@7ripp0 @april211k 

i love anohana  if U couldn’t tell by now lol
n i love u too #HeavenBound


i feel like a shell of who i once was
yea i feel ashamed wanna give up
& im feeling sick 
feel like ima throw up
dont know why im trying
i wish i wasn’t like this

i think that i need u girl u fix me up
i stay awake at night thinking that i found love
yea i found you
you

i let the rain cry for me when i can’t
had to take a step back
that’s why i’ve been distant
trynna hold on 
but it hurts i got cuts on my hands
if i showed u all this
tell me would u understand

i think its all inside my head
crushing pills hope i end up dead
i thought i quit
but im doing this shit once again
im losing my grip man
idk what’s happening
to me
when im not with u im dying slowly

feels like they all hate me
im feeling crazy
yea i go insane off these pills that im taking
i lay awake ive been stressing and shaking
effort goes both ways don’t know why u blame me

give up (rippo & april21)

prod @1luvpurp @jkjmetasco

@1fangs:
I'm like tell me what u do it for . .  .   .
Lying spread out on the floor
Another lie like tell me more 
(Addicted to u I can't stop)
I look around like where u go ?
Driving on this lonely road
I'm putting coke inside my nose
(Reach out to me don't want to drown)
Funny how forgiveness is a lonely road
one I have to walk alone
The one who taught me how to grow
(I had to cut out one my bros)
Prettier than winter snow
Unlike anyone I've ever known
In the dark we start to glow
(Felt something that ive never known)
We could lie 
But we don't have to :3
In the car
U need a ride . .  .   .
& we fuck
like girl all night <3
listen to music
It's an illusion
I remenisce
I wanna die
I think of u
I wanna cry

These chains </3

@jkjmetasco:
we can love
idk u girl
if i bleed, oh well
i might just give u the world
i know lots of evil girls
but i still knew what u were
got ur love no surprise 
i got money onna side
i keep hoes onna side
she want tell me bout her life
i don’t want u to be my wife
and that girl she not my type
walk down i messed up 
i can confess, yuh

@1fangs:
Always seem to be more worried when im walking in n out
Living like a double agent my persona's running wild
my identity confusing to the people that i love
especially when im around u girl i'm psychological
I'm reading into what u said to me cuz maybe there's a clue
A key of sorts that i could use to know what I was supposed to do
I'll slit my wrist I'll kill myself I feel so empty next to you
You're using words that u don't mean like none of what u said was true
Despite it all you're still the one I want I don't know what to do
You're worse than every single switchblade tie my neck around a noose

these chains w/ jkjmetasco (jkj & luvpurp)

@lilsadboiiudig @whyhaze @neohnq
heavenBound lovestory

1sadboii & whyhaze - monster (neohn)

feel a bruise , In your bones
I don't wanna talk abt it
putting snow in your nose
can you even feel a thing ?
no I can't, my heart froze
you want me to cry abt it ?
here's my book, with some notes
someday you can write about them

Tell me that it's so
Tell me, tell me that you hate me
I don't fuck with you, I don't fuck girls that are crazy
are you trying to take my soul, while I'm trying to paint my legacy ?
Everything I know, finding out everything lately

It's a prayer - Do you hate me ?
I js want to know
cause I'll write you off so quickly
block you from my phone
do I hate you do I not ?
I don't even know
trying to connect my thoughts
strung together like some nodes

feel a bruise , In your bones
I don't wanna talk abt it
putting snow in your nose
can you even feel a thing ?
no I can't, my heart froze
you want me to cry abt it ?
here's my book, with some notes
someday you can write about them

why you want to be my drug? prescription to my pharmacy
Ill abuse it like some coke - drink it w/ some hennessy
can we please js act our age? stop acting like we 17
can I please js have 1 day, spend it in the summer heat

nodes (dimpleb)

@1fangs @pyu

bells ring, crossing unions u inside my heart <3
doves sing, when they run away they flock apart
truth hurts, a new szn a new lullaby
Bitter sweet, I will always want your voice ..

where’s my self respect to me ?
need distance away from you
I’ve been acting like a fool
lacking empathy I’m cruel

hvb we all the same
broken hearted knifes & chains
rip her throat out w/ my fangs
memories of distant pain
kill u off inside my brain

bells ring, crossing unions u inside my heart <3
doves sing, when they run away they flock apart
truth hurts, a new szn a new lullaby
Bitter sweet, I will always want your voice ..

