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Maybe I Should've Stayed At Home

healthy isolation

lyrics:

i give up

‘cause you want me to

and when you do

i can’t pull through



ripped sheets of paper covering my room, ink blotches stained my wood floors

coins are scattered, got no money, all my college debt unpaid


no one’s told me i am crazy, still it’s 4:30 am

checked my phone, how the time’s gone, but you took it anyway



guess, i lose

what big news

love your shoes

aren’t they new


but hell, i lose

got nothing to prove

instead i have to move

i didn’t really choose


so yeah, i lose

you’re right, i lose



thank god i have to

echoes whisper through a cascade of my doubt and despair

feelings gravitated towards the stars of optimates we share


but no, i’ll let you fear it

because you’ll be it

everything has changed



i lose

what big news

love your shoes

aren’t they new


but hell, i lose

got nothing to prove

instead i have to move

i didn’t really choose


so yeah, i lose

you’re right, i lose



guess, i lose

i’m old news

i’ve counted all my views

and you somehow refused


but hell, i lose

got nothing to prove

i never had accused

insisted an excuse


you win and i lose

i lose

skin

lyrics:

it all started with a pool party, and a trampoline, and a car ride home, yeah

you started this, i didn’t say a word, but you claimed i did, huh


closet filled with dresses made of plastic tint, bleached and dyed red

everything i own, up for auction, but just not in your bed

sinking down that crevice i once saw on nat geo tv

determined to be myself from seventeen going on three


no one knows it, cars swerve, grass is grey

i had told ya, but your urge to wake up and smoke cigarettes and get older by the day has


passed me for a little child

i stay still while my mind goes wild

if i introduced it now

would i still gaze the clouds


if you loved me to this day

would i still be up as late

observing every small text

ghosting some guy in the west, yeah


it all started with a pool party, and a trampoline, and a car ride home, yeah


optical illusions, blurred-up signs, these feelings from my head

make no sense, too many medications, i’m on to be led

direct the scenes in my heart without my common sense, to breathe

if only i were to act on everything i thought i’d see


i would hold ya, never again would do

they had told us, but our ‘complice is fake, now we must wake, and cure the pounding in our heads, he


passed me for a little child

i stay still while my mind goes wild

if i introduced it now

would i still gaze the clouds


if you loved me to this day

would i still be up as late

observing every small text

ghosting some guy in the west, yeah


it all started with a pool party, and a trampoline, and a car ride home, yeah

you started this, i didn’t say a word, but you claimed i did, huh


passed me for a little child

i stay still while my mind goes wild

if i introduced it now

would i still gaze the clouds


if you loved me to this day

would i still be up as late

observing every small text

ghosting some guy in the west, yeah


it all started with a pool party, and a trampoline, and a car ride home, yeah

you started this, i didn’t say a word, but you claimed i did, huh

pool party

What Are You, Afraid Of Ghosts?

Friday Again, Garfie Baby

Scotty Lagos Broze Run

See You Later, Simulator

Don't Wait For Us!

When I Visit (prod. ott deon) (Lofi)

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deserted dreams

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Don't Wanna Leave The House

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"I jus wanna find some peace"
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working on ~real~ album, the project now uses the name soundcloud.com/nemo_nobody

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