible 
//
u freezin up like u mochi
monee got me cozy
i feel emoji 
in a suite like cody 
chilln wit my whoadee
got green like guacamole
u dont really kno me
i b movin lowkey,,
2much like im op,,
drippn jus lik moby 
yo girl trynna2talk2me
annee r u okee,,,,,,

globabee,, glo glo [prod. boka]

@i9bonsai

bonsaiToday at 11:52 AM
u got me tmo for my date
im fnna get sum sum

@i9bonsai - dont wait buh [p. darkboy + arso]

dolly - ustillmissme (jawache ver)

@820 @shr1nemaiden2 @h1yori

art by @fooyepont

no rescue ft. nosgov「prod. shrinemaiden x hiyori」

myy nose stufee ##ladybuhg

[buhg] 

buhbae iv bn tryn mk it out4me buhbae nt u ;//
cuz everytime we go thru tht idk wht2do
u pt in my face,, i try2tell u its nt ##truu v_v
tha onlee persn u lissn2is2urself,, who knw 

iv bn tryn js2mk it outt
u bn tryna js2mk me shoutt ;OO
ima gt it done,, once lost is foundd
pt me ontha mapp js2pt me intha groundd ##seedling 
buh im starvn,, im hurtn ukno 
do nt wna tlk anymor ;XX
i do dis in search of my hom
i do dis sinc im onmy ownn

[onc u let tha smallest things mk u hpy,, it brings u mor than anythn intha world cn offer u,, let go <<##33]

i cnt gt2u,, so y dnt u js run along
nw i cnt do it2,, its bn goin on2longg 
whts wit tht attitud,, nt my fault its goin wrong
n yh its ovrdue,, barely goin goin strongg (⌒‿⌒)

pt it2my chestt,, buhbae i nd rest
go on b my guess,, pt me2tha test 
2my heart let it wrench,, im a ##buhg u a pest o(￣ε￣*)
cnt c thru tha lens,, whts nxt tht depndss

so stucc in ur ways,, i cnt repay u4tht dayy
is it al wastd,, cuz i cnt face it,, its goin2my hedd

;;* me onmy <<##33
dntkno y i let it restartt
let u out my arms
dnt wnt it anyothr wyy
evry singl nite
n evry singl day

cn come out n js say it4u
##40days40nites its ##truu
darkwatr bt i still c it thru 
thru thru thru2u #0.o#
im sry tht it cnt b
tha way tht we sought tht we c
nw its overdon were free ?
bt i cnt move frum undr dis tree ##stucc

I don't wanna change「prod. dolly」

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