july 2020

demo version of raised by the world wide web, idea reworked into final track

raised by www (demo)

july 2020, chorus of this was turned into femur breaker

nothing new demo

blondie

one day you'll tell me that im needed no more
ive got 1 day until i leave this fucking shithole
then some day soon i'll be left in a room
rotting in another school and forget the friends i knew

three more years of this shit
i want to just fucking quit

three more years

feeling so damn cool
but i wish i was cooler
get off this damn computer
do cool ass tricks on scooters

or skate around the street
or surf the waves till my feet
are hurting, or smoke weed

this life i lead
serves but the need
for something more
oooo

i want to be
a better me
i need more

so cool

bummer life

baby if you care about my face
show it in a way that's obvious
coz i know the words
to all your favourite songs
and you cant even say
a single line from one

yeah, you're so
closed in
and i see
the opening

face

i never liked you
in fact i really hate you
but you touched my hair one day
and told me if i dressed another way

i'd be cool
and i thought about that for years
despite you being the type of girl
i despise in this world

cuz you were the only one who'd ever given me
anything that resembles attention

so tell me everythings gonna be ok

19/12/2020

heartstrings

being a dickheads cool

a bird falling down from the sky
the wings clipped and awry
i see its corpse

i don't care about it

a bird corpse

our song

break ur ribs
to revive ur heart
breathing into u 
hr till depart
and i did not wanna leave
stuck in ur arms
ill pull the tooth

oh when i need to go
would u follow me
am i somebody that u can trust
am i somebody

woah

hope u know im here
for u
dont u go just stay
wont u?

holding onto 
something i knew
its u 
do u?

hope song

fought your battles
valiant with flags up
above the legions
you see, it's the only thing you know

and like thousands of angels
the horns sound and ring out
across the meadows
they are announcing you've arrived

sacred lambs 3

a little at a time

you looked proper rough

the hill where we walked
where under the little tree we talked
surrounded by the dead
and i swore i could see them walking around
and you said it was stupid

your eyes closed shut so 
you never saw me staring at your face
if you noticed i wouldve looked away embarrassed
but you looked so beautiful and calm
though the legs still paced

and when i pace too
i hope this moment would circle forever
constantly holding you
and constantly holding you

paces

a flower (acoustic demo)

infinite places to go
but nowhere to stay
not enough time in the world
to fix the choices you make
to kick the habit would be
admitting fault, which i won't
in '99 the world will end
when poison meets the water

faced with nature your boredom
dominates you and god knows
that nature's all we've got
waste not, want not, and other cliches

naked

"and you'll be fine" she said
i don't think that's right
throw caution to the wind
and feel it flow through my wings
i've been thinking a lot
and i want it to stop

don't feel bad
if there's nothing
don't be sad
if there's nothing to be sad about

if there is nothing

how to make something pure

moeka

held down
the rag over my mouth
yeah are you still the same?
when nobody is around?

you moan
you got noone to call your own 
if you just played the game
you wouldn't have to be alone

now i'm with my friends
caught up in my head 
they've been asking me questions
said i don't seem right to them

and i can't sleep at night
are you alright?
well that depends
no i don't have any answers, ask again

leawn

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