w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

i’ve been doing these drugs way too much all i ever fucking dream about is your touch
had my ex bitch leave for a new crush said im not fine but it’s all love

baby im a demon but i still got my halo im not fine but it’s fine i got you though
crazy bout this feeling i can see you with my eyes closed
i just wanna feel you but im hollow

we could turn this room into a palace me and you drinking blood from a chalice 
and im taking all these pills as an outlet asking me if i will ever stop like no i doubt it

life was such a nightmare then you saved me new girl bad but she fragile like a daisy
no one else can compare you’re amazing oh you got me down bad fucking drive me crazy
i try so hard give and take i’ve felt love but now it’s hate 
i’ve been bad that’s the past your love will never last

not as lonely as i used to be three gram blunt come talk to me
don’t tell me please don’t ask me why i put my life here on the line

i wont lie baby yeah you got me feeling like theres magic
romeo and juliet but we’re not ending tragic
you just took my breath away im feeling asthmatic 
now i rot away inside my room like it’s a casket

nightmare (shinju x garasu)

vocals, production, and cover art by me

i've been working on this for 5 months and i still havent perfected it...
but i need to get it off my mind, so here it is <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

self hate 
contradictions 
little bit 
narcissistic 
i know what keeps me going
its much better than missing 

But this the problem
This is an issue
I need to fix me
You need to fix you

I cant hear you out no more
And i don't even wanna get you 

stared into my inner workings 
please just show me how to grow 

then my demons fucking told me
i should feel this on my own

i cant disagree
it hurts
its real
and thats how i judge things

i cant see my future
without drugs and dreams of nothing 

But its beautiful the way it stings
i cherish that burn 

I can never tell 
what am i worth?
and what have i earned? 


We grew closer
When you hurt me
When you cut me
When you burned me

I liked it better when u didn’t care 
(didnt care) 


We grew further apart
You tried to heal me
Its not the same as the start
You just dont feel me

Trust me love theres enough of this pain to share

stared into my inner workings 
please just show me how to grow 

then my demons fucking told me
i should feel this on my own

i cant disagree
it hurts
its real
and thats how i judge things

i cant see my future
without drugs and dreams of nothing 

But its beautiful the way it stings
i cherish that burn 

I can never tell 
what am i worth?
and what have i earned?

cherish it

@glassxhotel @prodlura ily 

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

(verse)
all u put me thru
i still held onto u
i feel so fragile
i’m so sad, i could shatter

girl, i’m like a snowflake
everything is so fake

my visions blurry, i don’t know
if i could do this on my own

(bridge)
my heart is frozen
it’s all because of you
give me a moment
wonder what i have left to lose

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

snow angels

stream on spotify

snow angels (lura)

senses & sprigtek - vulnerable (prod shinju & djh)

w/ @7senss + @820

prod @callme004 + @7senss

cover by @chubbyglock

glass heart w/ nosgov + senses (tomekk + senses)

prod @pearlblade

uh uh, i'm wasted, uh uh, i'm wasted
uh uh, i'm wasted, uh uh, i'm wasted

uh, i'm wasted,
i got nothing left to give!! nahh
uh, now i'm faded
only got so much left to live, no!
and my biggest regret is you (i regret you)
you tried hard and it worked too (yeah it worked too)
had to get away from you (had to get away)
hope I won't remember you (yeah)

bring me, down, told me, we're done
I'm weak, so weak, can't breathe, so numb

just get away from me, just get away
don't waste my energy, don't let it waste away

said you can't trust me, i don't believe it
you love to insult me, i know, I seek it
uh, nowhere to go
soon my heart will drop below
i try but don't
such a mess, I-I-I-I know

so get away from me, just get away
don't waste my energy, don't let it waste away

w-w-Wasted, wasted, wasted, w-w-wasted
w-w-Wasted, wasted, wasted, w-w-w-w-wasted

nothing left to give

nothing left to give (pearlblade)

lyrix: 

can’t fall when ur so down 
u don’t feel like getting up
when ur lost n ur out of town
might just stay on the bus
don’t u h8 this life
false hopes that u can fly
this promised slice 
u can’t get a bite if u try

it’s another day
‘nother dollar that just disappears
we can face
any fear
but everything i try 2 say
2 ur face goes out the other ear
fuck this place
runaway, let’s get out of here

can’t fall, can’t climb
can’t fly without a sky
it’s all by design
u ignore the underlying
things change
they just rearrange
in a stasis
tell us 2 b gracious
masquerade 
don’t wanna play ur games
don’t want ur same fate
up in arms, u up in flames

let’s go x4

it’s another day
‘nother dollar that just disappears
we can face
any fear
but everything i try 2 say
2 ur face goes out the other ear
fuck this place
runaway, let’s get out of here

stream

let's get out of here [dgtl]

feat. @fxrella (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡ @mdmuk
lyrics (cloudlobby):
another day,
another ache 
i jus wna fly away
angel wings 

i heard how the angel sings
she sings to me 
i need loss so i can see victory 

i know that u picture me, 
empty frame
straight into the bin with me 
i don’t want you thinking you can ever sit with me 
you can see us on the screen you know it’s the winning team 

so silent 
yet violent 
i don’t know where the time went 
that i spent 
feel lifeless 
nothing u said was righteous 

i could not feel a stranger touch 
a stranger’s touch 
a stranger’s love 
all i knew was that it’s dangerous to break it up whilst still in love ...
(farella):
I Cannot face it, this feeling inside of me
no... no, i'm fine
i wld walk through hell jus 2 make u minee
like nothing else ur on my mindd
take my angel wings up 2 the skyyyyy
nobody else, ur on my mind

angel wings....
we touch the ground ˚ ༘ ⋆｡ ˚ ✧ ˚ ༘ ⋆｡ ˚

angel wings

angel wings ft. farella (+michaelwarren)

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

let's get out of here [dgtl]

1dgtl

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