I like this better I don't really know why

july 2020

demo version of raised by the world wide web, idea reworked into final track

raised by www (demo)

pick me by brynn </3
instrumental by nation of no one

pick me.mp3

Goner

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

Why am i not enough (fbf cover) (old version)

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

A Night In Dublin


Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
With your head spinning 
And your tongue free-wheeling 

Have you ever tried
To smoke the smoke
You smoked just to save it
For a little more 

Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
Wearing a pioneer hat
And thinking of Arizona instead

Have you ever been walking 
Through these Irish street
Listening to the echo 
Of your own voice deep

I was playing in my mind
That nicest riff of my life
Answering that to you
You can get bored in California too


So let’s sing along tonight
Let’s sing along under this rain 
Let’s sing along together 
This life
We can’t make it right 
But like this Dublin’s night
It smells so nice and fine


Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
With your head spinning 
And your tongue free-wheeling 

Have you ever tried
To smoke the smoke
You smoked just to save it
For a little more 


Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
Wearing a pioneer hat
And thinking of Arizona instead

Have you ever been walking 
Through these Irish street
Listening to the echo 
Of your own voice deep

I was playing in my mind
The nicest riff of my life
Answering that to you
You can get bored in California too



So let’s sing along tonight
Let’s sing along under this rain 
Let’s sing along together 
This life
We can’t make it right 
But like this Dublin’s night
It smells so nice and fine

(Why should I go to Paris?
I’m in Dublin)

(Why should I go to New York City?
I’m in Dublin)

(why should I go to London Town
Oh
I’m in Dublin )

(Enjoying the fireworks) 

You gotta eat when you’re hungry 
You know

A Night In Dublin

Dont let the voices in 
Cause that’s when you let the demons win 
Dont pray Jesus
Cause he cant see this 
He is Santa Claus
All did was die on a cross 
He walked on water 
Which I guess he turned into wine
I drink wine all the time 
No one says im a prophet
In fact they say im the problem      

Franks always late 
And another year older
Aint much he could do 
with that chip on the shoulder
Bonded out of jail last night
They found him shot up dead near the 405
With 13 shots to the head. 

so tired of living life this way
I spend my days hiding my face  in  shame
Could I be better?
Is this really the way that  I was made
If it dont get better
Im gonna hug a moving train 
Im gonna jam from a working plane 

And when the reaper gets here
What will you say dear
Will you thank him 
For the time that you had here

Drink Wine All of the Time

didnt make this just posing music i like.

Trash 3

The FBI Has Their Eye on Me

GWEN (Ground Wave Emergency Network) transmitters placed 200 miles apart across the USA allow specific frequencies to be tailored to the geomagnetic-field strength in each area, allowing the magnetic field to be altered. They operate in the LF range, with transmissions between LF 150 and 175 KHz. They also emit waves from the upper VHF to the lower UHF range of 225 – 400 MHz. The LF signals travel by waves that hug the ground rather than radiating into the atmosphere. A GWEN station transmits in a 360 degree circle up to 300 miles, the signal dropping off sharply with distance. The entire GWEN system consists of, (depending on source of data), from 58 to an intended 300 transmitters spread across the USA, each with a tower 299-500 ft high. 300 ft copper wires in spoke-like fashion fan out from the base of the system underground, interacting with the earth, like a thin shelled conductor, radiating radio wave energy for very long distances through the ground.

The United States is bathed in this magnetic field which can rise from ground up to 500 ft, but goes down into basements, so everyone can be affected and mind-controlled. The entire artificial ground-wave spreads out over the whole of the USA like a web. It is easier to mind-control and hypnotize people who are bathed in an artificial electromagnetic-wave.

GWEN transmitters have many different functions including:

1. controlling the weather,

2. mind control,

3. behavior and mood control, and

4. sending synthetic-telepathy as infrasound to victims with US government mind-control implants.

GWEN works in conjunction with HAARP and the Russian Woodpecker transmitter, which is similar to HAARP. The Russians openly market a small version of their weather-engineering system called Elate, which can fine-tune weather patterns over a 200 mile area and have the same range as the GWEN unit. An Elate system operates at Moscow airport. The GWEN towers shoot enormous bursts of energy into the atmosphere in conjuction with HAARP. The website http://www.cuttingedge.org  wrote an expose of how the major floods of the Mid-West USA occurred in 1993.

Atmospheric Vapor Rivers

Enormous, invisible rivers of water, consisting of vapors that flow, move towards the poles in the lower atmosphere. They rival the flow of the Amazon River and are 420 to 480 miles wide and up to 4,800 miles long. They are 1.9 miles above the earth and contain a volume of water equivalent to 340 lbs of water per second. There are 5 atmospheric rivers in each Hemisphere. A massive flood can be created by damming up one of these massive vapor rivers, causing huge amounts of rainfall to be dumped. The GWEN Towers positioned along the areas north of the Missouri and Mississippi Rivers were turned on for 40 days and 40 nights, probably mocking the Flood of Genesis. (This was in conjunction with HAARP, that creates a river of electricity flowing thousands of miles through the sky and down to the polar ice-cap, manipulating the jet-stream , like the Russian Woodpecker.) These rivers flooded, causing agricultural losses of $12-15 billion. HAARP produces earthquakes by focusing energy along fault lines. GWEN Towers are located on the fault lines and volcanic areas of the Pacific Northeast.

In 1963, Dr Robert Beck explored effects of external magnetic-fields on brainwaves showing a relationship between psychiatric admissions and solar magnetic storms. He exposed volunteers to pulsed magnetic-fields similar to magnetic-storms, and found a similar response. US 60 Hz electric power ELF waves vibrate at the same frequency as the human brain. UK 50 Hz electricity emissions depress the thyroid gland.

Human Vulnerability

G.round W.ave E.mergency N.etwork (GWEN)

giving up and getting stoned again
it’s too much effort to crawl out of bed
I’ll do it tomorrow or not at all
why’s everything gotta be so fucking hard

I can’t stand being alone
but I hate other people even more
showing my dick off to girls online
nobody gives a shit and then you die

raised by www (demo)

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