HEELFLIP

heelflip + losergirlfriend

computer shy (xo_willow + nxp cover)

little black box

so many people in my roooom
im hoping that ill die real soooon
xxxx
its lonely without you
and when im lonely i need youu
xxxx
its lonely
so lonely in my room
so lonely in my

roooom

spotify: https://tinyurl.com/heelfliptechclub

met her in tech club
our eyes met from across the room
she made me want to act up
seeing her, what a view

oooooooo
i wna be with you
ooooooooo
no one else will do

oooooo
i need to be with you
ooooooo
i promise to be true

met you in tech club
your pretty looks
i have to stare
at you in this tech club
im just so hooked
but you dont care

ooooooooo
i wna be with you
ooooooooo
no one else will do

im so mad in tech clubbbb
im so sad in techc lubbbbb
im ao bad in tech clubbbbbbb
im so trashed in tech clubbbbbbb

tech club

‎11-9-21

wna cry
wna die
wna fucking tske my life
contemplating suicide
i do it every fucking night 

wana die wana die wana fuckin die 

wna cry
wna die
x3 

wna die 

i wna die
but im not ready yet
x3


i wna die but im not ready yet

pick me by brynn </3
instrumental by nation of no one

pick me.mp3

pagan - gezebelle gaburgably (cover)

@pnaxx
#techclub
lyrics:

heelflip:
i won't go
i'll stay here
dont worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what about what you do
or where you've been
i'm bad at you

i won't go
i'll stay here
don't worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what i should do
i don't do shit
i'm bad at being me, and i'm bad at you

oooo
oooo
oooo
oooo

i'm bad at uuu
x6

404me:
I need my time
Need to get my head right
I can't focus 
And I'm not that bright
But u should not worry
I'm here for u
I can't forget 
I'm bad at u 

What can I do 

I'm so bad at u
I'm sorry
Don't care what you do
Only hardly
And you don't forget
Said I'm sorry
I don't wanna fight
Shit was gnarly 

I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u 

I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u

heelflip: 
i won't go
i'll stay here
don't worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what about what you do
or where you've been
i'm bad at you

i won't go
i'll stay here
don't worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what about what you do
or where you've been
i'm bad at you


bad at u w 404me

the thrill-seeking adventure

#techclub
lyrics:

live by the sword

die by the sword

too many words, not many more

not many more

not many more

i'm dead nothing more

i'm a loser

i'm always zoning out

too fucked up on the computer

guess i'm dead three times over

sick of what i used to be

not many more

not anymore, not anymore

live by the sword

die by the sword

too many words

not many more, not many more

live by the sword, die by the sword

i hate it

#techclub

i wonder where i'll go
this antipathy is eating me
i fucked up way too bad
now nobody likes me
i wonder all the time i wonder everyday
i see you when im dreaming when im wide awake
i wonder where i'll go, i wonder where i'll go
x2
i wonder where i'll go
this antipathy is eating me
i fucked up way too bad
now nobody likes me
i wonder everyday, i wonder everday
i see you when im deaming when im wide awake
i wonder what happened? i wonder what happened to you?
you were so great back then now nobody likes you
so i wonder where i'll go i wonder where i'll go
x2

wonder

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

i wna die but im not ready yet

︎heelflip