 (hf)
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damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

--
(lifeisspirals)
--

you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
--
techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

heelflip - IDC (ep)|5 Tracks|COMING THIS LATE MAY
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lyrics:

idc if you look at me
idc if you stop & look at me
all alone sitting here

idc if you look my way
idc if you point and laugh all day
i'm just gna sit right here

here
i'll just sit right here
here
i'll just sit right here

idc if you think i'm funny
idc if you think i'm silly
i just wanna be dead
i just wanna be dead

bullet straight thru my head
bullet straight thru my head
bless me god
take me out

idc if you look at me
idc if you stop & look at me
all alone sitting here

idc if you look my way
idc if you point and laugh all day
i'm just gna chill right here


idc (soundcloud demo)

all my suicidal songs are true
i wanna shoot my shit, thru & thru
nothing matters anyway
if i'm happy, i'll still feel pain
at the end of the day and
i'm so fucked
don't know what to do
i just sit inside
dying in my room
it's been this way for a while
i guess i'm used to it by now
it's getting late, i can't smile
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my bed
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my beddd
woah
woah
woahhh

suicidal songs

Chords:
C F Em Am

I want to have a Mirror
I'd dive into my own throat
Wipe the Stains;Make it cleaner
I don't wanna choke

I don't know what to do
I've lost my own throat
I'm left choking up the pieces
and nobody hears me now

I'm screaming in the dark without a voice
as I try to find my own wealth
Nobody knows what coming
Nor Do I know Myself

Will you ever see me in a new light that I can share with you?
I don't think- I don't know, what will you do?

I can't Make up my de-cisions (Don't follow me I know nothing
I can't Make up my de-cisions (Don't follow me I know nothing
I know I'm not someone who's Kindly? (I'll try- to be honest with you
but Will you hug me oh so tightly? (But I still don't know what to do

I don't think it's gonna be A-ok
Left in this pit of Rosemerry
Will I ever take off past this clouded mass
or will I forever be stuck in the past

Don't you see what I want to do today
Fall into Eternity the cycles of Entropy
It Remains in my Mind
Nobody sees me or gives me any time
I know it's okay cuz I'm gonna go insane
I know it's fucking worthless to Say Anything
at all but I don't want to Fall~

Rosemary Flight

EVIL ARCADE MIX 2024-05-18

so fucked in the head
always to the end
stupid running out of luck
cant see things thru the rest
of these motherfuckers always crowding around me
get away from me x2

fuck, i guess it all depends
shit, i'm breaking everything
why, does it have to never end
fuck, i'll never get it in

feel so lonely
feel so fucking depressed
cant see thru all this smoke
in my room i'm dead in bliss
these motherfuckers always crowd around me
gtf away from mex2

fuck, i guess it all depends
shit, i'm breaking everything
why, does it have to never end
fuck, i'll never get it in

never get it in

woahhh

woahhh

woahhh

woahhhhhh

woahhh

woahh

woahhh

woahhh

holy shit wanna slit my wrists
holy shit

woah

she went to bed
she went to sleep
i wake up early in the morning
well now i'm moving
honda civic 2010
i'll take their lives
and be put to rest
wake up early in the morning
got a horrible fucking feeling
wake up early in the morning
atleast i have the energy, have the energy
she went to bed
she went to sleep
i wake up early in the morning
well now i'm moving
honda civic 2010
i'll take their lives
and be put to rest
woah

honda civic 2010

ART BY RARECHUD.

alright i'll just admit it
today i feel indifferent
today i feel so distant
today i have a lack of interest
lack of interest
lack of interest
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
alright today's my last
everything left in the past
i will be dead on the floor
i will be gone and dead, no more
i guess i'll just shut the door
i'm dead what do i want?
nothing more
life is just disatisfaction
always some odd antipathy
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
do you?
do you feel okay?
alien
alien
alien
alien

alien

dead half the time

after all that time of me thinking

I understand the plan I'm making

I understand the lives I'm taking

I understand the lives I'm saving

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

even at my happiest 
I still feel the need to die
listening to my recordings 
acting like I have friends by my side
call me delusional I don't care 
sit in my chair and fluoride stare
never needed friends anyway
I know that they'd just get in the way

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

I don't want people to suffer
just as I have
my only option is to slaughter 
anyone in my path
they don't deserve to be punished by
this awful world
they have to die
I'm saving them 
I promise you
its better this way 
its what I have to do
they don't deserve to be punished by
this awful world
they have to die
I'm saving them 
I promise you
its better this way 
its what I have to do

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me
saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

Saving Them

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never get it in

︎heelflip

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