- lyrics -

i am drifting through each passage
playing with ideas that once meant everything to me
help me find a mark to remember
why each breath isn't yours, it's who you want to be
could anyone reach so far?
and it was hard to hold on without you
so i'd picture your smile
stuck together, we're torn apart
so i'll break our ropes, untethered
lost in contact, i'm torn apart

again i find things revealing
a nature i didn't know i'd need
retract all that's keeping me going
what i'd hear when it got hard to breathe

(just try to hold on for now)

a frame that doesn't fit me anymore
are you certain it ever did?

fractured like wilted flowers in your wake
in honesty i've lost hope for our process
and all i knew was to hold on to you
and all i could see were your conflicting colors

nothing to keep me around
flinching without intent
identity detached through breakdowns
never connected again

a thread strung through
i'm beginning to wonder
if i've ever made it past this filter
when they'd drive me up north
and i'd trace the signs around us
wondering what leads to losing sight

erasing composure
i'll break as you reach me

and in familiar hills i remember
to feel things i'm sure are allowed
and i just can't hold myself together
reaching for words that can hold me down

at least it's coming to a close
i'll leave some words unsaid
tearing down something i'd kill to uphold

estates like home

suicide is never the answer. it will get better.

do drugs in public / cry in private

Written, Recorded, Produced, Loved by Reserv
Never say fml 

Burst

꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱ 
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pages fold
you know doves will fly
wrapped in words
so happy you could die
letters break my mold
what to do but try?
those dogs are getting old
by the yard we’d lie

heads turned down, an old sewn sound
wires tangled all around
i’m a clown, you make me frown
never thought to back down
tattered sleeves, go to town
north-east trees, all stripped down
tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down

pages fold
you know doves will fly
wrapped in words
so happy you could die
letters break my mold
what to do but try?
those dogs are getting old
by the yard we’d lie

tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down
tattered sleeves, i shut down

wings

W https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmXpU0bRPA0
arning Signs of Suicide
Suicide Prevention Resource Center
https://sprc.org › warning-signs-of-suicide
Warning Signs of Suicide. People who are considering suicide may show signs that they are thinking about or planning to attempt suicide. These are known as ...

#IMSOJAYVL — 12/12/2024 3:38 PM
When yo girl dukes buy new ram for the new cod but you still on 60hz but u pop an addy to make up for it, but then her mom walks in

Gentle faith total suffering — 12/12/2024 3:38 PM
And then u get on n its a lobby of all asians

And  you talk like someone else :notes:🎶

- lyrics -
𓍯𓂃

spun those webs through me
tell me that i’m pretty
and suddenly, he could waive the feeling
back then i’d take what could get me eating
just take off my tee
guns turned, count to three
“she gives in at the first sign”
now i’m holy
something i can’t define
just take off my tee

oh stop, make it stop
knuckles going numb
white dove bleeding scarlet words in the tub
draw out what i’ve needed
arms strung above
bruises on my legs
guess i’m growing up

oh stop, make it stop
know i asked for it once
bend it backwards
mind goes blank to his touch
dry off in the driveway
warmth in my lungs
sheets strewn on the floor
god knows i’ll throw up

Dove (demo)

the skin off my face gonna leave a scar
i scratch and pick and bitch till i bleed more
i rub my eyes red till i wake up
fantasize that i could never wake up
never thought i'd hide so damn much
living side by side with a phantom
watch a couple movies just to pass by
couple weeks and months so damn tired 

i can see my shitty grades pinned up on the wall
you try and try again aint no make up test at all
no father role model that can beat sense into me
closest thing  i had crashed and died in '23

i like to think a lot about meeting you there
a flick of the wheel with my fingers in the air
the tires unwrap like a dragon on fire
noone else was hurt

got a full tank imma get gone
not in the job of hurting ppl lets move on
it got real dark and i got real scared
crossed fingers in the mirror broken in the air

what i amounted to 
is it good enough
when you hear the sound
can you feel the snuff
when the rooster's down
and your time is up
despite it all
never give up

the skin off my face gonna leave a scar
i scratch and pick and bitch till i bleed more
i rub my eyes red till i wake up
fantasize that i could never wake up
never thought i'd hide so damn much
living side by side with a phantom
watch a couple movies just to pass by
couple weeks and months so damn tired 

what i amounted to 
is it good enough
when you hear the sound
can you feel the snuff
when the rooster's down
and your time is up
despite it all
never give up

snufff

Written recorded and produced by Reserv

Art by Tyler Hollum @firstlifecycle

Say it before I go so I don't have to lie. Save me from my physical humor, define. Say it before we go into your bedroom tonight. Tell me that I'm more than a rumor.
You and me, I think we're a thing. (Say it ain't, oh, so, obviously)
You and me, I think we're a thing. (Say it ain't, oh, so say it ain't so)
Though blue is green and yellow is pink, and red is a shade of aquamarine.. 
You and me, I think we're a thing.

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Это та музыка, под которую хочется целоваться в развалинах мегаполиса 🌆💔🔌.

wings

elliebell