trashed in the tech club

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

always mad (so fucked up) (in the back of the class)

school shooter - running over protesters with my car (Extended)

sit across the room, who else could be in my view but you, feel so far away, feel so far away but i could kiss with bullet casings, bullet casings riddled cross the room, im rly gna miss u too, bombs in the lunchroom rly gna miss u 2, remember i had never met u, but now ur in view, predators form when stress builds up inside, served with a side of library suicide

library suicide

enjoy :)  thank u dedcat for the cover art check em out!
https://on.soundcloud.com/VH6TV

[Intro]
O-o-o-O-oo-0-o
O-0-o-OO-o-o

[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

i really like this song, so dont take it down sc

I want you to be
as miserable as me
i want you to scream and I want you to bleed
i want you to hurt
i want you to hurt
i want you to be buried deep down the dirt

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Why arent you sad?
why aren't you mad?
why is your life great
and why is mine so bad
I wish you the worst
I wish you the worst
I wish that i could see you be carried away inside of a hearse

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Wrath - Fried by Fluoride (yet another reup)

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

bonus acoustic mv!: http://gg.gg/expressitall
--
remastered version of 'express it all for you' off of my soon to be released EP of the same name, which will be releasing within this upcoming 2024. featuring three tracks.
--
i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you (mv)

spotify: https://tinyurl.com/sitinmisery

today i'm fucking breaking out
i'm getting out of here
i can't stand the sound
my audio ain't clear

my audio is fucked
i need a new pair
of fucking headphones
cause i can't hear shit

i can't hear shit
the shit they say 'bout me
i just wanna die
sit in misery

sit in misery

you laughed at me i cried
ive tried to make it right
dont wanna be alive
i hope you suicide
youll pay for what you did
i want you off the grid
youre such a big mistake
i want you out my face

dont care just live your life
i want you out of mine
cant get a peace of mind
with you right by my side
i never asked for this
to be treated like shit
if you hate me just go
im getting sick of it     


SO I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE
AND   I MEAN IT OUT OF SPITE
THIS ANGER DEEP INSIDE
YOU FUCKED ME UP FOR LIFE 

AND I JUST WANNA QUIT
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS 
YOURE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH
AND IM GETTING SICK OF IT

Sick of It

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride
https://open.spotify.com/album/07ds3GizG9fhauv0YzPgwo?si=OSgLiL5bQUuj-GVcuU-7zw

Fried By Fluoride- When Pigs Fly

loser (shooter cover)

everyday, i sit pondering
everyday, i spend wide awake
spending days, in my bed wondering
spending days on end, wide awake
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
i'm just worried about me
invested in all the bullshit
and i don't understand why
i always have to feel this way again
i wish i could control it
the image burned into the front of my head
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
invested in my decision
i invest time in myself

extinction

go n die

@birddbath cover (I changed some of the lyrics because it mentioned alcohol and I quit drinking)

I think while I stare at the wall
I don't feel, I feel nothing at all
Hold my head while I’m layin’ in bed
Feeling drained, I feel like I'm dead

At least I got a lot of time to think
And sit around while I stare and blink
And hold my head while I’m layin’ in bed
Everything's fucked I wish I was dead

I’d like to end on a positive note
After all of that shit I wrote
But I can’t really think of much
Am I really that out of touch?

The other day I dreamt about you
It was gay but what can I do
I guess I'm still not over you
I don't think I'll ever get over you

extinction

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