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I won’t fall asleep tonight
I won’t feel a thing at all
I’m running out of time 
I fade like the summer and fall 
You don’t say a word to me 
You say it all 
This shit haunts me 

Fake love I don’t feel shit 
Take drugs and my face numb
Ain’t feel for so long 
You can’t even talk to me 
Why did I write this song 

Now it’s blue dream 
Lights off 
I’m here then I’m gone

On the search for something to fill my thirst 
Hungry ghost I’m the one inside the…
Second chance and I’ll fuck it up again 
Bury me 
Forget you ever did 

Fake love I don’t feel shit 
Take drugs and my face numb 
Ain’t feel for so long 
You can’t even talk to me 
Why did I write this song 

Now it’s blue dream 
And lights off 
I’m here then I’m gone 

On the search for something to fill my thirst 
Hungry ghost I’m the one inside the…
Second chance and I’ll fuck it up again 
Bury me 
Forget you ever did

Blue dream

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Lyrics🎱

Broken down inside 
With a smile on my face 
Perfection in facades 
And only family knows it's fake 
Today I woke up and cried 
What a way to start my day 
By now I won't reply 
You can watch me fade away 
I can feel the tension rise 
Watch the smile. Wipe off my face 
Feeling stressed and sick at night 
Wasting time and sleeping late 
Reminiscing pillow fights 
And the way she'd say my name 
Could explain but I won't try 
I just always felt so safe

I'm better now 
At least I tell myself 
I settled down 
Oh, at least that's what I say to myself

I cry when alone
But I hate a convention
I stick to my bong
Jus to keep out the tension
I fuck up my gut
But I'm teaching a lesson
I'm throwing up blood
Then I'm asking for blessings
fuck up of son
but I'm proud and I wear it
i hate who I am
and I struggle to bear it
My momma's my world
Buy her diamonds by karrots
despite what you heard
should have quit while you could of
show her disrespect
then you're meeting the bullet
Despite if I do too,
then at least I could do it
I've been on my come up
this dream I can't lose it

I been reading a lot
And watch it reflect
I been staying calm
steady taking my meds
another day, a new song
to your ears I infect
my lyrics go deep
some shit you can't dissect
I lost half my face
From like 2 wrecks
I'm pissed off tonight
couldn't you guess 
I keep marijuana
In my nightstand 
I won't kiss her
Till' I know it feels right
she won't let me leave
But it's alright
I don't feel at home
Until it hit night
weed and cheap cologne
I bet I smell nice

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