whyhaze & 1sadboii - call me (prod. luvpurp)

@1luvpurp @jxyy2k

https://open.spotify.com/track/5yOEIt9uBZCvK8Ebt4CSxy?si=d36b74c5b528473e 

A new chapter ❤️‍🩹📝,

promise you showed
now it's getting hard to digest that it's all over
i cannot look back
i let go of what we had

baby i, i still feel you inside my heart
i still feel you inside, but this time it feels wrong
now i'm desperately trying to keep it together
i keep my calm while it's all falling apart

now i can't feel a thing
look at what you did to me
hope you know i tried so hard 
it's for you i bleed
i even tried to forget
how you put me through torment
you found your way back into my head

i didn't know that love could feel so wrong
my skins getting cold
i know you want me to hold on
but i gotta leave, i gotta go
i won't fall for any of this anymore

i can't help but wonder what it could've been like
if that was the real you this whole time
after it goes under, i hope you look forward
i still care for you even though you lied

ALL PLATS

keep my calm (luvpurp & jxyy2k)

Dad what’s wrong
Cutting up through traffic, it’s a sing along
Somethings wrong
Going 160 on the highway I was 10 years old
I could never focus I was bored, I was paralyzed ￼
Parents always screaming I was scared, I was terrified 
Ain’t it fun by Paramore was blasting on the stereo
Bracing for an impact that ain’t ever come

Get back and there’s no one home
Lights on lights lights off 
I don’t wanna start a fight 
I js want to get home tonight

Do I stay bitter do I let it go ?

And there’s nothing wrong
start over as many times u need
& I wrote a song
every single time they made me bleed
trying not to drown
hold my head a foot above the sea
& I  feel, I feel for you ..
'cause my feet, they fit your shoes
& there's nothing wrong
burning bridges they don't ever use
& there's nothing wrong
If you're lost, you dont know what to do
& I'll scream, I'll scream to you
cause Ive walked same path as you
& there's nothing wrong with you if you grew up being abused
& there's nothing wrong, if you gotta cry you feel so used
I fell, I fell for you
so I faught, I faught for you

for me

nothing wrong (dimpleb)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6DoeTY8f7Q6EnUfF42av9J?si=dfe7f4d30f6d4688

papers in my diary 
filled to the brim with Irony 
yea every single time you lied to me 

contact you I miss you girl
I want to see you in my bed
I want to see you laid up next to me

you the safest in my arms
I would never hurt you girl
little did I know I'm robbing me 

Cause secretly you are Insane
Secretly you love the games
Secretly you just want the old me

yea I know you too well...
I'm not under your spell
& even If I fell before
I chose to let you go

les pages qui sont dans mon journal
Remplies avec tes initiales
J'essaie de comprendre les mots que tu m'as dits

Quand je te vois, c'est une horreur
Quand je te vois, j'ai mal au cœur
Quand je te vois, j'ai juste envie de mourir

Voler de mon innocence, 
De ma jeunesse, dès ma naissance
Un film d'horreur, j'ai grandi dans un flic

Prends avantage de ma patience
Mais dans le mien, j'ai pris de l'essance
Une allumette, j'ai mis fin à mon cirque

SPOTIFY

Papers In My Diary (fangs luvpurp)

@1luvpurp @okgoony @johnnyrunts @whyhaze

xx ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚˚ʚ♡ɞ˚˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

luvpurp - can't relax w/ goony, johnnyrunts & whyhaze (luvpurp)

People walk by I observe
I don’t speak a single word
Sum to see yea sum to learn
Idk if there’s a cure
I need sun I need to burn 
I need love je veut ton coeur 
J’ai de la honte et j’ai de la peur 

Once upon a time in Paris
Tied a lock now I’m embarrassed
I just wanna talk to you
I just wanna talk to you

In the park yeah I observe 
Different people, different worlds 
Different fauna, different ferns 
Different swans, yea different birds 

Everything I do I assume you see through it 
I’m not trying to lie when I’m telling you I knew it

observe (dimpleb & jkj)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5gX74DOUzpnZp8vAehZL5r?si=60c1e96b79574d66

what you did for me 
put me back together, half my parts; machined
touching on my arm but I can't feel a thing

I remember you
the one I've always wanted & an angel too
last face that I saw inside the ICU
I wish I had my old heart I would feel so good

I don't feel no more
lungs replaced with iron & my heart with gold
artficial organs running through my bones
I will always love you coded in my soul

tell me that you love me
girl I can't reciprocate, I can lie through my teeth
we both took a pill, girl you start to grind up on me
I js grind my teeth, I've been geeking off this molly
sorry I'm not sorry
I wish I could care, no I haven't lost the irony
lean back in my chair, If I fall, it was meant to be
came back from beyond, look how far. look how far I've come .
if it hurts I'm sorry .
you're the one who brought me back, you're the one who found me .
I didn't used to go to sleep, you programmed that in me
I won't hold a grudge, if you'd like to you can change me

machined (1sadboii)

2am freestyle

fill my chalice up with blood
take a sip, take a sip
pump my gums with novacain
it felt numb when we kissed
you & her js not the same
cross your name off my list
In & out of hell forever 
I might die, I might live
me & her are stuck together
trying to carve her out my ribs
keep my devil on my shoulder
there's an angel near my lips
you're so pretty when you're mad
you're so pretty when you scream at me
don't like when you call me dad
when we **** it's more intimate
kind've toxic, kind've sad
& I hate I'm kind've into it
wrote a letter to my past
& we rolled, & we burnt to it
& my brit flew in from manny
Alex came from South Dakota
I js popped another bean
popped the seal inside my soda
popped another I'm a fien
I can't stop, no I can't ever
she kinda lusting on my jeans
pop my dick out or whatever

I guess that girl a slut whatever
It's not like I'm any better

my life finally looking up
I guess I'm feeling much better
haven't picked the cutter up
flipped a switch I flipped a lever
rent an AMG 
I love cutting up in rainy weather
160MPH if you get caught get sent to jail
love a smart bitch straight from yale
I like when you call me phil
pour a pint like I'm Ohgeesy and I told her whuss the deal

chalice (dreamboi)

0:00 - solo
1:05 - w/ @5ia
2:00 - w/ @ihateukidu
2:38 - solo
3:21 - w/ @gotchigo
4:23 - solo
5:07 - w/ @yashio20k
6:04 - w/ @neohnq
6:53 - w/ @neohnq
7:48 - solo
8:39 - w/ @77mending
9:36 - w/ @5ia
10:22 - solo
11:33 - w/ @prodfeature
12:25 - w/ @m2monroe
13:22 - solo
14:21 - <3

fall 24 | cy kidu gotchigo yashio neohn 77mending feature monroe

@friendly @whyhaze @dimpleb @knotchej

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