Loving someone complicated… when they can’t even love them self.
don’t know how to remove those feelings 
i think I need somebody help.

Cuz growing up was turbulent w screaming violence n no love
And now I’m all grown up I guess but something not right not at all 
And I catch feelings way too quickly then I start to hate myself
I don’t know how I’m self aware yet unable to fix myself


I’m w u I wish I was acting cooler
Nitpicking at everything I do
And u notice u feel like I’m a loser
Well truthfully I must agree w u

 

Agriechous as it sounds I know it’s true


but you can’t help me w that who are u


To have so much control over my mood

I cut you off and I feel so much better

But my curse real I can’t get close to u

Cuz if I care I want what’s for the better 
 
But don’t put myself first and then I lose 



How many fucking hours did u spend gaming as a child 
Every fucking day for 7 hours at a time 
Collecting green stars it was secret not mine
Used to feel so happy now I feel the rot inside…

stars at night <3

fangs