RUN RUN RUN (guda)

chapter 1 - denial

lyrics:

Percy Jackson 
With this pen
Slaying demons 
sent from hell
I dump five 
you throwin ten 
Spin back round
We go again

Spin back round we crashing in like a


Riptide
She give it to me all night
Taking our time yeah we sentimental
Tryna get away 
I don’t learn my lesson

Her eyes
She leaving me tongue tied
Fake it till I make it
She gon find me out
Deep breath close your eyes 
Baby don’t you drown

And I’m fiending now
Outta left field I found 
Someone who can hit me like wave 
Crashed landed right up in my face

And you got it
Baby you know your flawless
Alien Superstar to be honest
B ain’t gotta tell me Ima put a ring on it

Flyer than a 747
Boeing
Baby tryna send me up to heaven
Lowkey
Organize my head 
I can I know it
Told me I’m the best 
Well I gotta show it

I know you pressure
Baby girl you own it
Taking pictures 
just so we can save the moment
Love too deep
From the way we flowing
I got this girl
Let me take control

Percy Jackson 
With this pen
Slaying demons 
sent from hell
I dump five 
you throwin ten 
Spin back round
We go again

Spin back round we crashing in like a


Riptide
She give it to me all night
Taking our time yeah we sentimental
Tryna get away 
I don’t learn my lesson

Her eyes
She leaving me tongue tied
Fake it till I make it
She gon find me out
Deep breath close your eyes 
Baby don’t you drown

riptide. (prod. siem spark)

love you both so much!! <3 :3 this song really means alot to me. 

lyrics:
(p3tro)
human life can feel so baseless,
the human body is a spaceship,
i swear to god its just a matrix,
i think i got the mind to break this

its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

(tiger)
once i'm third person bound
getting too into it
detaching the ligaments from my limbs
as if I don't exist 
Overloaded unethical thoughts to urself
d-digging in
If there's nobody else 
to stop ur spin

keep it up
why u down
not another frown cus
thats so silly uh
Really, aw
My friends major tripping out

im not biased, I can feel it
talk it out and then lets leave it
i just try to help u see it
u should trust my gut believe it

i get ur stuck, gonna go ghost
i cant ignore it and leave u alone
hearing it wrong, said we should talk
why dont we sit down 
cus its official, my life almost had no light like
i could owe it all to convos staying up all night
just chilling, vibing
love u bruh

(p3tro)
its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

perspective w/ tigerstar (1fern)

collab with @anti-light :D

[hook - vilse]
you are not getting your flow back
i got an L hold you can hold that

you had a soul but you sold that
you had a line but i wrote that

she had a heart but you broke that
you got a stick it's a tightrope

you don't have a gun you don't tote that
on ig live yeah you showed that


[verse - Anti-Light]
Isolated hiding from deceivers
Trauma’s shocked me to my core
I felt you crying through the speakers
Threw my phone across the floor
I know you’d pay to see me suffer
Girl the feeling’s mutual
Your tone of voice it shakes and stutters
That’s your act like usual

Are you getting high by yourself again
I’m getting by without your restraint
I can’t stay in your life girl it’s in flames
Still got ten million thoughts frying my brain
Tell me how can I kill it (Ah)
I wanna turn it off just for a minute (Ah)
Spinning my words around until they fit in (Ah)
The way you hurt yourself that’s the limit (Ah)


[break]

Broke That ft. Anti-Light (prod. uguwap + biology101n)

always in the background w/ thrml

Mastered by @noraevelyne
lyrics
can u look at me the way i look at you
i know it looks bad but i wanna change for you
(oh) nothing i wouldnt do
just to be up next to you
(oh) i wanna be up next to u

But i cant
and it just hurts
cant say anything to make me give a fuck
you never really cared to think of what i want
im stuck in this place yeah it really, really sucks x2

why cant you talk to me the way i want you to
and you made me a promise but you broke that too
you said it was fake, and it broke into 2
i dont really know what to do

dont dont break all your promises
no i dont care what no one says
(dont go and break your promises, just because of what your friend said)
(it dont make no sense, can you get that through your head)

