[LYRICS]:

Fine, fine, fine, fine
Fine, fine, fine, don't feel fine
Don't feel, don't feel
Don't feel, don't feel

I'm so lonely all the time
You always cross my mind
I don't think that you're real sometimes
All I know is that I don't feel fine
I'm so lonely all the time
You always cross my mind
I don't think that you're real sometimes
All I know is that I don't feel fine
I'm so lonely all the time
You always cross my mind
I don't think that you're real sometimes
All I know is that I don't feel fine

I don't think that anyone will understand you
I just hope you know that I can't fucking stand you
There is no possible way that I can reach you
I don't see any way that I can read you
Tell me everything's okay, I won't believe you
Walk out my life again, I swear that I don't need you
I can't find anyone to even fucking talk to
Just let me close my eyes and dream 'bout how I want you

Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to
Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to

Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to
Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to

jane remover - so pretty i could die [v1]

it gets lonely (demo)

prod me 

lost project file 


running from my thoughts and my habits
think that i’m abt to drown not a baptist
no i’m not good at acting
i’m barley good at laughing
yeah i’m running from the girl in the corner
see me see u it’s torture
you ask me what i mourn for
it all got blurred out
i need some tape for my tongue
and a knife for my eyes
i can’t trust my lungs
sure as hell not my mind
oh i lie
all the time all the time
i’m not helping anybody
doing something i don’t want to do
what the fuck i want to prove to you
i keep making promises
when i can barley bring myself to move
wonder why i’m being used
sat there in the driveway
i spilled my damn brain
making up a lie so i could love myself
i was hoping that it’d all change
but it didn’t
i’m all there there really is here to blame

so i could love myself

8/27/24 
i been singing love songs 
please do not sing along 
you don't know me like that
if you put a bitch on 
imma still listen long
if the track going hard
i'm at a loss cause 
i lost my purpose 
in all of this shit 
you think i'm worthless 
don't think you're wrong 
that's something i'll admit 
still got your songs on my playlist
mutually hated 
i can't find one thing that we agree on
i don't care if the song is special 
to me or to you 
or your friends
it's not clear to me 
try not to scroll through 
some bullshit that'll make me unhappy




i'll admit

-lyrics-
I don't wanna die
I just want it all
I lost track of time
Trying to give u my all
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

I don't wanna die
Come and break it off
You know that I'm so gone
I'm going thru it, no
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

That boy wanna play, he'll get it
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
When is it my turn
All my friends are going up
When is it my turn
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
And i'm still someone that i'm not
That's not me yet

I Wish That Were Me

gone

[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

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dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing [DON'T YOU NOTICE ME]

prod me 07/9/24

the clearest picture i ever saw in front of me
not some leaves in a basket a willow tree
i took some hits from the branches before they fell
deep rooted in the ground but it won’t prevail
not a twig or a branch seeds failed at the chance
things live then they pass i know all it was was a mask
and it troubles me that
i won’t see everything grow old

why u telling me it’s fine
sense disturbance in the vines
date back tree’s inside my mind
i don’t see them anymore
got attached and intertwined
now it’s not there the willow died
i tried to make it all alright
but what is gone is twenty fold
you say don’t focus on the trees that are gone
why cry over fallen moss
all i have is rotten logs
early mornings remember looking at fog
you would look and it’s gone
it did not want to talk to you

inst1-willow

lyrics:
laughing like a fool in the party
no one will get close if I act like I'm tipsy
don't wanna think my hands are a means to an end
but it's all that will remain when I'm losing

lowering my palms, pulling the strings
cover my ears and let it infect and stun me
I'm bound to broaden the gap and tuck my tail
walking out, I feel the breeze, let it stir me (I fucking knew it)

it didn't matter then, but it's still the same
taken out into the city just to consternate
body standing in the back, but my conscious flickers
removed from the spotlight, they called me blood sipper

thrown to the killing fields and I'm fleeced for my gifts
it's an empty path to reverence, but I'm stuck in the thicket
told not to break the glass for fear of if I'll miss it
but if that lock is broken, then you're all fucking complicit

you're surrounded by people who would catch you if you fell
the ring on my finger has given me Hell
it's so hard to feel sorry for the way that
they shatter, no matter how I tried to see

and so I blister my fingers and I feign holding on
how can I forget the lies dissolved on their tongues
and I'm sorry my heart's not in the right place
for everything I've given, just for a taste

I remember what they said
I don't believe a word of it
take me to the watershed
I can't fucking believe this shit
I remember what they said
I don't believe a word of it
take me to the watershed
Old Yeller, baby shoot me dead
I remember what they said
I don't believe a word of it
take me to the watershed
I can't fucking believe this shit
I remember what they said
I don't believe a word of it
take me to the watershed
Old Yeller, baby shoot me dead

all I wanna do is dance, oh yeah
and straddle this mess I've made
I'm hoping this petal's toxin grants
enough to absolve me for what has stayed
oh, I'm starving, battering the door
I'll keep the weight lodged on my tongue
nature wants me, wants me as your toy
tonguing envy, tonguing envy, dissolve my lungs

Mint

Watershed

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0aP6wyjng14eKW8pBlqBXt?si=35f69b84b2b1443c

lyrics:

 I must confess I ain't had any pressure

went together pulled the lever face first to the entrance

I couldn't even form a sentence, went up to mars at 9 AM and got back down by 7

I could eat your flesh, I just need some rest>

I can't help it
I just wanna break something, I just wanna break something
Like a rule perhaps

I can't help it
I just wanna break something, I just wanna break something
Like a rule perhaps

I can't

it wasn’t enough for you it wasn’t enough for me
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