I will always love your voice
when I hear u next to me
I feel safe I feel at peace
have my car yea have my keys
everything I do for me
really I do it for you ..
for your love do u approve ?
I don’t have nothing to lose ..

where’s my self respect to me ?
need distance away from you
I’ve been acting like a fool
lacking empathy I’m cruel

bells ring, crossing unions u inside my heart <3
doves sing, when they run away they flock apart
truth hurts, a new szn a new lullaby
Bitter sweet, I will always want your voice ..

next to mine

fangs - next to mine (meta)

@jkjmetasco & @violetxx9

 #theFlowerWeSawThatDay 🌸🌸🌸🌸

Lyrics:

should I take my time with you? 
It seems like I always lose ..enough. 
she asked me where are you goingg
My scars still showing 
my heart still roaring for you #rawr

when you call me
And you wanna talk to me 
meet me when it’s early 
Promise you’ll remember us 
cuz I die when you leave 
girl you make my heart stop 
now it’s for you to keep 
promise I won’t forget you now

when you call me
I’ll be there till the sun’s down sun’s down
I think I’m needing you right now right now 
my heartbeats to the drum sound drum sound 
wish you heard it all but we’re so far apart

Spotify

I won't forget u (jkjmetasco & violet)

MUSIC VIDEO :

https://youtu.be/S3MbrWXT3XQ

prod by @pyu @violetxx9

i hope you can hear me
late nights talking to the wall
and now i'm screaming
i miss you so dearly
wandered out on the backstreets 
i'm dying on the concrete

where are you ?
now i'm stranded and you called it
my skin's blue like the ribbons on your white dress
my last thoughts i don't know it's not important
don't ask me where i'm going
I'll see you next morning

your blood in my palms
your love is my drug
there's a storm inside my heart
it's pouring 'till it dries out
hit me when the sun's down
ask me if i'm up

it still feels like you're here
right here right here
it still feels like you're here
right here right here

i hope you can hear me
late nights talking to the wall
and now i'm screaming
i miss you so dearly
wandered out on the backstreets 
i'm dying on the concrete

where are you ?
now i'm stranded and you called it
my skin's blue like the ribbons on your white dress
my last thoughts i don't know it's not important
don't ask me where i'm going
I'll see you next morning

the flower we saw that day (meta & violet) *music video in desc*

People walk by I observe
I don’t speak a single word
Sum to see yea sum to learn
Idk if there’s a cure
I need sun I need to burn 
I need love je veut ton coeur 
J’ai de la honte et j’ai de la peur 

Once upon a time in Paris
Tied a lock now I’m embarrassed
I just wanna talk to you
I just wanna talk to you

In the park yeah I observe 
Different people, different worlds 
Different fauna, different ferns 
Different swans, yea different birds 

Everything I do I assume you see through it 
I’m not trying to lie when I’m telling you I knew it

observe (dimpleb & jkj)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5gX74DOUzpnZp8vAehZL5r?si=60c1e96b79574d66

what you did for me 
put me back together, half my parts; machined
touching on my arm but I can't feel a thing

I remember you
the one I've always wanted & an angel too
last face that I saw inside the ICU
I wish I had my old heart I would feel so good

I don't feel no more
lungs replaced with iron & my heart with gold
artficial organs running through my bones
I will always love you coded in my soul

tell me that you love me
girl I can't reciprocate, I can lie through my teeth
we both took a pill, girl you start to grind up on me
I js grind my teeth, I've been geeking off this molly
sorry I'm not sorry
I wish I could care, no I haven't lost the irony
lean back in my chair, If I fall, it was meant to be
came back from beyond, look how far. look how far I've come .
if it hurts I'm sorry .
you're the one who brought me back, you're the one who found me .
I didn't used to go to sleep, you programmed that in me
I won't hold a grudge, if you'd like to you can change me

SPOTIFY

machined (1sadboii)

@im2dull @johnnyrunts @1luvpurp

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