Nora
vibrant eyes
a promsie with no lies
soft skin and eyes
im horrible but i seem nice

where did i get 
wubdaishdiusha
and i look in her eyes
im getting to look how
how my consoiuness
so dont leave, just put a leave in this

so dont leave before
i pick up my feet from the floor
i wanna see you smile
to make that happen ill go any mile

promises + nora evelyne  (xnull + yametsu)

hi, enjoy

rics:
I better watch where i walk or ill murder the pope
Get on my side so i dont sit here throw up and choke
Look at the world is this some kind of sick fucking joke
I dont know i dont know
What do i know, i know
Youre overrated i cant relate
You play favorites get out of my face
I need a key to open this gate
Self reverend but i cant be saved
I burn bridges in favor of letting you go
Id be happier if this world didn't exist i know

I could go round for round
On the edge of a new sound
On the edge of all my doubts
I might make it out then

Im a two faced whore
You a fake bitch just stop it
Spit in ur pudding and god damn face
Thats the end of the discussion
Whats being nice?
We listen to your songs on mute like wow
Howd you convince everyone you were so confident
Scratching my head like how
Charismatic with the cameras on
I know the real you now
She gave me good head no need for masturbate (yup)
Look at the time
Pull a bad bitch o clock today 
Put your whole pride on my god damn plate

What the gosh darn freaking fuck do they want me to say
Oh yeah
No on gives a god damn fuck anyway

You conniving dirty dog (arf!)
Only good dogs don't go to hell
Roll over i see the same insecurities that i see inside myself
Might be a problem with the water where we grow
Whos the child inside of me
I hardly know :(
We don't wanna grow older
Reinvent myself
But i don't think i wanna die again

So tell me what you meant then
I dont wanna be a memory
Fuck up my life til they hate me
Nat, im so sorry. 
But i need something i can die for
I need something i can die for
I need something i can 

(just live)

Youve been acting like a pussy
Cant even keep your back straight
Think i lost my head lately
Im being nice until they fuck me
I thought itd be easy
I didnt know what i need
Metal burns inside my core

I had dreams that metamorphosis was possible
Imagine i could ground me up and remold from this bowl.

metamorphosis

//boy who caught fire

rics:

traxee you're a hypocrite
and she's a liar
you're the boy who's catching fire

but you want you all to yourself
limb by limb i cut them off until i crawl

you're the boy who's on fire
you're the only one i trust
and i got pockets full of desires
something tells me it's not about us
(it's not!)

sonder, what the hell was i thinking for?
eye to eye i do not envy
face to face i just see me
if you couldn't tell 
i've been struggling to remain
intentional thoughts inside my lap
stars on my shoulders i need to remap


always try to play me like a god damn game
fools gold, baby im not that lame
$150 to my name
let's hitchhike to the moon again
nothing matters anymore
if i get what i deserve 
that's my faith restored.
tell me how i can fail again

treat me like a hypocrite
i didn't mean what i said
i can't fathom who you are 
sonder
grey matter inside my head

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sonder

was nervous to drop this
tysm to ashe for mix + master
ty matt + w00drose for supporting non stop

lyrics:

when the drugs start 2 kick in 
bringing all my feelings 2 the surface
is this gna b a ##badtrip ? ooohh x2
chorus
lost the feelin in my fingers 
is it jus the music or the colours that im hearing
spark anthr blunt got my head fkn spinnin
and im all over the place
idk wat 2 say 
when ur calling my name
why am i so ashamed
get me out of this place
i can see ur face
everywhere that im lookin x2

i can feel my blood pumpin all up in my veins
if i tell u how im feelin would u b the fkn same
n i only have good intensions 
i dont mean 2 bring u pain 
+chorus
lost the feelin in my fingers
is it me or am i trippin?
lost my fingers in my fingers x2
i can see ur face 
its all over the place
i cant take this pain any longer x2

always in the background w/ thrml

himiko