heelflip - IDC (ep)|5 Tracks|COMING THIS LATE MAY
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lyrics:

idc if you look at me
idc if you stop & look at me
all alone sitting here

idc if you look my way
idc if you point and laugh all day
i'm just gna sit right here

here
i'll just sit right here
here
i'll just sit right here

idc if you think i'm funny
idc if you think i'm silly
i just wanna be dead
i just wanna be dead

bullet straight thru my head
bullet straight thru my head
bless me god
take me out

idc if you look at me
idc if you stop & look at me
all alone sitting here

idc if you look my way
idc if you point and laugh all day
i'm just gna chill right here


idc (soundcloud demo)

all my suicidal songs are true
i wanna shoot my shit, thru & thru
nothing matters anyway
if i'm happy, i'll still feel pain
at the end of the day and
i'm so fucked
don't know what to do
i just sit inside
dying in my room
it's been this way for a while
i guess i'm used to it by now
it's getting late, i can't smile
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my bed
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my beddd
woah
woah
woahhh

suicidal songs

EVIL ARCADE MIX 2024-05-18

so fucked in the head
always to the end
stupid running out of luck
cant see things thru the rest
of these motherfuckers always crowding around me
get away from me x2

fuck, i guess it all depends
shit, i'm breaking everything
why, does it have to never end
fuck, i'll never get it in

feel so lonely
feel so fucking depressed
cant see thru all this smoke
in my room i'm dead in bliss
these motherfuckers always crowd around me
gtf away from mex2

fuck, i guess it all depends
shit, i'm breaking everything
why, does it have to never end
fuck, i'll never get it in

never get it in

woahhh

woahhh

woahhh

woahhhhhh

woahhh

woahh

woahhh

woahhh

holy shit wanna slit my wrists
holy shit

woah

she went to bed
she went to sleep
i wake up early in the morning
well now i'm moving
honda civic 2010
i'll take their lives
and be put to rest
wake up early in the morning
got a horrible fucking feeling
wake up early in the morning
atleast i have the energy, have the energy
she went to bed
she went to sleep
i wake up early in the morning
well now i'm moving
honda civic 2010
i'll take their lives
and be put to rest
woah

honda civic 2010

ART BY RARECHUD.

alright i'll just admit it
today i feel indifferent
today i feel so distant
today i have a lack of interest
lack of interest
lack of interest
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
alright today's my last
everything left in the past
i will be dead on the floor
i will be gone and dead, no more
i guess i'll just shut the door
i'm dead what do i want?
nothing more
life is just disatisfaction
always some odd antipathy
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
do you?
do you feel okay?
alien
alien
alien
alien

alien

alison

dead half the time

brain too slow (idk) - acoustic demo

when I had a life
I felt like everything was doing fine
but it came crashing by
it left me broken beaten blind
I don't wanna live this way
I don't want to go die in vain
I know I must convey 
the horrible things inside my brain

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

they'll find a reason 
to drug me 
they're just demons

they're sent from hell itself
"medical professionals"

everyday I wait
I wait for traffic on the interstate 
when I fall all my problems go away
in the body bag all of them decay
I don't want to 
live in a world that's like this
so someday what I'll do
Is kill myself in the wilderness

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

iatrophobia

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