violet

p @kudasaithree

well now its obvious to me
im such a fool, now im so weak
n we dont talk guess thats on me
its all my fault, i cut too deep

tell me why i waste my fucking time
everything i do, to make it right
all i rlly want, to see u smile
i dont rlly wanna be alright

treat me wrong, guess so
still i cant let go
cant tell right now
r u friend or foe
touch my soul ice cold
said im doing "so so"
i dnt wanna lie now
i been feeling fucked up

deep [kudasaithree]

p elseen

take it all n siphon my soul
take it all, im losing control
take it all n siphon my soul
wna go, go, go

7 swords, 7 souls live in vanity
one struck blood for gold
stealing hope, killing enemies
when it came to lose his soul
stood his guard for eternity
said i dnt kno who we are anymore
n its killing me

shield up, n our swords out
cross us u get cut down
meet us on the battlefield
u rly aint gon make it out
reaper siphon souls out
diggin all ur bros up
talkin hella shit 
till we sieging at ur hometown

yea we seen it in the smoke, u gon catch a stray
arrow to the fucking face, dnt u try 2 run away
we got trebuchets, hide n we can find ur place
mithril armour shining blade, live to fight another day

twin blades +austin [elseen]

p @luvnotee

drugs on me tuckd under my waistband
shawty said i
i hit the ice n then i turn into a wastebag
i cant keep goin i been runnin down the drain
so i go thru the motions n i put on my face

tell me itll all be okay
tell me tht i lost, its simple
tell me tht i wasted my time
here we go again, im crippled
lookin 2 the mirror like why me
its like evil perfect timing
lost like all my bros around me
i cant take it might start flying

lost, like all my bros around me
tried 2 call out, i been drowning
hold on, ill b there u need me
feel so worse off, im defeated
tried 2 crawl out, movin backwards
rot inside, im a disaster
reach out, if ur there im bleeding
try my face but i cant feel it

here we go again [luvnote]

thks

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i will beokay,
cant trust but im nt afraiid
friend or foe, be honest here
take itall, take evrything
dnt look back, its not our place
we cant stop running, constantly
crush it, make me rot away
make me wna fall 2day

iwillbeokay [smllslikekurtt]

prod ako

pressed for all my time again,
can't stop to make things right,
i pretend that i'll make it out of this
but i can't sleep at night
it fades away into the silence
of visine drops and vicodin
the same things said, just quietly
i hope you make it out of here the same

pressed against the wire,
i sink and fall into a spiral
feel the shade beneath the smile
hope things change but i don't mind if it's the same

same [ako]

p @evelost

i did evrything i cld to make things right
closin my eyes, but i dnt sleep right
try to take one step, but i can't think clearly
holding my breath, just to keep you near me

time gone again, can't stop the pain
we'll play pretend, hide honesty
can't think to blame, it's all on me
just take me back, take everything

doesnt need to make sense, know tht i tried
maybe we can wait here, wasting our life
wonder when ill wake up, closing my eyes
soon im rly gonna break down, sayin im tired

closing my eyes [evelost]

lq w/e meat computer vibe

p @rubbishrubbish

lyrics
i dnt wna bother u
but im tryna see it thru
lookin @ me like im see thru
all the shit we been thru
i jst dnt know wht 2 do
i jst dnt know wht 2 do

u wnt tell me whats the issue
(i dnt rly wana fix u)
dnt tell me tht u miss me
(say its okay but i hate u)

n i tried so hard
to keep things right
cant sleep well
but im not surprised
i jst wna see u
when i open my eyes
staring @ u now
but im so tongue tied

i tried my best and it wasnt good enough [rubbish]

old song uploaded for idk why not

i tried my best to prove to u i could be worth it for something
u make me feel like i deserve between the world n just nothing
all i know ur like my drug
hold me close inside ur arms
ur my world n all i want
just say im urs n ill be fine

seconds and seconds pass
i just count my blessings
down bad and not to mention
my friends jst talk, dont listen
i cant pick up my phone
anxious, but u still call
i dnt know where to go
every path, i pick wrong

