soundcloud.com/ericdoa - unreleased
soundcloud.com/brycedoesmusic - unreleased aswell hihi
(lmk n i'll take down)

ericdoa + bryce ^-^

lil bit of much needed therapy

i can't stand myself anymore
i'd end it all if i could
but that's too selfish, of course
so i
cut you off, hurt your feelings and force
you out my life, close the door
crush every hope i could hold onto
sharp knife
remove and cut ties
chamber round
one shot, a deadeye

clawin out the brush in my brain
driftwood in my veins
weeds in my lungs
dandelion in my stomach
feelin clean for today
lotta work little pay 
daisies pushin through my teeth
dead leaves under feet
i'm a waster 
i feel like i'm always
dyin by nature
it's a problem i can't fix
that i enable
no you cannot help
you not my savior
that's off the table
i hate reflections
i just wanna disappear
you hate these sentences
how you think that i feel

deadeye (p. michael harrison + ayoley beats)

ericdoa - boys don't cry (snippet)

4cf - Jade (Kari Remix)

sticks(austyn with a y)

prod frost'd x 31sentinel
https://open.spotify.com/track/6OYk85fT4oZdQcPnO6ES7D?si=be65319ccd8b424c

all4attention

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Face down, I’m lying in the dirt
Recycling memories of you until it hurt
I’m late now, but I know what I deserve
You fucked me up and now I can’t trust your words

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

Was broken and bruised
With a brand new attitude
I couldn’t even recognize myself
Felt worthless and used
I swear I saw it coming too
I should have run when I was looking for help
And you told me you love me while lying through your teeth
I feel like I did everything I could
And you made me feel so cheap while using my body
So I hope you find your soul out in New York

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

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