Sad shit pt7

(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmm
mmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

spotify

why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

produced by maxmadethebeat  & aidan han n a little by me

@1kaido
@yoshi

//Lyrics

(scruff)
im on her page like a stalker
stop talking you're a goner
i won't take your offers
24 bottles down, that's not what i taught her
pills sitting, on top of her dresser
i wanna caress her
I showed my diamonds to my mama i'm a flexer
took the call 3 times, knowing you would get hurt
we going up
love how you're not showin up
i tell myself im glowing up
dont tell me how to run this shit
you make wanna throw up

(kaido)

Stalker

stalker w/ kaido & christian blair [p. maxmadethebeat + aidanhan]

prod. @drmabeats @johnnyfriend

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

will u be here while i run up a check
i'd take a red dot off ur neck and onto mine
baby i love when we're intertwined
baby just call me anytime
i'm gon get us right
if u wanna go then we can go, 
u aint gotta tell no one @ home <3

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

SPOTIFY

a little attention

GO STREAM ON SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/3YxqZR4UbQTajsyrlDOOcs?si=46607be5bb4c48e5

im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/reefuh and https://soundcloud.com/scrufff yay

prod me obviously :D

milktea 초콜렛군 오렌지양

reef + scruff - sweet tea (sai)

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

w/ https://soundcloud.com/starfall prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves & https://soundcloud.com/buginfestedfloorboards
You hurt everytime you love
And I break every sense of trust
I wish I could love you
But i'm making it hard too
Same place that and we're at
Is how we started I hate that
You can't handle the truth
It's so easy being over you

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Tell me if it's really you
i wanna show you all the things we'll do 
Maybe i'll tell you some exciting news
I think i'm startna really like u too 
I think you're great
Always late
Don't care what the world could say about you 
Hate all the way 
When somebody can't relate around you
Hey, may i say, that i really like being around you 
Changing your mind and shit
I'd rather have you lie than this 
Maybe it's time to quit 
But you are all i'm thinking about

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Everytime You Love w/ Starfall (Joshwa, Soju & Rosesleeves)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0SmkZC1tpVXBRyoSCSO9jB?si=ee68482675f04351
ty spark & maxflynn

can you tell what part you don't understand
I've been picking up the piece but it falls between your hands
so I gotta get away from you
too many problems that have gotten in the way of you

you got some bad habits
baby can you tell me why you mad at it
you make it difficult cause all you do is snap at it
I don't wanna get attached but im so bad at it
you make me wanna run away and just act like idk you
now that we stopped talking what is next, like what you gon do?
now im not beside you, you got no one else to go to
when I look into your eyes, can you tell me how you feeling when you telling all those lies

we still got problems all the time
say you didn't mean to do it but you do it when you lie
it really wouldn't been an issue, but you do it every night
every time we talk about it, you just put it to the side, now im cutting all our ties.

gotta go to her cause you never were around
yeah as soon as I learn all your plans are going south cuz
you keep begging me to stay but I just wanna leave
you made it clear to me, that its just never what it seems
back then we would do it again
but you still go to someone other no I don't want to pretend
that I can love you anymore,
no I cant trust you anymore.

you got some bad habits
baby can you tell me why you mad at it
you make it difficult cause all you do is snap at it
I don't wanna get attached but I'm so bad at it
you make me wanna run away and just act like idk you
now that we stopped talking what is next, like what you gon do?
now I'm not beside you, you got no one else to go to
when I look into your eyes, can you tell me how you feeling when you telling all those lies


(I know that you still want us to be together)
(But we got problems every time)
(But we got problems every time)
(But we got problems every time)

bad habits (siemspark maxflynn)

<3
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/6yi4fEiQI2loxxqP6ssmTD?si=6703114e8b80452f

you better go (@1ohmygon)

prod. kidhoodiee + anh + vnoahh + me

lyrics soon idk where there are

having fun + playing

imissu

Ghost Love

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

the only lyrics i ever sat down and write 🙏 i always punch in yea.



you gave me a feeling, i never thought i had
somehow i keep dreaming, although it never ends
oh if i had the chance, i think i would be you
oh i would sing and dance, why cannot i be you?

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

oh i scream and shout, my recklessness
its so much worse, when i pretend
i hissed and pout, all my regrets
its just my curse, that i live with

if i could change things, if i could change things
then i would maybe, figure you out
im sick of chasing, im sick of waiting
im sick of chasing, oh how i need this

he didnt notice, he didnt notice, he didnt notice
that she is
she didnt notice, she didnt notice, she didnt notice
that he is
now they both notice, now they both notice, now they both notice
but they have gone too far
i wanna know
if i can be you?
(x2)

i lay awake
its hard to take
i sleep away
i wish you stayed with me...

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

Endie

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