RUN RUN RUN (guda)

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

sick of it all (prod me)

self prod
lil toxic rnb jawn
lyrics:
don't vent abt ur man i wanna hear less of him
tired of ur bullshit time and time again
get on top of me, don't say a word and settle in
ion even need u i'll jus hit up ur friend

sippin out my cup, u jus a feeder huh?
better than ur man he ain't a eater huh? 
compliment ur fit you jus gon eat it up
act like i'm in love, bitch i jus wanna fuck

said ur afraid of commitment
crazy thing to say while u switchin positions
i don't give a fuck rly not tryna listen
toss u all ur clothes n kick u out fuck u with the vision ?

baby u really tryna find ur knight?
someone who gon luv u thru the night
someone who gon stay put up w the fights
came to the wrong place yeah fucking right

she hit me up again, 11 on the dot
she tryna link up at the bar, henny on the rock
i can't stop
talkin mad crazy got my rizz on lock
took her back to my place, 11:20 on the clock
yeah ik she bad ik i used my luck
snapped it to my homies so they all kno im up, run me up
120 on the dash ik she feel the rush
fucked but i'm not the type 2 luv x2

not the type 2 luv (aurasrevenge)

Over w/MO$H

always in the background w/ thrml

Mastered by @noraevelyne
lyrics
can u look at me the way i look at you
i know it looks bad but i wanna change for you
(oh) nothing i wouldnt do
just to be up next to you
(oh) i wanna be up next to u

But i cant
and it just hurts
cant say anything to make me give a fuck
you never really cared to think of what i want
im stuck in this place yeah it really, really sucks x2

why cant you talk to me the way i want you to
and you made me a promise but you broke that too
you said it was fake, and it broke into 2
i dont really know what to do

dont dont break all your promises
no i dont care what no one says
(dont go and break your promises, just because of what your friend said)
(it dont make no sense, can you get that through your head)

Nora
vibrant eyes
a promsie with no lies
soft skin and eyes
im horrible but i seem nice

where did i get 
wubdaishdiusha
and i look in her eyes
im getting to look how
how my consoiuness
so dont leave, just put a leave in this

so dont leave before
i pick up my feet from the floor
i wanna see you smile
to make that happen ill go any mile

promises + nora evelyne  (xnull + yametsu)

hi, enjoy

rics:
I better watch where i walk or ill murder the pope
Get on my side so i dont sit here throw up and choke
Look at the world is this some kind of sick fucking joke
I dont know i dont know
What do i know, i know
Youre overrated i cant relate
You play favorites get out of my face
I need a key to open this gate
Self reverend but i cant be saved
I burn bridges in favor of letting you go
Id be happier if this world didn't exist i know

I could go round for round
On the edge of a new sound
On the edge of all my doubts
I might make it out then

Im a two faced whore
You a fake bitch just stop it
Spit in ur pudding and god damn face
Thats the end of the discussion
Whats being nice?
We listen to your songs on mute like wow
Howd you convince everyone you were so confident
Scratching my head like how
Charismatic with the cameras on
I know the real you now
She gave me good head no need for masturbate (yup)
Look at the time
Pull a bad bitch o clock today 
Put your whole pride on my god damn plate

What the gosh darn freaking fuck do they want me to say
Oh yeah
No on gives a god damn fuck anyway

You conniving dirty dog (arf!)
Only good dogs don't go to hell
Roll over i see the same insecurities that i see inside myself
Might be a problem with the water where we grow
Whos the child inside of me
I hardly know :(
We don't wanna grow older
Reinvent myself
But i don't think i wanna die again

So tell me what you meant then
I dont wanna be a memory
Fuck up my life til they hate me
Nat, im so sorry. 
But i need something i can die for
I need something i can die for
I need something i can 

(just live)

Youve been acting like a pussy
Cant even keep your back straight
Think i lost my head lately
Im being nice until they fuck me
I thought itd be easy
I didnt know what i need
Metal burns inside my core

I had dreams that metamorphosis was possible
Imagine i could ground me up and remold from this bowl.

metamorphosis

petrichor2 +giabelle (irby x jolst)

was nervous to drop this
tysm to ashe for mix + master
ty matt + w00drose for supporting non stop

lyrics:

when the drugs start 2 kick in 
bringing all my feelings 2 the surface
is this gna b a ##badtrip ? ooohh x2
chorus
lost the feelin in my fingers 
is it jus the music or the colours that im hearing
spark anthr blunt got my head fkn spinnin
and im all over the place
idk wat 2 say 
when ur calling my name
why am i so ashamed
get me out of this place
i can see ur face
everywhere that im lookin x2

i can feel my blood pumpin all up in my veins
if i tell u how im feelin would u b the fkn same
n i only have good intensions 
i dont mean 2 bring u pain 
+chorus
lost the feelin in my fingers
is it me or am i trippin?
lost my fingers in my fingers x2
i can see ur face 
its all over the place
i cant take this pain any longer x2

##badtrip [0x22]

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

The Death Of Meis a raw and introspective exploration of my battles with depression and the overwhelming feelings of despair. This song delves into the darkest corners of my mind, reflecting the struggles that often feel insurmountable and the longing for peace amidst the chaos. Through haunting lyrics and emotional melodies, I aim to shed light on the pain that many face in silence. This track is a heartfelt testament to my journey and a call to anyone who feels isolated in their struggles—you're not alone."

The Death Of Me

im lowkey more active on my second account @1miko
@alteria_cool

always in the background w/ thrml

himiko