cope

to her...

all of my tears i have none left for u 
u lied to me and i never had a clue
but then u told me not to worry 
and then i listened

like a fool
like a fool
like a fool
like a fool

i know u were scared to tell the truth
but its not your fault im not mad at you
just why?
waste my time
fill my head with all these lies
i dont understand please tell me please tell me

why 
im a such a fool
such a fool
such a fool 
such a fool
such a fool

Fool

Title

Belowground - I Want to Crash My Car

i wrote this around sept of 2022 glad i can finally finish it.

i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna go to work
stay at home all day
drink my problems away
yea im such a fucking fool
to think id ever be with you
i see u have someone new
wish i didnt have a clue
led me on i feel so used
feel so sad i feel abused
yea i bet you feel amused
i feel like this because of you

i dont know why i feel this way
you make me feel Not Ok
it hurts to think of you
your in my head rent free
id rather you just drop dead
just to get out my head
i hate your fucking guts 
thought of you just drive me nuts

because of you

#techclub
lyrics:

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

rotting (starving in my room)

bad movie

dont like what I see outside
feel just as shit when im inside
I dont want to live the rest of my life


omnicide omnicide omnicide omnicide
end my life end my life end my life end my life
suicide suicide suicide suicide
omnicide

I hate the way I, I always cry
fuck my mind just end my fucking life
hate everything cant change my mind

omnicide omnicide omnicide omnicide
end my life end my life end my life end my life
suicide suicide suicide suicide
omnicide

just end my life
just end my life

omnicide.wav

This is what I'm thinking in the shower after getting rejected for the 10,000th time

I hadn't been on a date in so long
Burned her a CD with her favorite songs
But she turned me down so i snapped it in half
I'm so full of hate, I'm not stopping at that

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
Till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG

It didn't have to end up this way
Could've gone out with me, even just for a day
I would've been the best husband and dad
There was never a chance since I'm not a chad

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
'till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG

rotting (starving in my room)

︎heelflip

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