155 Milligrams (demo)

the chamber

i like this girl a lot but i just dont know how to tell her
i like this girl a lot but she wishes i never saw her
i wanna waste my time (oooooooo)
dont wanna feel alive 
feeling is a crime (oooooooo)
wish i was in my prime
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
lets waste our time (oooooooo)
not feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooo)
cus youre all mine
i like this girl a lot but she just thinks im fucking stupid
i like this girl a lot but shell just leave my life to ruin
i wanna waste my time (oooooooo)
dont wanna feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooooo)
wish i was in my prime
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
lets waste our time (ooooooo)
and never feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooo)
yes youre all mine

Voluntary Solitary Confinement

Red Media

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

soundcloud shit

tfw no gf

i know you need some time but i don't need some time to realize you're perfect to me
i hope you change your mind cause it would be really convenient since we talk about a lot of stuff
i never felt this way before except for all the times i swore that i fell so in love
i really think it's different now i really like when you're around it makes me happy

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

lalalalalaa lalalala alallalala

i know that you're not ready for a serious relationship but i think that's really dumb
i'm cooler than your exes and and im smarter and im hotter, yeah i'm really such a special boy
our friends call you a narcissist but i think that they're full of it, you have my total trust
remember that one time i helped you with that thing you're going through, you owe me your affection

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

ooooooooo ooooooooo ooooooo ooooooo

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

#techclub

i'm such a fucked up loser, i am a self-abuser / i rly wna die, i rly wna die / someone take me out, i am begging / someone remove me, or i'll have to remove myself / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / or i don't want to be alive / i'm such a piece of shit, i swear i'm not worth it / i rly wna die, i rly wna cry / someone take me out, i am asking / someone remove me, asking nicely / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / to be alive /

don't want to be alive

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

one day, ill do someday
 
somedays i always feel the same 
im Not Ok ill never change
and all this rage  it drives me insane 
ill run away and never show my face
ill fade away while im stuck 

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

slowly deteriorating 
i fucked my life up
ill never see the day
where i make a change
slowly deteriorating 
i fucked up everything 
blow off my fucking face
im gonna make a change  


don't want to be alive

︎heelflip

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