happy ever after

handle me

pretending

strangers

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

avah

lotus

other platforms

lotus (dercept x ayoley)

things with wings

cheap liquor

fall at the same time

I was checking out your diamonds looking for the crystal ball
Why you tryna mystify me you know that I missed the call
Ima keep writing rights I really hope this isn’t wrong
Why are you still looking for someone that you know isn’t gone

Legendary posters
Heaven carry boulders
Rocks getting colder
Chips on the shoulder
Risk take me nowhere
Lips getting colder
I’m just tryna get rid of 666 on my shoulder
Great life poser
Hate being sober
Can’t take emotion
Leave it to the notion
Wrist isn’t frozen
Watch me in motion
Plenty in the sea
But I see dogs in the open
Missed by an ocean
Causing commotion
Brands on my clothing
Please don’t watch cause I’m closing
Build the case then I close it
You just have to stand on business
I just have to own it
You just have to cough it up
I’m coffin
I’m a co-vid
I’m a codependent
Lost my face in vegas
Picked another one in Venice 
I just lost another pendant
Can’t finish my sentence
Building cases 
So I left it
It’s your swag that I invented
Or was my depression…
Or was that just my depression
Need a casket non-electric
Cashus when I’m dressin
You ain’t fashion I’m just pressin ❤️‍🩹

I was checking out your diamonds looking for the crystal ball
Why you tryna mystify me you know that I’m mystical
Keep writing rights I really hope this isn’t wrong
Why are you still looking for someone that you know isn’t gone

Legendary posters
Heaven carry boulders
Rocks getting colder
Chips on the shoulder
Risk take me nowhere
Lips getting colder
I’m just tryna get rid of 666 on my shoulder

Hate is a strong word,
Respect prolly stronger,
Wait for the concert,
Get me an Oscar.

The problem with me
I pick fights that I know I’m gonna win
It’s a battle of the sins
Can I make up what I give

I’m just in a battle with my brain
Letting demons out the cage
I’ve always wished they were away
Can’t even sip to feel the same
Like back when I was in grade
Now I’m smokin on some grade
I just hope it doesn’t fade
Need moncler to heal the pain

Over my dead body
That’s what they tell me
Sippin on some concrete
They think it’s healthy
I guess I’m a junkie
It’s really not me
I’m just tryna outreach
Please…

Keep writing rights I really hope this isn’t wrong
Why are you still looking for someone that you know isn’t gone

Writing rights I really hope this isn’t wrong
Why are you still looking for someone that you know isn’t gone

Legendary posters
Heaven carry boulders
Rocks getting colder
Chips on the shoulder
Risk take me nowhere
Lips getting colder
I’m just tryna get rid of 666 on my shoulder

🖤

cloak n dagger

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