school shooter - running over protesters with my car (Extended)

borrowed some lyrics from one of my other songs .. lol

by your side (need to feel alright)

tech club
https://open.spotify.com/album/26nw9LmEr3Me5gqXBBrgft?si=ryDOWWi8QSOHALLDI_xjEA
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i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain, it's rotting
going insane, heavy plotting

im broken inside, i hate my face and i wanna hide
im feeling emotional, no control, no control
rlly got poor impulse control, so i just might up this fucken pole
rlly cant deicide what to do w myself

i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain, it's rotting
going insane, heavy plotting

cuz i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
and yr so far, so far away
but you feel close in this dumb brain 

i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain, it's rotting
going insane, heavy plotting

im broken inside, i hate my face i wanna hide
im feeling emotional, no control, no control
rlly got poor impulse control, so i just might up this fucken pole
rlly cant deicide what to do w myselfff

grounded for two effin weeks!
check my pulse my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain it's rotting
going insane heavy plotting
grounded for two effin weeks!
check my pulse my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain it's rotting
going insane heavy plotting

cuz im grounded for two effin weeks!
check my pulse my heart feels bleak
and yr so far, so far away
but you feel close, in this dumb brain

inthisdumbbraingoininsane
inthisdumbbraingoininsane

grounded fer two effin weeks!

#techclub
lyrics:

i'm dropping out
swear everything's over now
i'm dropping off
my bag, it will blow you up

i hate my life, fuck, this sucks
i'm fucking runnin' out of luck
fuck this sucks, say it twice
fuck this sucks, i hate my life
really fucking sucks, i wanna fuckin die
suicide on my mind, 2/47, 365
put the bullet thru my brain, idc if i fuckin die

idc if i fuckin die
idc if i fuckin die
idc if i fuckin die
idc if i fuckin die
nobody cares if i fucking cry
nobody cares if i fucking cry
nobody cares if i fucking cry
nobody cares if i fucking cry

i'm dropping out
swear everything's over now
i'm dropping off
my bag, it will blow you up

i hate my life, fuck, this sucks
i'm fucking runnin' out of luck
fuck this sucks, say it twice
fuck this sucks, i hate my life
i'm running out of all my time
this, time, it's for good
it's over
it's over and i know, it's for good
it's over and i know, you better keep your eyes closed

fuck this sucks

i know

disconnected.

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

I thought i only took a few
Now there's shadows in my room 
And i want them gone
Why are there whispers too
What the hell did i consume
I think i hear my mom

I think the shadow people bite
The end is nowhere in sight
They're really fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I can't stop nodding off
At least i don't have a cough
My fucking stomach hurts
When will this nightmare stop
Why do i hear the cops
There's vomit on my shirt

I think the shadow people bite
They're really giving me a fright
Why are they fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I think i might have died
But god makes me feel alright

Shooter cover

[Verse 1]
I stay up late thinking of you
And I hope you're hurting too
All my feelings deep inside
I'm really fucking up my mind

[Verse 2]
I feel so bad I feel abused
And I don't know what to do
One more dose for the pain
Makes these feelings go away

[Chorus]
Harm reduction
Harm reduction
Harm reduction

Harm Reduction

help! - Wishi 6k

Ich erzähle, wie es ist, sich unter Menschen allein zu fühlen. Immer anders, nie wirklich zugehörig.
Ich halte Abstand, weil Nähe oft weh tat.
Der Song zeigt meinen Weg durch die Menge, sichtbar, aber doch isoliert.

Der Song hat etwas mehr Tempo und wirkt an manchen Stellen fast hoffnungsvoll. 

i know

︎heelflip