Early Grave

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@segadml

prod. siemspark x ayoleybeats

gold digger (w/ $egaDML) [prod. siemspark x ayoleybeats]

im giving up on love cuz i dont feel shit
i tried everything and im just getting tired of it
it's always too little or too much
im just wondering which part of my brain is making it tough

i get so tired of everyone
i just need my space just incase you tryna do me wrong
HOW COME
i can't fall in love just like
YOU CAN
I BEEN
chasing these people who offer nothin

im giving up on love cuz i dont feel shit
i tried everything and im just getting tired of it
it's always too little or too much
im just wondering which part of my brain is making it tough

i guess love is just too hard
maybe im afraid of showing them all my scars
making out in the back of my car
tryna find the reason i can't kickstart my heart
aye yuh and imma never figure all this shit out
i keep on thinkin about the memories my heads in the clouds
i got reasons that i keep all this shit to myself
i got reasons keeping distance lookin out for my health
guess it's my fault i got dropped off
cried in the back seat got no drop top

it's always too little or too much
i'm just wondering which part of my brain is making it
(feel shit)
just getting tired of it

just tired of it (prod. @siemspark x @daks9k)

REANIMATE (prod. Me)

If I’m wasting time on you just say so
Omg I have lost it
If your giving up on me just say so
Oh no 

You filled the hole in my heart
And now it’s bigger than ever
Your silhouette in the dark
I swear to god your the devil

Inside me
Remind me
Why I let you tear me apart?
Redesign me
Define me
Throw me away and restart

It always gets worse at night
Blood pressure too high
Leave me here to dry
Just here for the ride

I never learn my lesson
It happens all the time
I wish they had better intentions 
When they enter my life

It’d be better to forget 
All of your lies
Rip out my heart it’s infected 
Your love is a deathwish

1nfected w/ baynay p. kukyo icey & chris marek

prod wh1tespxce
mix and written by me :)

changed mix on 8/24

save me (prod wh1tespxce)

Lyrics:

carving sins into my skin
tell myself it’s all pretend
purging out till paper thin
in my sorrow i descend
drowning out, i’m all alone
hate myself, a heart of stone
i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna let you go

cuz scars are beautiful like tattoos
melt my skies with lavender hues
dandelions in your soul
flowers blooming in my heart
dream of all our memories
watch the ghost of you depart
even if we’re worlds away
i won’t let you go, won’t let you go 

sunny days and starry nights
smiling down from up above
i would never trade your love
flying high, 1000 doves
what i'd do to hear your voice
what i’d do to hear your laugh
see you through a polaroid
tears all on your photographs

cuz scars are beautiful like tattoos
melt my skies with lavender hues
dandelions in your soul
flowers blooming in my heart
dream of all our memories
watch the ghost of you depart
even if we’re worlds away
i won’t let you go, won’t let you go 

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: cxrter x dswove
Mix/Master: Ensenada Beats

lavender skies (grief) prod. cxrter x dswove

surprise! working on "something special. enjoy this in the mean time.

Produced by capsized.
Recorded, written, arranged and released by Funeral Fantasy.

lyrics: 

I’ll take a flock along the sands
To run away from the fallen lands
And please excuse the blood on my hands
Got stressed out in the later minutes, damn

We’re gonna need a better plan

The painless sights
A plane less right
A plainless life in planeless skies 
A stainless knife
I stained less, right?
A stain of mine turned to pantomime, oh my
Where’s the phantomime?
I can’t really find a cardiac arrest
So lock my heart up in a padded cell
Celebrate my death, cognac’s the best
Have another sip with the soul you sell
My friend, I think that you think a lot
So maybe it’s time that you drink a lot
Just drown the pain, forget the reigns
Grab the bull by the horns another day
My death is feign yet it entertains
The psychotic cloud in people’s brains
So let’s just say I’ve gone away
It’s easier to believe what’s fake

I’ll take a flock along the sands
To run away from the fallen lands
And please excuse the blood on my hands
Got stressed out in the later minutes, damn

Ha!
One two three four

Jump! 
Jump! 
Jump! 
Jump!
Jump off the fucking building! x4

I’ll rip off that stupid mask
Turn it into forgotten ash
With walls to smash and broken glass
I’ll die as mad as you think I am
Bullets to spare, wounds to inflict
I am a sinner you son of a bitch
A son of a serpent, serving the servants
Write down my verses, I’m burning the hearses

It’s mayhem out there
Yet you can’t help but stare
The camera glares
And the flash leaves no spares
Another photo and a goddamn video
For a shitty song they made in the studio

Old yeller, no teller, go getter
Better button up or write the suicide letter
Worn sweater, torn leather
In the fucking newsletter as a victim
Lost a game a chess ‘cause they were playing checkers
The Beggar of the Swans ended up in a lake
Drown themselves only ‘cause they cannot accept their fate
I don’t wanna waste my time with people who can’t face
Their own mistakes and own up to it in any single way
Born bastard, horned master
No plasters, get it faster
White rapper, go gather
Disaster, spell caster
Mismannered, trans banner
Trans bangers, lit glamour
No stammer, go hang her
Split her head with a sledgehammer
‘cause that’s what you’ll wanna do
So go ahead and do it too
Make my shattered head a bloody mess
I know that’s what you wanna do

I’ll take a flock along the sands
To run away from the fallen lands
And please excuse the blood on my hands
Got stressed out in the later minutes, damn

Ha!
One two three four

Jump! 
Jump! 
Jump! 
Jump!
Jump off the fucking building! x4

I’ll rip off that stupid mask
Turn it into forgotten ash
With walls to smash and broken glass
I’ll die as mad as you think I am
Bullets to spare, wounds to inflict
I am a sinner you son of a bitch
A son of a serpent, serving the servants
Write down my verses, I’m burning the hearses

It’s mayhem out there
Yet you can’t help but stare
The camera glares
And the flash leaves no spares
Another photo and a goddamn video
For a shitty song they made in the studio

NECK DEEP

pitter patter clickity clacks (prod. capsized)

an angel from the first second of everything
no stranger to myself second guessing
(watch me double checking)
maybe it's a lie that I tell myself
you bet I saw the signs
you bet that I ignored
I guess that I'm not
it's like the worst cliche
of all the things that I have found
there's nothing I could take
an angel from the first second of everything
no stranger to myself second guessing
(watch me double checking)
maybe it's a lie that I tell myself
you bet I saw the signs
you bet that I ignored
an angel

angel from the first second

#spitRemix

@rouri404 this was fun to remix, enjoy :)

prod. by me

mix and mastered by @ghosthandsmusic

rouri404 - spit (leftquiet remix)

land of the Dead [Chopped Not Slopped]

everything in the entire universe is always about love,
and when it isn't about love,
it is about the absence of it.

just tired of it (prod. @siemspark x @daks9k)

GRIMACER

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