prod. me

hold me close
hands let go
don't forget my 
face my warmth

where'd you go
I've been searching for hope
on my own
try to backpedal the things I know
hear my call 
through the rain and the snow
are you there?
do you here me at all
it rushes in like tides I
pull and push my heart
beats for you 
as you speak with your eyes
did you feel did you
did you hurt did you

tears dry desiccate your eyes
I heard words you spoke
as you reached as you tried to breathe
deaths doorstep tattered rags are left
everything we once knew
building dust still
can you reach my hand
you stare back
though fields of lilac

break my heart 
disembogue my heartstrings
stay apart
all these lines but I can't see
through the rain as you
share my pain, tremble
through the coldness
envelope the words I missed

try check your pulse
your eyes stay closed
feel your whispers
it still hurts to forget 
all the words that you said
all the words that you

try hold on
still remember
who you are
cause i know you can't
tell me all about those long nights
stories prosaic won't leave my mind
as long as your voice stays with me
it will all be alright
I can hear you just fine

did you love me
do you hear me
did you love me
did you love me

sunset falls as we walk home
laugh through tears as the rain falls
pretend it's alright but I
see your pain it hurts to smile
take a while
lights in your eyes shroud with guile
every step holds regret
leave more behind the closer i get

you
looked so pretty as you held me close
words shared with whispers as we 
danced under the bus stop as rain fell
you told me to trust your hands
your hands round me move me slowly
watch you sway as rain drips down
my cheek smiling as you speak
"it won't ever be like this again"

as I hold your head
hairs wove in my hands
I can't see your face but
I know that you're crying
all the words I said
do you still hear them
and do you remember
all of the small movements we made
as we danced in the suns fade
tripping on our shoes unlaced
every breath warm on my neck
till you can't speak at all

battling with the time as
it fades taking you with
did you feel me love me feel hurt
from my hands 
call you back
it's my fault
lies lay lithe 
feel you cry
as tears hit my
back to nothing
did you want me
cause you won't let go of something I
said then 
did it stay with you
did it hurt did you
cause it hurt me too
i loved you

can't take back the time i spent worrying about it all
overthinking syllables so much until I feel sore
try to think of ways to rewind
all I said

I'll try let go
still stuck in the entresol
it all goes wrong
but you'll be fine without me
it won't be long
just promise you'll come back someday
watch the clouds form overhead me
I know that you'll get the same rainfall
no matter where you are now
like that moment
mists make ghosts of hands that hold me
winds whisper the things you told me
it feels like you'll always be here
but you're gone and 

you hold me with winds feel air surrounding
can't hear your voice but I know that you're trying
all the dreams I had did you believe in them
do you remember all of the feelings that you had
as we danced in the dawns grace
the winds blow shaping movements
every step might be my last
but I can't stop to care
battling with what I said
it hurts thinking bout it
did you feel me love me feel hurt
do you still

isohyet

This is the end of my story and memory (phone memory I mean bruhh), give me a break please.

Its been 3 years since I fried my phone on fl studio mobile to make all these stuff, maybe its time for me to give this phone a rest :')

These are some of the archive projects I worked on myself and also with friends

And tysm those who have invited me to collaborate, you all are so cool

Donate me and I buy a new device lmao
https://www.paypal.me/Arisulice

 Luv yu all <33

00:00 w @luvdien 
02:33 - 07:25 w @oiwassupp
07:25 - 11:30 w @m2monroe
13:29 w @yudere
20:49 w @yudere
24:37 w @prodkirian
32:54 w @m2monroe
43:11 w @xora09
45:11 w @aishitee
47:55 - 53:15 w @kuusune7
55:03 w @luvdien
57:18 w @noyaclarissa
59:13 w @m2monroe @shatter3d

handle w/ trustt + nujioh

steadysuffer @jichuuu

mixing by @haxsewsz

ty for collab @whoselixr

ARISU & ELIXR - NOTHING HAS CHANGED

prod @wintertears

i jst feel so exhausted, wnna kill myself
think i rlly lost it, im not gettin out
u cant save me now, feel u cast ur doubt
time is running out, i cant trust myself

n i swear it on my own,
cant find myself right now
u can take me out
lost it all, im numb

u say its fine, n then u try n tear it all away
cant take it now, walkin out like im in a haze
its so unexplained, i fault my own, i might break
cant take it now

take me out [wintertears]

wind beneath my wings
my breath of life
you tell me all these things
it makes me cry
when you play my heartstrings
it's a beautiful chord
in your arms i cling
forever yours

girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse

now that youre by my side
i dont wanna die
turned my dark to light
youre the love of my life

(girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse)

(now that youre by my side
i dont wanna die
turned my dark to light
youre the love of my life)

i, love you for who you are
i see you in the stars
i lay alone in bed
wishing that you werent so far
one day we'll close this gap
we'll heal from all our scars
it cant keep us apart
no,  it cant keep us apart

girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse
girl youre my muse

now that youre by my side
i dont wanna die
turned my dark to light
youre the love of my life

stargazer

muse

muse ꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ (eve06)

if i dont get anywhere
nothing for us is ever fair
take my body 
and come to sleep with me

when you cant explain yourself
and i dont do a good job and help
take my body
and come to sleep with me

thank you
for being brave
bcos i know you
didnt care that much in the first place
my girl
my dragon twin
chess on the floor
and work will never win

we are in trouble, take cover
youre such a zombie best friend
girls in tunnels, in rubble
that thing i said i meant it
were taking on water, im coughing up im lovesick
double crossed cannons, i cant keep blood off mu fists

im making a killing living x8

brave (pixie)

trippin

everything by me

shoutout my goat @rit_hk for doing backing vox ily

shoutout my bros who helped w the mix ! 
(esp esca, gauge, stella, pinkperc, ange1grr1, gasoiid, fiji, five) !

only 1

Yeah she want me take her home
But I wanna hit the stu
She get mad like leave me alone
But I wanna be with you
She like "fuck you"
"I don't really fuck with you"
Lemme hit that pussy
I know you want it too

Tats on her wrist
And her back lookin' sexy
Now she wanna touch me
Kiss me, caress me
Fuck her from the back
Got her groaning like a zombie
Had to take my time
Cause I know she really wants me

I just want you for the night
Don't you ever waste my time
I just broke your boyfriend's heart
Now he wants to have a fight
Had to kick him to the curb
Had to stomp him in his head
Now he feelin' so embarrassed
Cause he'd rather be dead
I just want you for the night
Don't you ever waste my time
I just broke your boyfriend's heart
Now he wants to have a fight
Had to kick him to the curb
Had to stomp him in his head
Now he feelin' so embarrassed
Cause he'd rather be dead

Yeah she want me take her home
But I wanna hit the stu
She get mad like leave me alone
But I wanna be with you
She like "fuck you"
"I don't really fuck with you"
Lemme hit that pussy
I know you want it too

Tats on her wrist
And her back lookin' sexy
Now she wanna touch me
Kiss me, caress me
Fuck her from the back
Got her groaning like a zombie
Had to take my time
Cause I know she really wants me

(Yeah I know she really wants me)
(Yeah she wants me)

take me out [wintertears]

heath3n

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