worst 11 months of my life

 think I've been overthinking everything
I think I've thought too much about this
I've come to realise what is wrong and
I didn't even need a therapist, it's you

It's always been you
What you put me through
It's always been you
Fuck you

I can't take anymore
Leave me outside the door
Treat me like I'm a whore
I won't take anymore

It didn't have to be this way
It didn't have to go down like this
You made my world so grey
What the fuck did I do to deserve it?

It's you, I won't take anymore
It's you, leave me outside thе door
It's you, you treat me like I'm a whorе
It's you, I won't take anymore

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Yeah, fuck you
Fuck you

Letter to an Ex

Its been years since I saw the sun
Alone in my room and I wanna run
Run to nowhere, all day I just wait
Maybe its my fault for feeding my hate

Its been years since I sealed my fate
Alone on my screen and I wanna hate
Hate everyone and hate everything
I cant let go of it, ill just keep at nothing 

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Its been years since I felt okay
Alone in my room and I wait all day
Wait for nothing and wait to age
I doubt there'll ever be better days

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Seething all dayy
Ooooo Feeding my hate
Ooooo Cluctching my rage

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Hatefuel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZ7piDBV5Ho <UTTW music video watch it 
lyrics:

i can never be myself when im near you
im like napoleon and youre my waterloo
after you leave gotta relearn how to speak
i write shitty incel rock hits in my sleep
not good enough for you (x16)
i will never be my best cus i hate you
you will never be with me so go eat glue
all that ever fucking happens is i just get hurt
till theres bloodstains all over my garfield shirt
my garfield shirt (x8)
not good enough for you (x16)
(outro)
if you have the suspicion that this song is about you
well your suspicion is a little tiny bit true
cus i just cant stand to see you here with me
and i know i will be ok in the end
im not gooood for youuuuuuu

Notgood4u

Don't Believe the Truth

In Defense of Suicide

An old song that i decided to release
originally written in october 2021
recorded on 4track cassette on about june 2022

Don't Waste Your Time On E Girls

trash

little town flirt

Without You (demo)

Living in Total squalor
Every day is painful
And my sanity is slipping away
Laundry is piling up
Trash bags are filling up
And my mind is never ever at peace

Gotta be gaming all night and day
Till I top frag the server I will play
Caffed up and alert with nicotine
Lock my door because I can't be seen

Ignore reality away
Gaming all day every day
Its time to play again its time to forget
XP bar is so looking full
Top frag on the scoreboard
Get called a virgin no life hacker again

Maybe I'll start with some chores
But soon enough my brain gets bored
It screams for happy chems to me
An eternal slave to the industry

Gotta Be Gaming

Im sorry i blew my brains out across the room (uhohslater cover)

Dear Miss Congresswoman

text me on insta what demo you guys want fully done first, I’m going to start the music back up

Im sorry i blew my brains out across the room (uhohslater cover)

Red25

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