ijustwannadance ft whenyouleft (bleachcraft & takko)

listen on spotify ~ https://sptfy.com/Plmk
produced by @kojowav
featuring @plasticgirl1
cover art by me

soul

soul + rezlaine (kojo)

this shorty wna fuck
she wna scream my name 
like wtf 
i never feel the same
i run it up
ion feel the pain
im never stuck
and ion know ur name
she asking me 2 fuck like she know me
ima run it up on my lonely
automatic with the scope hold it closely
hollow points make u dead like ur homie
mela kick door 2 the bathroom
nigga im jus doing what i have to 
u dont fw me ? i didnt say u had to
lotta talking from a nigga in a classroom
mela run it up by her lonely
ion listen nun tht u told me
& ion like it when she ask if she can hold me
dont like affection ima thug it out only

like wtf (phixel)

mirtazapine + haruki.exe (yubella)

you dont seem to know
what theyre talking about you
keep your ears closed
you dont want to know

demise, fear hidden in disguise
your face, your eyes
i feel like this pain will belong to my heart
no space, no time
hidden in the shadows and im asking my scars
will you do that again to me
the closer to my heart the more it hurts
i would shed a tear
i would really do if i still could
you dont seem to
you dont seem to understand it
i would try to explain
but its too complicated
at this point i dont know what to say
and im sorry for bringing this pain
never sorry for bringing this pain

demise, fear hidden in disguise
your face, your eyes
i feel like this pain will belong to my heart
no space, no time
hidden in the shadows and im asking my scars
will you do that again to me
the closer to my heart the more it hurts

asking my scars (guardiangel)

you will hurt me (money kidd + owleeng + whiteskinny)

much love「prod. askuic」(original speed)

p @evelost

i did evrything i cld to make things right
closin my eyes, but i dnt sleep right
try to take one step, but i can't think clearly
holding my breath, just to keep you near me

time gone again, can't stop the pain
we'll play pretend, hide honesty
can't think to blame, it's all on me
just take me back, take everything

doesnt need to make sense, know tht i tried
maybe we can wait here, wasting our life
wonder when ill wake up, closing my eyes
soon im rly gonna break down, sayin im tired

closing my eyes [evelost]

it always escapes
poison coursing thru my viens
its winter again
screaming outward looking in
it always escapes 
poison coursing thru my viens
its winter again
its winter again

you can see It on my face
all the poison
it'll make u rot away
lifes not important
it only takes a couple days
it rises to the surface
redistribute all the pain
(we need 2 buy some time)
you u think I can't relate
(there is no escape)
just wanna see u in ur grave
do u know that?
the light from ur eyes they go away
pupils turn grey
its winter again
its winter again

it always escapes
poison coursing thru my viens
its winter again
screaming outward looking in
it always escapes 
poison coursing thru my viens
its winter again
its winter again

wintr w/ sylph [tenoji]

I hope you all enjoy this one! I am now planning on releasing every 2 weeks for a while since I have a few songs ready! <3

prod. dercept & 5head
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JElBQN5slDI
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1WSbx9sJKhdkEWLp6JLEu7?si=6525ee8b389645ed

lyrics:

(chorus)
Oh I think I fucked up, fucked up
I don't wanna die, I dont wanna die
Can you maybe walk up, walk up
I been trying not to lose my focus
I am wondering if you even notice
Heart deformed like a dead lotus
Don't walk on so quick, I feel so sick
You seem so scared of me, am I even real?
Can you maybe seal the deal?
Before I release all of this
And turn into a ghost
Maybe then you'd understand

(bridge)
Baby I needed you the most
Cause now I feel so lost
I knew you couldn't save me
And you only broke me down

(verse)
break me down, break me down
and you only send me shivers down my spine
and you wanted me to lie and to say that im fine
cos yu never rly cared and I knew it
i just wanted to be nice

Send a shot into my brain
I only feel this pain
I wanna go while it rains
I know you wanna see me faint
As you wished me death anyways
In this day and age, I feel so lost
Only 21 and already wana die

(bridge 2)
Already knowing
That I'm gonna die early in this life
Heya dont go now, I love you more
Oh baby I forget about her
No sense in a way this spares

dead lotus

Spotify ♥

dead lotus (dercept x 5head)

i been sleeping for days
im not ok
who do you want me to be
im hidden in my shade
im trying to save face
im trying to stay faced
im looking for remedies
im trying im trying

im keeping it secret
eyes look so unwilling
how am i perceiving
is it lasting forever
its not getting better
chained up forever
you promised me never

i been sleeping for days
im not ok
who do you want me to be
im hidden in my shade
im trying to save face
im trying to stay faced
im looking for remedies
im trying im trying
i been sleeping for days
im not ok
who do you want me to be
im hidden in my shade
im trying to save face
im trying to stay faced
im looking for remedies

closing my eyes [evelost]

heath3n

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