blessings [fumiko+magik]

old not finished but nice

p @shinju + @recyclexbin

i think worst of all i cant see through the bullshit
take my time, but every line is cursed
wasted nights, i hate my life, im hurting
hate to do the same to u, its worthless

and i can try, but ill just keep on giving up
wasting my time, i know its never enough
(wishing i could fall back)
ill just keep on pushing up
(its not all bad)
been feeling so exhausted, really wanna stop this

take my time [shinju+recyclebin]

prod @wintertears

i jst feel so exhausted, wnna kill myself
think i rlly lost it, im not gettin out
u cant save me now, feel u cast ur doubt
time is running out, i cant trust myself

n i swear it on my own,
cant find myself right now
u can take me out
lost it all, im numb

u say its fine, n then u try n tear it all away
cant take it now, walkin out like im in a haze
its so unexplained, i fault my own, i might break
cant take it now

take me out [wintertears]

sry 4 the distortion it just goes way harder

Production  takuori
Art& vocals  me

So tough, i lost
Went dark, n i fucked it up
Red wrist, night song
God i need to shut up
Black ice, neck froze
But i dont know who u are
Sights gone, im dust

I been on these pills, feel like i cant even feel shit
Don't know who i am anymore, on that real shit
I been paranoid, like theyre all on some fake shit
Watch me while i break, blacked out in the matrix

Tapped out
Woke up in a trance
I'm the burning man
Tapped out
And i lost the game
I cant run away
Tapped out
Guess my luck is up
Have i had enough
Tapped out
But i fucked it up
But i fucked it up

tapped out [takuori]

p. shinju ++ kaktus
ft @1nochaser

fucked up my head
and u left me for dead
but u say tht u'll be there for me
n i'll always believe u
but i know i see thru ur lies
but u say what i need

now im so tired i guess that the end wasnt there
but my vision is fading i dnt think ill make it
i dnt think im scared of the end i dnt care
wna fall to my knees if it ends all the shaking
i cnt fucking think straight i think its ur fault
all the times tht u told me i wasnt enough
i jst wish tht id move on n get off the drugs
but im wasting my time like u wasted my love

@1nochaser:
time to turn away, ive wasted enough
got a heart made of steel but its only so tough
say ill move on, obviously a bluff
girl u got me locked in, aint no keys for these cuffs

u make me wish i was heartless
pretty smile thats what started this
stuck in my head ur a stain in the carpet
cant get u out i been trying my hardest
keep doing what im doing, grinding regradless
bite my swag ill turn a rapper to a carcass
shooting for the moon, cant take my eyes off the target
got so much in store, my hard drive like a market
got so much in store, they gon wonder when im done
i might drop an album, drop another just for fun
when i drop that bitch, cant pull the trigger and be done
cant pull the trigger, its on safety

lost my cool, im moving hasty
me against my brain, im moving crazy
we just dont fit like like lil tracy
still hurts to kno that u'll replace me

4dead ++nochaser [shinju +kaktus]

art me
p death

i cant feel right now
dont know where i am
lost and to be found
wish i was someone else
wish i could end it all
so tired i dont want it
feel my spirit falter
down this road i wander
bound to lose it all
dont know what went wrong
cast into the void
cant take this anymore

fucked up i lost my head
i need you but i cant say it
wish ud come back to save me
paranoid i cant stop shaking

spill my heart but i cant think clearly
wish u well but i cant keep dealing
fucked it up when it cost so dearly
take a breath i dont want u near me
wasted all my nights on all ur bullshit
giving all i can to make a portence
pass it on to you i need support
this wasnt what i wanted from this course
its fucking hard to say to u i need it
cut my heart and left me here bleeding
it was irresponsible to think wed
never fall apart in one evening
  
take it back, you wont
break the mask
broken glass
i hope it won't last
i know
it's the past i wrote
circle back, i wont
wont relapse, i hope
i cant grasp my hope

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