@1glaive
pitched up for no strike down btw

glaive - i will follow you into the dark

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

Prod By: JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: cultclassic

Watch The Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAX-Pdeqpp8

Lyrics👇🏼

When we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

(If you-)

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

Tighten up the grip that you’ve got me in
Face is flushing up, need to hide my skin
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high
Looked me in the eyes, can you tell i’m not there?
I wanted to kiss you but I got so scared
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high

‘Cause we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

if u asked me to

thank you my good friend glaive for producing this song

very all over the place because i made this in 20 mins

sample for both parts of the song : www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvBsYiv_qZM

lyrics:
baby pardon me
used to wanna kill myself
i killed that part of me
my bro aim for headshots
but he would take the arteries
baby pardon me
u dont want no part of me

cause sometimes i get stuck inside my head
and i could give a fuck bout what u said
cause sometimes i get stuck inside my head
and i could give a fuck bout what u said

and sometimes i think
i dont even like her
and shoutout to my ex
know ima *****

why the fuck he been talking shit online
we see him irl we putting his ass in the sky
we see him in real life we putting his ass in the sky
told him meet up
bro lets fucking die

pardon me prod glaive

May It Never Falter

For God and Country

NEW CANTA LA Slowed

to all my friends from my hometown
to all my music friends
to neilaworld
to all my fans
i love you all so much

all the things i wanted to say to my highschool and music friends

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
here is da vid
notes:// ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭
i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

cypress grove

pissed

guitar by saints tomorrow :D
prod me
sorry love u :/
thank u all for da support mwah
love love love
<3
lyrics:
couple big songs
but the same old me
n
talking to my friends 
drains all my energy
n
ik of this place
thats filled with memories
n
im so toxic 
way to often
its my tendency

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

i been bored 
i been chillin at da skate park
n i even if tried im pretty sure i couldn't skate far
they say that lifes a movie 
i dont think that im the main part
1 day ima skip town get away inside a freight car

n i could sing 100 songs
n i could think 100 thoughts
n i could right 100 wrongs
but my lifes fucked 
so it wont be long :(

n if im being honest 
i just needed a friend
n i been tryin so hard
to get this weight off my chest
n i been tryna write songs
catch a breath 
i only like my hooks so here we go (again)

hook

clover

happy bday 2 me lol 
prod alice gas

lyrics:
im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

i got eyes everywhere baby you  know that im watching
if that boy he step to me guarantee that we gon wash him
basically im saying theres no way that you gon stop me
im sippin henny coke
been drinking movin like a zombie (smh)

slide on em
hammer on me pussy put the fye on em
rapid fire hoping that his mans don't die on em
going crazy
7 in this .45 like im dylan brady
off the deep end you can't save me
took off wit his lady
rockin hamcus
p-p-pull up wit a mallet get his hand crushed
put ya hands up
im laugin at these pussies like its stand up
come at me right
b-b-blade on my hip i don't like to fight
take off inna whip now im outta sight

meet me outside
its gon be alright
ay, ay ,ay

im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2