нось скок фит будет замутить ?

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

all audio by me / coverart also by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

In each attempt...

Your symbol laid in the view of my path

And with every step that I took, with deft

If you weren’t beside me, I knew it wouldn’t be the last

Where do you believe were from?
And where do you think we’ll go, from here?

I wanna hear it all from you,
So tell me how you feel...

Don’t act like you know how this will go,

Will you leave me alone, when I need you close?

I knew
You see
Through me

I knew you could see through me...

You see some things that i cant see
Ohhh

Although sometimes,
You tire my mind

Im worried sick
Will she survive?

Just one more night
Just one more try

To grab this rope
Attempt to climb

Its yours to take
Your choice, not mine

Its not the end
You still have time

I see you’re trying for yourself this time,
And thats a better start

Trust me, no matter where we are
I'll hold your voice inside my heart.

Well, do you care if I bring it up?

Your presence weighs on me and its tough to look away

And when I sing of something else...

You keep on coming up,
No matter what i say...

Ohhh,
Well maybe thats okay

Where do you believe were from?
And where do you think we’ll go, from here?

I wanna hear it all from you,
So tell me how you feel...

Don’t act like you know how this will go,

Will you leave me alone, when I need you close?

I knew you could see through me

"caring hurts, but i cant turn it off..."

in grey

by me prod me ft @820

cover art by @birthdayism

crave ft. nosgov

ft. @sprigtek
prod. me & @sprigtek

(gl0)
im ur god see?
20 fucking falling
i cant fall again
i used to smoke death
ur eyes starry
ik its fucked up
i just want u here, i want u near 
i want u fucked up
i wanna kill and erase i wanna taste what u love
if i cant bring u down i wanna take what u love
we can wait til the night, i promise i wont bite
i wanna take my own life, i wanna take my own life
deep shift in the dark, i wanna see u whimper, i might even say what u think u wanted
im right in ur way ik u wont remember
cutting in with love, it takes me

(sprig)
faith is out
faith is done
aahh
filled with doubt
i cant go too long
without
running into
what was
full moon
and u look at me like first blood
dont care
that it hurts to touch
im your choice
and its never too much
its not hard
ill just keep my mouth shut
sorry if i cant
do what u want
wide gash
cuz the blade is too blunt
if u get too close
you’ll get cut
who knows, u might want it, up front
look in every crack
and every corner
to find nothing and
said i made mistakes
but im the type to say it
then do it again
fuck
i b losing my friends
cant trust
don’t look,
they’re dead
to us
its me, and the meds
ill hurt like this till death

faith ft. sprigtek (gl0 x sprig)

https://soundcloud.com/stellaestellae

whats next?
ecstasy made me sweat
had to second guess
what was it for?
i get the drop to my door
second floor
6 grams, you would think im schizophrenic
skin and bones, i think i need a medic
i stay pretending, need a script
i think the pain makes it hit

put new meaning in what i say just to say something mean
delusion is a part of faith, its what you want to believe

long black coat with the hardware gloves
i dont even think i love, find it hard enough to trust
im still posted in the cut, wassup
wanna go up like a dove, will i ever be enough

made the payment, cover my face after I swallow the E's
you made me look the other way, I send emojis
you made me look the other way, i cut my face
chrome hearts silver chain, ace of spades
benzos, gatorate
I dont know what i should wear today (nike or the prada)
stressed out so i press escape
in the woods and im smoking on the canopy

what's next? [prod. stellae]

https://www.instagram.com/arideyes/
@winter @arideyes
art by me

i dont have a soul looking out for me
you said understand, you see right through me
set me free,
you see me in every angle like it's 3d
drowning in the weight, im lost at sea

havent felt like this in forever
i dont wanna talk, like i swear my head hurts
every time im losing to the pressure
i dont rlly get, why it isnt better

(i need company
fill my soul with something, anything
if you cant find me
just know im out there burying)

spotify

soul (winter)

reserv - dirtbag (prod. odel)

prod https://soundcloud.com/ddertbag

Miracle Freestyle

this is not gonna work
i can already tell you this is not gonna work
and it's sad cus i really like you

she's an angel that just caused a scene
she's a miracle thats into me
and i swear i saw you in my sleep
in a dream inside a dream

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

she said "can't be around someone like you"
she said "just put together 2 and 2"
i know, did not expect true love so soon
i love the way you dance, the way you move

she gets mad at me so easily
i cant blame her been awhile since i was feelin me
trynna fuck up my routine
i got business to attend, wake up get dressed and leave

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

Miracle (Ddertbag)

prod @lb66 + @lllovbug
mixing + mastering @crimsonchvos

juliet my grave is like to be my wedding bed

i ain't got no fuckin money heading out a tenner on me
keep a place in your heart for me maybe i'll be back on monday
everytime i trusted her my feelings got abused 
know you're not the same shouldn't take it out on you
i feel like fuckin romeo how could i just let it go ?
i just miss my juliet i just hope you wont forget
i never let them in when i do it means everything 
thats why loves my poison same time its my medicine 

wherefore art thou juliet ?
romeo like lets get onnit ? hell baby yeah yeah
wherefore art thou romeo ?
getting ready to get onnit boutta hit your phone

me and juliet holding hands bouncing to the shop
what we boutta get ? i don't know this is all i've got
i don't care what we're doing i just wanna be with you
we could be like anywhere but baby yeah, you're still my view
me and juliet holding hands it wont last forever
thats not really the point though i still want our time together
lets have have fun doing things that we shouldn't
you made me love life when i couldn't

crave ft. nosgov

Avast

Recent comments

shugsteezy

fartgod

DEADSTATION

xx

Related tracks