Featuring @reserrvv

it comes and goes
i think i'm better off alone
and miserable
replace this feeling in my bones
passed out on a greyhound
who knew two states was the way out
new scars on my face now
two a.m, text you when i wake up

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i'm asking again do you really think that way
the things you say so what
i'm a boy with a pulse isn't that enough for you
for what it's worth it's not
im a program on the evening news
im a bit in a stand up special
i'd give a limb or two to be an hour slot but
im laughing along with you

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

Last Summer ft Reserv

5ever

꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱
- lyrics -

you mark me up like a doll, so special
hold the match between our locked hands
wrung thin
stare through sunlight and trace me, leveled
flare your eyes on my back
twist me to give in

track the kill like i'm game
i'll leave no trace

tight at the wrists
too cold to resist
and you're looking out for a third strike
i'm clawing at your tone-drunk sides
by your bedpost, slept alright

track the kill like i'm game
i'll leave no trace

doll

Written, Recorded, Produced, Loved by Reserv
Never say fml 

Hotel Owl

꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱ 
- lyrics -

pages fold
you know doves will fly
wrapped in words
so happy you could die
letters break my mold
what to do but try?
those dogs are getting old
by the yard we’d lie

heads turned down, an old sewn sound
wires tangled all around
i’m a clown, you make me frown
never thought to back down
tattered sleeves, go to town
north-east trees, all stripped down
tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down

pages fold
you know doves will fly
wrapped in words
so happy you could die
letters break my mold
what to do but try?
those dogs are getting old
by the yard we’d lie

tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down

wings

꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱ 
- lyrics -

sketch a version of myself, whatever defines me
snowfall, hands slow on the upkeep
frail skin, i shake, pull the fruit from the tree
cut loose, place stars over the sea
it defines thee
strewn up in my bedsheets
ears ring, i can’t help it when she’s talking
in the backseat, eyes like the fall leaves
eyes like the mute sunshine, it surrounds me

thought i’d love myself when i came first
it’s conditional, spurn my thirst
i cover my face, i’m cursed
glass in my hands, ground i traverse 
you were salt in the wound, you hurt
tried to tear it out, invert
arms raised to the sky, find worth
i could feel you there with me

knots

𓇢𓆸 
- lyrics -

i got scars, i can’t go nowhere around him
i know he a fake, put some money where that mouth is
my eyes speak of pain, can’t u tell that i’m about this?
i lay in the snow, i was never one for conflict

i don’t rly love him but he clutch when the gas out
we pack it up like luggage and it send me to the air now
it’s gats on my feet i think he still rocking taobao
yeah im a shy girl, face red if u fan out
damn, i just need this blunt & my bro here
cut up since 14, god know i had some rough years
quaint bitch, rock some mary janes & some workwear
eye twitch, stressed up off them antis & stale air 
you can hide but u can’t run from it
it’s vv on my wrist, on my neck, on my ring, shit
could never make a difference, wide eyes, know in flippant
just  tell me that it’s cool, head spin, stuck in panic
pulled thru, it’s a good story when u flip it
i’m faithful but i could never fuck with the christians
some bad luck had me down, feeling all the distance
like, somehow made it out, owe a lot to my sis

wings

elliebell

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