hyperpop

hyperpop!

i wanna slam my head against the wall

@blackwinterwells

Yall know the reason i didnt private this

skytearer +blackwinterwells (4am ku)

@kennedysucks
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846

decomposing [w/ kennedyxoxo] [noahmadethiss x jolst]

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

detest me

sorry for the late upload out on spotify now

https://open.spotify.com/album/4igXLiY4esguSrOa2WHLMx?si=37FLOWh9SQWWTnm7_zRtNg

recorded by me
mixed by @everettlatte

lyrics:
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Mom Jaidens making hyperpop again

Our memories are fading
I don't wanna wait and
You tell me you love but I know you don't
I wake up sick and shaking
Sometimes I cry from breaking
I think i'm the only one ill let in real close
And girl I take the blame
Girl I take the blame

Don't regret a single thing that I said that night
We'll move onto better things when the time feels right
I heard you got a new man
Don't wanna know what he's like
I hope he's making you smile
I guess ill never know
Yeah and honestly it kills me
That you wont know the real me
Its why I put my pain and heart inside the songs
But go ahead girl put the blame on me
I don't understand why they hate on me
I show love more than I get it that shit puts a toll on me
Im so tired of feeling weak
I wake up sick its killing me
I know I said its all for you but now I do this shit for me

I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm i'm i'm i'm

BLAME

spotify

BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

Made It Back

prick

don't sit w me 

#noble6

@quali333
@chach404

meangirls (prod. quali x chach)

kurtains + kwuzi - trendsetta (prod 9uzis)

feat. @midwxst
prod. @lllovbug + @skoolio

mixed/master: @mkne

mistakes

mistakes w/ midwxst (lovbug, skoolio)

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

stayawake;-; - luvnotes x deadat18 (prod kaktus)

@alice-gass
@4ambhx

lyrics:
i feel like everything just a waste of time
you giving up your heart
i'll have to give u mine
he talkin shit
i cut the snakes off of the grapevine
she say i cut it close
im making racks through the e-mail
drop it on some clothes
i just hopped in the uber i dont like to drive
speed dial on the bros know they all gon slide
DOA imma kill em soon as i arrive
she wanna see how i live i'll show you what its like

im talking payment
rave shit
people on some fake shit
hair done
square one
we just tryna make it
party girl
drop a couple thousand on some fake lips
molly rock
she put it on her tongue cant even taste it
walking
stop asking if i need some other options
pop shit
every song im making bet i top it
target 
i got em talking bout me imma topic
heard he talking out his neck
pussy stop this

ay lit 
like a match stick
stretch like a elastic
posted inna back
got da bag
goin spastic
his new song? 
trashed it
her new man?
tragic
on my neck got moonstones
her man got plastic

gettin blood on my sneakers im asking boy if he had enough
i got bitches in my dms they tweaking this shit not adding up
i swear they think they funny look at me boy im not cracking up
like the bell just rang boy you the one that we packin up

you inside her comments but i dont think she need saving
he hasn't paid his rent but he flexing all his savings (LMAOOO)
hop inside the pit
bitch im lit you cant save him
they was talking bout me?
time to get back to what im saying

im talking payment
rave shit
people on some fake shit
hair done
square one
we just tryna make it
party girl
drop a couple thousand on some fake lips
molly rock
she put it on her tongue cant even taste it
walking
stop asking if i need some other options
pop shit
every song im making bet i top it
target 
i got em talking bout me imma topic
heard he talking out his neck
pussy stop this

sheaskedwhatmylifeislike

sheaskedwhatmylifeislike (alice gas & 4am)

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

its all a waste

its all a waste w/ glaive (glasear & colliding with mars)

order:
@ericdoa
@1endie
@funeral
@chach404
@blackwinterwells
@midwxst
@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

prod @ericdoa

smackdown w/ ericdoa, funeral, chach, blackwinterwells, midwxst, doxia, kmoe, aldn (ericdoa)

happy valentines day surprise drop

@kwuzi @expiry-date @kurtains @rosesleeves