w/ @kiryano 
@1luvpurp @pyu

(@whyhaze)
since last week i've been thinking abt you
when you called me and said you want it to be true
i run away from all my problems
i wont run away from you 
know you're exactly what i wanted
girl you make my heart move
im right here if you need someone to talk to
i stay awake at night off these pills body cant move
i need you for life girl im hoping we can pull thru
i knew it was love at first sight the first time i saw u
what you want girl i got it for u
dropping pills inside my cup just to feel smth thats brand new
staring at your eyes pretty face i adore you
now that i finally have you

(@kiryano)
all these girls just wanna come n talk to me but ion gaf
ur the only one thats on my mind the only one i love
i wish i could go back to the day when both of us metup
ye i still remember how the leaves fell in that september
i need u
i dont need anything 
she dont need anything
but us here
its not just the pretty things
ur conscious so clear
this love only hurts whenever ur not near
it doesnt matter
it doesnt matter 
yea its whatever
well be there for each other
we both need something to not lose our heads
i think ill write a song n then smoke go to bed

all platforms ##

adore w/ kiryano (luvpurp & meta)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6KDcFiVAwcUpOszrdzJQQU?si=e03f3dc1ecc74eef

there's a picture of you hung up on my wall
If I see u might die it's hard to tell
Fight for me my love
You're my Iron lung
Take a capsule once a day js for one month
If well tolerated double the amount ..
break & fall apart
pills to make u numb
always crying all alone you're by yourself
ones who raised you they betrayed you tore u up ..
pain expunge my lungs
grieving years of loss
a little older, little wiser but I'm numb
chewed and threw me out js like a piece of gum 
breath warm on my tongue 
you're my iron lung

SPOTIFY

Iron lung (dimple + luvpurp)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4V5QxejliNbULZaX2vqT4G?si=e92895688b654722

If you want me to come over
hit my phone, don't gotta call
I'll be there within 10 minutes
with a girl right now, I'll stall
you're my owner, give me orders
I'll obey; I'm just a dog
throw your bones my way 
I'll gnaw on them
I'll gnaw until I fall

(until I fall)

(don't need a soul)

I saw your girl treats you like shit, I bet she makes you really happy
putting everyone above you, it'll make you really happy
don't want you to leave my side even tho you make me unhappy
look around my walls are baren, not a poster on the wall

(until I fall)

(don't need a soul)

take your picture off the wall
why keep living? Idk
someone else will come along & take your place & then I'll know
I like circles, I like cycles, I like knowing what'll come
I don't think I'll ever break from it, it's way too comfortable

If you want me to come over
hit my phone, don't gotta call
I'll be there within 10 minutes
with a girl right now, I'll stall
you're my owner, give me orders
I'll obey; I'm just a dog
throw your bones my way 
I'll gnaw on them
I'll gnaw until I fall

dog (1sadboii)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5QvQuQvZL4WZ26BdYS9FQw?si=4beb6806ce7e4f4e

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkGi54guAoA&ab_channel=fangs

are there ghosts inside my room ... watching me in secret ?
what's it worth to you? tell me would you keep it ?
would you seek it?
would you leave it ?
& I'll try .
I'll try to act like nothing's wrong - I'm fine .
my face betrays my thoughts; they're in my eyes...
In my voice ...
I tried everything but I can't hide
I hate when they see me from the side
everything I want is a disguise
a layer to protect me from the scars
I was never meant to play a part
strings tied around me and my heart
thoughts float around me in the dark
I js wanna hold you in my arms
I just want to hold you close my love

Houdini houdini 
I might disappear 
I might go psychosis
M.I.A. I’m out of here
I might write a letter signed with blood it’s for my peers
I love you too much. I can’t live another year
Houdini houdini
I might disappear
I might throw a love bomb, ticking time bomb, don’t stay near 
If I really like you take my mask off I’ll unveil
Show you who I really am, show you all my fears
Houdini houdini
Watch me as I drown
I been in a locked cage
I been underground
I been underwater 
I can’t even make a sound
Reaching for my keys
Pop a lock I might break out
Houdini houdini
Your secrets safe with me
Take it to my early grave
Take it to my keep
I might finally rest today,
I might finally sleep .

ghosts/houdini (luvpurp & jkj) *MV IN DESCRIPTION*

prod @catchnshoot

Music video : https://youtu.be/qK0nc0CPN28?si=ZJvAXcve5UwkwyJW

Lyrics :

Hold me, hold me closely
tell me your secrets all night
get no sleep
kiss me
i can feel your heart when it’s beating 
dying
rip my heart out just for you see it

I just can’t look
it’s killing me
piece by piece
I’ll be the strings tied around your heart
the ones that make you beat
tell me do you feel anything 
anything at all ?
when you’re right there next to me
remember you said you’d be right here
Well I can’t see you
I can’t 
I can’t 

I would wear your skin
just to feel you once again
tell me do you hate that i still care
care
should i maybe go away
away
got so much i wanna say to u
say

ballads of the undead (chaosysl)

2am freestyle

fill my chalice up with blood
take a sip, take a sip
pump my gums with novacain
it felt numb when we kissed
you & her js not the same
cross your name off my list
In & out of hell forever 
I might die, I might live
me & her are stuck together
trying to carve her out my ribs
keep my devil on my shoulder
there's an angel near my lips
you're so pretty when you're mad
you're so pretty when you scream at me
don't like when you call me dad
when we **** it's more intimate
kind've toxic, kind've sad
& I hate I'm kind've into it
wrote a letter to my past
& we rolled, & we burnt to it
& my brit flew in from manny
Alex came from South Dakota
I js popped another bean
popped the seal inside my soda
popped another I'm a fien
I can't stop, no I can't ever
she kinda lusting on my jeans
pop my dick out or whatever

I guess that girl a slut whatever
It's not like I'm any better

my life finally looking up
I guess I'm feeling much better
haven't picked the cutter up
flipped a switch I flipped a lever
rent an AMG 
I love cutting up in rainy weather
160MPH if you get caught get sent to jail
love a smart bitch straight from yale
I like when you call me phil
pour a pint like I'm Ohgeesy and I told her whuss the deal

chalice (dreamboi)

@friendly @whyhaze @dimpleb @knotchej

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friendly & whyhaze - restart (dimpleb & knotchej)

recorded in january
prod @1luvpurp

You could be my secret 
i’ll keep you until i’m gone
Girl i just want to keep you
You’re not just no one
Lately i’ve been feeling 
Like dying in your arms 
You keep me up until dawn
Hoping you will hold on
(Just hold on)

Can’t hold it in
It’s hurting me overtime 
Stay here until the end
I’m not sure
if i’ll make it through tonight 
And i still feel you 
right next to me
If i close my eyes
And as my skin sinks deep into your teeth
I just can’t say goodbye 

And i don’t want to waste your time
Time’s forever changing
But i still feel the same way
Something here is just not right
I’ve been laying on my grave
Baby for you i’ve been waiting

I just can't say Goodbye @1luvpurp ♯°♫

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god