listen to original song https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably/squander_poop 
this song is cool and now i covered it its even cooler

Squander (Gezebelle Gaburgably cover)

timebomb

#techclub
lyrics:

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

rotting (starving in my room)

ive waken up 
i feel so alone
im not thinking much
ive been giving up
oh no
got nowhere to go
even in my home 
i shouldnt be alone
in my head im not
in my bed im always stuck
so stuck
such a lazy fuck
ive been giving up
oh no
you cant even tell
im so overwhelmed
oh im out my mind
im waking up
im feeling so alone
im not thinking much
ive been giving up
oh no
i feel super stuck
ive got no luck no hope

june 1st 9:30 PM

#techclub

i'm such a fucked up loser, i am a self-abuser / i rly wna die, i rly wna die / someone take me out, i am begging / someone remove me, or i'll have to remove myself / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / or i don't want to be alive / i'm such a piece of shit, i swear i'm not worth it / i rly wna die, i rly wna cry / someone take me out, i am asking / someone remove me, asking nicely / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / to be alive /

don't want to be alive

I miss the way you held me
I miss the way you said my name
But then you left me
My life will never be the same

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you 

Fuck you

Your absence slowly kills me
My absence brings you zero pain
(You promised, you promised)
Promised you wouldn’t leave me
Now I feel fucking insane

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you

Fuck you

FUCK YOU

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

one day, ill do someday
 
somedays i always feel the same 
im Not Ok ill never change
and all this rage  it drives me insane 
ill run away and never show my face
ill fade away while im stuck 

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

slowly deteriorating 
i fucked my life up
ill never see the day
where i make a change
slowly deteriorating 
i fucked up everything 
blow off my fucking face
im gonna make a change  


slowly deteriorating

wacked out
fucked up
brain is
just mush
10 count
no luck
i just did way too fucking much

black out
go home
wake up
no phone
off pills that are small and sweet
doing
dumb shit
i will
regret
running naked down the street
off my pills so small and sweet


Im sorry i blew my brains out across the room (uhohslater cover)

Red25