SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6KDcFiVAwcUpOszrdzJQQU?si=e03f3dc1ecc74eef

there's a picture of you hung up on my wall
If I see u might die it's hard to tell
Fight for me my love
You're my Iron lung
Take a capsule once a day js for one month
If well tolerated double the amount ..
break & fall apart
pills to make u numb
always crying all alone you're by yourself
ones who raised you they betrayed you tore u up ..
pain expunge my lungs
grieving years of loss
a little older, little wiser but I'm numb
chewed and threw me out js like a piece of gum 
breath warm on my tongue 
you're my iron lung

SPOTIFY

Iron lung (dimple + luvpurp)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5zncl3H1gMdjDNjkN48Xsq?si=2f22c73c7e30420d

first's thing's first, I need to setup a baseline
what is real, what you heard through the grapevine
why i'm numb, what I want, why I make art
who am I, who are you, are we soul tied?
when did it start? might have started before our time
cursed from young, don't remember my first canines
writing on a chalkboard, 2011 I was just 9 
I love telling jokes, I love telling them the punchline

I'm ashamed of who I was big time 
people that I've hurt, I can never make ammends, I-
close my eyes, I see 3 names and we all lied
people who I loved, people who once loved me back too
brand new white BIC lighter, yea I like you
27 club, lemme make through 22
secrets that I'll take to my grave, yea I have too
Secrets that I'll take to my grave, if you ever knew ...

Scared of the past, yea I'm scared of the past, You-
scared? I won't grow? Yea I'm scared I'll never pass you.
fear in my voice, you can hear it when I speak to you.
heart's filled w/ apathy, I wish I never met you.

amends (1sadboii)

6/14/2024

Lovestory (Prod. K1ro)

prod @friendly

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/xrsEeXVQmFU?si=c5KWi1X1XW7qaeEF
https://open.spotify.com/track/3HNC24vPIumpvnFfkGoeqV?si=3e16889047554a2b 

girl, I know you care 
if you need me I’ll be there for you
I just wanna stop and stare 
and look right at you cuz I want you 
Girl, you make my heart tear 
when I think you’re leaving on me
Hope you know I’m right here
cry on my shoulder lean right on me

How I love the feeling when my skin is peeling off 
you can treat me like a doll
I’ll be whatever you want
and how I love the feeling when my heart just drops
It’s only when I see you 
and you pick it back up

I wonder if I’m in your thoughts when you wake up
i know there’s something wrong in my head
but i’ll change up
change just for you
i just wanted to say some
a long the lines of
“you’re the one for me”

let me bite through you 
girl i’m craving you
I got a lot of secrets that I want to say to you 
I got blood on my jeans and my jeans brand new
I feel so far from you
did I think this through
I want your blood, 
won’t you rip my heart to shreds 
baby hurt me like some cuts
don’t you love it when i’m dead
i wish i could hold you
but i got scissor hands
this could be my last chance
can you save me like some narcan

doll Love (friendly)

Prod @1luvpurp & @yahwehshua

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/Px7enNIyM4A?si=lFV5RLQM8dz0kZ8e
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/track/6poWHTd3AAcj0JG0UxL0qL?si=73275182f4ed40a0

It’s not over yet
Girl i need you right here, right here
Near me
i don’t think i can control this feeling 
My heart you can keep it
I’m not sure  if i need it
Girl i’m trynna see you tonight 

*I’ve been trying to tell you*

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone
I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
Only time, only time

I’ll go wherever for you 
I’ll go wherever you don’t got to tell me twice 
But baby tell me the truth 
Do you feel it when you look into my eyes
Promise that i feel it for you
For you, for you
My heart’s beating out my chest
Got so much i want to tell you

My heart’s beating out my chest
Got so much i want to tell you
I’m feeling for you

Only time (Luvpurp & Viyah)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/39WfPgCInOo1zpbG38i7RD?si=f4f3ddf08b9f4f00

It's kind've funny, ain't it?
haven't thought of you in ages, but these memories coming back
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
cut myself up into quarters, I don't want your other half
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
how I hate you, while I love you too
It's kind've funny ain't it?
It's kind've fun, I hate it

It's kind've fun, I hate it

you knew me when I hated me so much I really tried to die
carve a poem on my skin, poke a needle through my eye
you ripped my ligaments I'm having trouble extending my arm
metal screws hold my bones, rubber bands in my palms

metal screws hold my bones, rubber bands in my palms

metal screws, kind've loose, making bands with my poems

It's kind've funny, ain't it?
haven't thought of you in ages, but these memories coming back
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
cut myself up into quarters, I don't want your other half
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
how I hate you, while I love you too
It's kind've funny, ain't it?
It's kind've fun, I hate it

ligaments (meta)

@whyhaze
@lilsadboiiudig

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZstQIjqUWqc

lyrics:

she just took a picture 
now she wanna post that 
now she wanna tag me 
l-o-v-e hashtag

now she wanna come back
i didn’t expect that 
now she feeling on me 
and she taking my hand

i remember back then 
you know we go way back
i know we go way back
do you remember back then?
when you used to call me 
i wish you still did that 

she just took a picture 
now she wanna post that 
now she wanna tag me 
l-o-v-e hashtag

now she wanna come back
i didn’t expect that 
now she feeling on me 
and she taking my hand

i can’t think straight 
where do i stand?
locked in
stack it up off the vyvance
work hard, get lit
perfect balance
why u showing up just to ask me for my gl

silver on my necklace 
925 it’s stainless
cop it i’m like what’s next?
spend a bag on you
i think that ur priceless
cop it if u want it 
new shoes, bracelets…

she just took a picture 
now she wanna post that 
now she wanna tag me 
l-o-v-e hashtag

now she wanna come back
i didn’t expect that 
now she feeling on me 
and she taking my hand

love story like you seen it in the movies
you, me
that’s us 
love pack 
smoke weed
do you see what i see?
do you feel what i feel?
every time i see you
you still giving me chills

you used to be geeking of them x pills
back then, young love
used to get so fucked up
but you know i still do
i just took a half tab
step up in the function 
smoking on that gas mask

she just took a picture 
now she wanna post that 
now she wanna tag me 
l-o-v-e hashtag

now she wanna come back
i didn’t expect that 
now she feeling on me 
and she taking my hand

picture (whyhaze 1sadboii) *MV IN DESC*

prod @pico-13910899

I just want you right here, angel.
We can go so far away where the wind blows 
and I just want to hold you so close
Writing poems, throwing rocks at your window
every time that you’re so far 
I lose my mind
I swear it gets hard to even breathe
I need you right here right next to me. 

You’re so perfect and I just want to be somebody to you 
I’ll get you what you want cuz you deserve it 
I’ll put my time into you cuz you’re worth it 
They hate cuz they want what they can’t get
I just want to pour up in the back of the benz
And maybe we could rock some shows
see the crowd how their raising their hands

And I don’t even want to be here like that
I just really wanna 
really wanna be yours so bad 
my whole room hurts
I only feel right when I’m next to her

ligaments (meta)

fangs