JB x Shinjin

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

gutter (fauna)

Coprod @blushxoxo (@blushxoxoo on ig/twitter)

have it all prod sg +otaku7s

vox/production/mix/cover-art by me (@bigdog30k)

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

:FALL FALL:
:IT ALL FALLS THROUGH:

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

                   ⟳

didnt i tell you i was fine?
(did i tell you i was fine?)
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
(i think maybe you just heard wrong baby)
i cant do this one more time
(i think i do this all the time)
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady
(i learned to doubt, theres always something shady)

im still waiting

Still Waiting

by me prod me ft @820

cover art by @birthdayism

crave ft. nosgov

@buffalobang @with3rx @tahertg @bigdog30k
cover art adonis nahr

[adonis nahr]
i take another step back, another step back
when it all fell apart, i ain't feel bad
lead me on again, i dont need that
you still talking to me? now why is that?
will i feel this way tomorrow?
i been working odd jobs like Kintaro
am i living a life thats to die for?
still here, ima take a photo

uninstall
everything i know
i wanna forget it all
unlearn it, get it outta my head
again and again and again and again

on your mark
im ready to go
if i lead would you follow?
im running late again
and again and again and again

[buffalobang]
im still waiting for your affirmation
im still waiting i hope it will be diffrent
as long as a i remember ill try to forget
if its not me then its somebody else
if its not here then its somewhere else
feels like forever ill be standing here
tounge tied for another year
i wanna

uninstall
everything i know
i wanna forget it all
unlearn it, get it outta my head
again and again and again and again

on your mark
im ready to go
if i lead would you follow?
im running late again
and again and again and again

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
oh what a shame
i wake up, its the same again
unlearn it, i
i got it outta my head
that look in your eyes
that look in your eyes
i cant remember what you said

uninstall ft buffalobang (with3r, bigdog30k, taher)

@methboiswag @prod-roxa @sprr00w
get my passport out, pockets emptied out
need to boost it up, let me ask around
i'm off of tramadol, feel it so perfect now
can you wake me up when these people go?
check surroundings out, light it, pass around
i make a fool of myself, they're laughing at the clown
i like to turn it up, hop in & jump around
frontflip in the crowd

what's my name? can't think ayea
i'm too gone, forget bout you
make mistakes
i change my ways
can't show my face, i'm crazy bout you
man they love to talk, keep your mouth shut
what's this all about? can't get back up
in uk for a month
oatmilk pass the cup
smoke fill up my lungs
i can't stand up

get my passport out, pockets emptied out
need to boost it up, let me ask around
i'm off of tramadol, feel it so perfect now
can you wake me up when these people go?
check surroundings out, light it, pass around
i make a fool of myself, they're laughing at the clown
i like to turn it up, hop in & jump around
frontflip in the crowd

gutter (fauna)

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