THRAX w/ phoenix and sydney

and i'm tallying the days till it falls through 
shattered all the mosaics in throne room
i'm like a 28 gauge, do not misuse
i'm doomscrolling on ebay i feel refurbished like new
glass tableaux yeah i'm see through
but it's so cathartic knowing i can fully trust you
this shit's out of phase but i'll invert through
you know i can't correlate but i try my best to 

i just wanna be where you are
rolling up my sleeves now they're ours
light another pack till' it's dark
i don't wanna crash anymore
you're holding both my hands in your car
you say that i can handle it more

sleeves

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art shot and edited by: noelle correa (@seaweedproductions1116) and i

lyrics:

deep end

how did i end up here?
i thought my mind was finally clear
but it wasn’t

in march i truly thought it was the end
why don’t we bring back that downfall again?
i thought my brain was supposed to be my friend
i thought that we finally made amends

now i’m trapped
they won’t let me out
the cycle keeps on repeating baby,
don’t think it’ll ever stop

i can’t escape now
thought i figured it out
but now i’m back at square one
all the work i would’ve put out is forever gone

i was floating
now i’m drowning
i was floating
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, no i can’t swim up)
now i’m drowning
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim)

i keep looking back, i keep missing
22’, those memories have been really slipping
it hurts that i can’t go back again
and revisit those feelings

maybe this was my destiny
maybe i deserve such penalty
i’ve been acting too selfish for way too long
i wish i’d known i was wrong

cause i was floating
now i’m drowning
i was floating
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, no i can’t swim up)
now i’m drowning
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim)
i cant swim
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim up)
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, i can’t swim up)
no, i can’t swim.

deep end

hoarder

check da inchessssssssss

[i did this to myself]

haven't made shit in a minute what it do
haven't made shit in a month what the fuck
take a break from myself that's the truth
i'm tryna lay low how do i trust
i already told you everything i knew if you want more info catch a fucking clue
you can put two and two together they don't fuck with you
put 2 and 2 together 4 the shit i do
why start a journal if i cant write
why try to write if i cant think right
same 4 thoughts in my head at night
hands so tired from the shit i try to fight
8 hour shift and it's driving me insane 
but i need that fucking bag so what else can i say

yea i do this to myself x4

cant hop on instagram brain too programmed
eyes sinking deeper i feel the reaper

yea i do this to myself x4

only tell one friend how im really feeling
fuck the whole world cus i don't really need it

yea i do this to myself x4

when i look at you i cant really feel myself
im dependent on a feeling i can get from no one else

yea i do this to myself x4

[doves]

didn't know you well what’s the play
what's a hook to a fish, it’s the bait
i showed too you much push away
spoke too much im afraid
did you really put much thought into this?
did i really think id end up like this?
i know you don't need me right now
to you it's just another night out
tried a new life and see what's it about
put you on a pedestal and you'll leave without a doubt
and i'm running out of topics we should talk it out
yea i stress over shit but you don't live in my house
i don't know shit about you 
you could take my life away
you could put me in a drink and not remember yesterday 
i was asking how's your day
it just doesn't feel the same
now you probably think i'm lame
yea i know im really lame
yea i know im miles away
yea i know it doesn't change
call and you don’t pick up
yea was i stupid dumb?
i don't know how you do it cus the feeling sucks
i'm not built for this life i got too much
i'm a pigeon your a crow where's the fucking dove
and i'm fighting of these thoughts n they like to shove

[death by car]

why'd you have to tell me that
preciate the honesty but now i'm in an overcast
put a fake front have to ask
why you don't open up? why you don't like to dance?
maybe i should run it back
play it in my head so that i could get a heart attack
thinking of the options and the things i could've said to you 
everything i said was my fault and it's my issue
i can't boss up
everytime i try to get up i just fall down
pieces of my brain that i just wanna rip apart
living with my grief i just wanna have death by car
can i really live by myself?
can i have one day without any help?
can i walk outside without feeling scared?
can i have one day where you really cared? 

what's the point sitting down and feeling like this
spent the whole fucking just thinking about shit
what the fuck bro i don't even wanna speak to your ass
i'm just chilling in the fucking crib not getting any cash
i'm so fucking sick and tired of living in this shitty ass city
i'm sick of people fucking walking around like shits pretty
sick and tired of the way my brain wires itself
slap me in the face just fucking tell me to kill myself
i act the fucking way i do because i don't fucking love myself

bandcamp

d.o.p.e

Hello

After this or the next drop album should be done

Everyone FT in order
@daikore (obviously idk why i even put this here)
@qxi
@azcret
@3krump
@atomic-robot-872077738
@sebstixns-funerl
@2scram
@bonedoji
@hiimprxy
@rustpog

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song labeled "finding" 
produced by ember

@peiflowy

Everything that you say,

I can't catch it in a second,

everytime I say i love you.

I'm gon ask it like a question,

you should know,

that our love is falling down,

like the snow,

so cold,

til my time,

reach the end,

I will keep finding,

why you keep treating

me like this,

I don't even understand,

think i've falling thru your trap,

think im gone crazy from this shit,

had the chance,

and I should've left,

feel like i'm stressing over nothing,

treat me like shit acting like you 

something,

you can call me whatever you want,

cause someday I'm gon leave you.

Everything that you say,

I can't catch it in a second,

everytime I say i love you.

I'm gon ask it like a question,

you should know,

that our love is falling down,

like the snow,

so cold,

til my time,

reach the end,

I will keep finding,

finding (ember)

prod me

stop stop for a second spliff
she be getting high i be getting bliss
open up the lock with the key of tricks
she talking like she gone she not over this
girl i'm not the one for you
hit rock hit floor i lost my screws
i dread i hate the things you do to me
you're bruising me love
i just want to have things my way
smoking in your car like a lightweight
bitch i never get why i try fate
imma leave it behind reach a new state
stuck up like epoxy i am prone to saying sorry
if the memories still haunt me will it ruin what i got
bitch what happened to my heart
know it used to beat so hard
now it's just beating soft
so think i've caught a clot yeah

hey i'm a stupid and a liar
i can't do shit when i'm tired
and it all falls back on me so
wonder why i feed my ego
9 times out of 10
i lose all my fucking friends
my heart is barley beating
i've got so wrapped up in this


clot

I've chosen to take a break for awhile I dont know how long ill be but I decided to drop some songs i had vaulted. my mental health is very bad at the moment and i wanna focus on fixing that before i keep making music so i can give you all the best version of myself. i deeply do love all of you and i will be back untill then sincerely racc.

clot

ginn